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Sybil Bingham, As Youthful Bride
by Bishop H. B. Restarick
Journal of Sybil Moseley Bingham
from Nov. 8, 1819 to July 24, 1820
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�Sybil Bingham, As Youthful Bride,
Came to Islands In Brig Thaddeus
(Honolulu Star-Bulletin, Saturday, August 15, 1931)
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Bishop H. B. Restarick
Much is written in Hawaiian history about the American
missionaries but little is said about their wives. It is
true there are two delightful and informative books written
by the wives of missionaries, one by Lucy G-. Thurston, who
arrived here in 1820, and the other by Laura Pish Judd, who
came in 1828. The reader will find in neither any complain
ing at their hard lot— for hard it was— but he will find
that both were upheld by a strong and fervent faith that
they were doing the Lord’s work. Today, I write about
Sybil Moseley Bingham, wife of the Rev. Hiram Bingham who
was the grandfather of Hiram Bingham I I I , the senator for
Connecticut. She was born at Westfield, Mass.,
September 14, 1792, of old New England stock. At the age
of 19 she was left an orphan and in order to help in the
education of her two younger sisters she taught school.
At first her school was at Hartford and later at Canandaigua
in western New York, which village was then in the far west.
After three years at Canandaigua she determined to
visit her friends and relatives and the people whom she
was leaving tried to make her promise to return. Her
answer was, "I will, unless the Lord opens another door."
She little imagined what that door would be.
She was visiting the Rev. and Mrs. S. Bartlett at
Windsor, Conn., when the ordination of two missionaries
was announced at Goshen, a village near by, and she was
invited to go with them to attend it. She was interested
in missions and had even desired to ba a missionary.
When they reached Goshen, Mr* Bartlett asked a young man
on the street if he knew where he was to be entertained.
He told them at Mr. Thompson's and said he would show them
where the house was.
Meets Hiram Bingham
The young man was Hiram Bingham, who, with Asa Thurston,
was to be ordained on the morrow. He was introduced to
Miss Moseley and he recalled a conversation with a fellow
student at Andover who had said if he got an appointment
as missionary he would ask a Miss Moseley to go with him
as his wife. But he thought this could not be the same
Miss Moseley for he understood she was teaching in far off
western New York.
�He found in the course of the day that the young lady
was the one of whom his friend had spoken and in the short
time at his disposal, he sought her acquaintance. Before
he left Windsor he had asked her to go with him to the
Sandwich islands as his wife. Their common desire to work
in some mission field drew them together in affectionate
sympathy and she told him she would be his co-worker among
people whom they supposed were savages. The ordination
took place on September 29, and, as there was no time to
lose they were married on October 11. On October 23 they
sailed from Boston on the Thaddeus in company with six
other missionaries and their wives.
Sybil Moseley Bingham wrote to her sister: "Since
that memorable evening when I was introduced to him, I
find that he has secured my love. God did indeed choose
for me."
Like many other man and women among the missionaries
to Hawaii, common intellectual and spiritual interests drew
them together after a brief acquaintance and held them to
gether during long years of toil under trying conditions
with many sorrows as well as joys, defeats as well as
victories.
It was a strange honeymoon for the young missionaries
and their brides on that voyage of 164 days to the Sandwich
islands, but they were fortunate in having for a captain
and first officer such good men as Blanchard and Hunnewell.
It was not until April 19, 1820, that the Binghans landed
at Honolulu with Messrs. Loomis, Ruggles, Chamberlain and
Whitney. The Thurstons and Dr. and Mrs. Holman were left
at Kailua, Hawaii.
Three Gra5i? Houses
Through the kindness of some of the traders living in
Honolulu three grass houses were offered to the five families.
It is believed that these houses stood near the site of the
McCandless building, at the corner of King and Bethel Sts.,
The Binghams occupied one of these, which consisted of a
single room, one corner being partitioned off by mats, pro
viding a little privacy.
The missionaries had not brought much furniture, so
boxes in which goods had been packed served as tables and
chairs. There were no furniture stores and no lumber yards
in Honolulu then, but Mr. Bingham, like most Yankees at
that time, was handy with tools and with a piece of drift
wood from the northwest, a stick'of sandalwood given him
and some Koa, he managed to make a rocking chair in which,
later on, Mrs, Bingham rocked her babies. On Sundays it
was taken to the old grass churoh as a seat for the pastor's
wife. When in 1840 the Binghams left Honolulu for the
United States, the chair was taken with them, and when they
�reached Boston she refused to part with it for a fine
piece of upholstered furniture. Her wish was that when
the last summons came she might be found in that chair,
and her wish was granted when she died in 1848 .
They had brought a cook stove and this was set up in
the yard and the natives watched through the palings to
see how haoles cooked. To wash the clothes which had ac
cumulated during the voyage, water had to be brought from
the Nuuanu river and washing and ironing in the open air
gave Mrs. Bingham a severe sunburn. In addition to their
household duties, the chiefs brought broadcloth and linen
to be made into suits and shirts.
They had not been landed a month when Mrs* Bingham
gathered around her a doz en girls and began to teach them
how to read. This teaching was of course in English, for
there were no Hawaiian books, and she knew no Hawaiian.
The pupils were the children of Americans and Englishmen
who had native wives. In a month she had 40 students, some
of whom were adults.
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First WhiteABaby
On November»9> a daughter was born to the Binghams,
the first white|[child born on Oahu. In such cases, as they
occurred, the wives of other missionaries acted as doctors
and nurses for their sisters. Next day a ship arrived
bringing letters from home, the first word they had received
from friends for more than a year.
With all her varied work and what we should call de
privation she wrote homes
"Who would not leave sisters, friends and kindred to
tell these pagan mothers of the Savior’s love."
Permission had been granted the missionaries to remain
in Hawaii for a year, but when it was found that they came
to do good they were allowed to stay. The fraae house
which had been brought from Boston was erected on what was
then a barren plain a half-mile from the village. (This is
the house now standing on King St.)
In that house, at first, lived four families, three
having an infant each, and one, the Chamberlains, having
six children. This Daniel Chamberlain was a farmer and
must not be confused with Levi Chamberlain who arrived in
1822. It was he who built the coral house on the mission
lot and whose descendants live here today. Daniel Chamberlain only stayed two years.
Besides the four families sometimes guests were enter
tained. At one time, for four months, Messrs. Tyerman and
Bennett and the Rev. William Ellis were somehow accommodated,
The dining room was in the cellar and furnishing the long
�table with food three timeg a day devolved upon the women
of the party by turns. Sonietiaies they had beef or pork,
potatoes, butter and flour, but at other times they had
none of these things and had to subsist on fish and poi
or taro. As soon as possible other houses were built and
then the long table was sawed in two and one-half was sent
to Hilo for the mission there.
Served As Midwife
Four times in the first four years Mrs. Binghan went
with her husband to Kauai to be with a sister missionary
in her time of need, as there was no physician or nurse.
Once she went with a babe of her own three months old,
who was sick at the time and the day after landing a son
was born to Mrs, Whitney. Three weeks later she officiated
at the birth of a daughter to Mrs. Ruggles.
When she reached Honolulu her services were required
at Kaneohe over the Pali over which there was then only a
trail so narrow at one place that her feet had to be placed
by a guide while her face was turned to the perpendicular
rock above her. A native carrying her babe followed her
and she feared more for her child than for herself. Some
times on her journeys she was carried by natives in her
chair which was lashed to poles, and occasionally she rode
with her husband on a horse.
But it was not toil alone she had to bear. She had to
suffer terror for the life of her husband which was threat
ened by infuriated sailors who accused him of interfering
with their sensual pleasures. She and the other missionary
women were not frightened by Hawaiians, but by white men.
It was in 1826 when the mob attacked the mission house.
In a letter she told how she suffered.
"With my defenseless family I heard the blasphemous
language and saw the furious arm thrust at my dearest one.
I saw the brandished weapon and marked the raging of the
angry mob. I heard the scream of my child for the safety
of her father, but my spirit was sustained through it a l l ."
It was Hawaiians who defended Bingham and a native
who warded off the blow from a knife.
A year later she and her husband were at Lahaina when
shots were fired from an English whaler, with the American
captain, at Mr. Richards' house because the debauchery of
sailors had been interfered with. Mrs. Richards, Mrs. Bing
ham and their five children took refuge in the cellar,
terrified by the balls from the cannon and the howlings of
a mob.
This life of toil and danger she endured for 20 years—
there was no system of furloughs for missionaries then. In
1840 , the Binghams were granted 18 months' leave of absence.
They expected to return to Hawaii but their intention was
not realized. Mrs. Bingham died at Easthampton, Mass., at
the age of 5 6 . Two of her seven children had died in Honolulu.
�INTRODUCTION TO THE JOURNAL
of
Sybil Moseley Bingham
When I commenced the following Journal
it appeared to me most proper to make com
munications to my sisters, respecting myself,
in occasional letters, intending this for my
own private benefit. My principal objection
to dedicating it to them, arose from the fear
of some restraint, where I had been accustomed
to the most perfect freedom when I had felt
that no eye but my own was to read. I pro
ceeded thus, awhile, but feeling an increasing
desire to comfort these dear sisters in every
way in my power, I was inclined to believe it
my duty to give them a more constant and unbroken
history of GOD*s providential dealings with me,
than I could by occasional letters. Accordingly
with the commencement of the year I put it in a
new form, at the same time transcribing a con
siderable part from the time of embarkation. If
it make them in same degree live with their dear,
but far distant sister, if it comfort them when
anxious for her welfare, if it, at any time,
raise, in any degree, their spiritual feeling,
leading them to pray more earnestly for Sybil,
she has a rich reward.
�JOURNAL
On board Brig Thaddeus, Capt. Blanchard,
bound to the Sandwich Isles.
Nov. 8 th, 1819
What shall I record of the Lord’s strange dealings
with me? Surely it becomes me to stand in awe, to wonder
and adore. On my birthday, Sept. 14, 1819, the last re
cording in my private writings, my reflections were closed
with this wish if it were proper to pen any, that if life
were continued, before another anniversary of my birth,
GOD, in his holy providence, would open the door for me
among the heathen and direct my steps there. But, 0, could
I have supposed that less than two short months would have
found me advanced two thousand miles upon the mighty deep,
having bid friends, kindred and country a lasting adieu,
with my face set to the far distant Islands of the seal
Yet thus it is. What shall I say? The Lord has done it,
and what have I to say, but, "blessed be his holy name."
Wonderful have been the leadings of his holy providence’
Plain did they seem to be to read— so plain that had a
voice from on high said, "Go," I know not I should have
had more fears in answering, "I cannot listen." And, now,
0 my Saviour GOD, thou seest I have stepped tremblingly
forward— thou knowest how, whether it be depending on thee
for strength, or relying* on my poor sinful self. 0 Lord,
1 go, but make my feeble heart stay itself for succor and
support upon thine Arm, omnipotent and kind. When I look
at my own poor languishing graces (if any there be in this
cold heart; I am filled with astonishment that thus thou
shouldst honor me, by giving me the prospect of labouring
and suffering for thee, with thy devoted ones, in a revolted
province of thy dominions, long usurped by thy great Enemy.
I feel, 0 my diving Master, that I have never served thee
with that fidelity in the little stations in which thou hast
before placed me,— I feel that tho thou didst incline my
heart to ask of thee this thing, yet, that I did not bestir
myself, giving due heed to thy direction to take unto myself
the whole armour of GOD— to stand with this heavenly equip
ment, so as to allow me to go forward with confidence to
this high post to which thou callest me. But, 0, have I
ever seen anjthjing in my low attainments which would warrant
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�me to take any station in my Master’ s service? Divine
Jesus, a poor helpless one I be— so far from being able,
without thee, to accomplish any thing in thine employ,
I need thy supporting hand to keep me, every moment, lest
I fall. Yet amidst it all, I do hope to do something in
thy vineyard. Thou canst, and dost work by the very
weakest instruments, showing that the glory is all thine
own. Committing myself into thine hand, as the pen in
the hand, with which I write, I feel that I am strong—
that thou wilt make me a help-mate to thy servant, my
husband,— an encouragement to this little Mission band,
,and, in thine own due time, a light to the benighted
heathen whither thou sendest me. 0 make me to feel,
that Christ strengthening me, I can do all things, —
"can bear all sufferings— if my Lord be there." 0,
what sufferings may be written for me in the volume of
thy decrees, who can tell I But thou bidst me, like
Peter, as it were, to walk upon the sea, and when the
waves are boisterous and I begin to sink, wilt thou not
to me, as thou didst to him, graciously put forth thine
hand and bid me not to doubt? Trusting in thee, I go—
shouldst thou call me to pass through darkness thick and
awful, yet wilt thou not say to me, "Fear not, I am with
thee?" Early would I make supplication, that if in thy
righteous providence, thou shouldst take away the desire
of mine eyes— put lever and friend into darkness, leav
ing me solitary and in widowhood, in a lone land of
savage strangers, thou wouldst cause me, tho infinitely
unworthy, to know that thou art my husband9 my friend,
my everlasting Portion. Lord, do thus, and it is enough.
Nov. 9th. Have been seventeen days on board.
Hitherto the good hand of our GOD has been upon us.
Our
passage has been rough, our way, when contrasted with
tender nursing in the bosom of our friends, has been hard;
but our hearts have been kindly supported, so that it has
not been dark. Sea-sickness has been severe upon most,
yet not so much so as upon many who have gone before us.
As to myself, it has been slight— have felt a degree of
strength enabling me to render some little attentions to
my dearest friend, still weak and feeble. Privileged
have I been in it. We have not been able to enter into
any systematic improvement of time, but have it in pros
pect. 0 , to do my part towards composing a well regu
lated Mission family I We have experienced a gale which
caused our little bark to be tossed upon the tempestuous
ocean. Danger did not seem immediately threatening, tho
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�we suffered much inconvenience. How would a voyage at
sea teach us our continual dependence, were we not so
slow to learn ! Have had our hearts refreshed by public
worship, on deck, the two last sabbaths— first sabbath
prevented by loosing anchor in the harbor, rapid pro
gress of sea-sickness, etc. Yesterday much joy on board
at sight of a vessel, hoping it were bound homeward. It
proved not so. It probably will be long ere our friends
hear.
Nov. 14th. Not permitted to assemble today for
public worship. The winds high— the sea extremely rough
so that we could not be on deck. Our way is boisterous.
These words have been much in mind, "His way was much
darker and rougher than mine— Did Jesus thus suffer— And
shall I repine?"
Nov. 16th. Winds still contrary— scarce any pro
gress in our way, these many days. Have been in lat. 37
and 38 for more than ten days. How are we taught that
they are GOD's winds, not ours— at hie command, and his
alone.
Nov. 17th. Still watching for favorable winds.
The sea more calm today, yet we are not wafted onward.
Capt. B— just told me, that in his last voyage, he had
reached the Line, by this time. Well, of this we may
rest assured, that if our Heavenly Father, according to
his eternal purposes, land us at length on the shores of
Owhyhee, it will be at the very moment his sovereign
pleasure deems it best. Our family appears to be recov
ering. May we not forget to be thankful. And also more
life in spiritual things, within a few days, appears. 0 ,
that our hearts were more alive— that we did more deeply
feel the high commission which our GOD has given us J Too
much have our minds been occupied with the troubles of
sea-sickness and the privations attendant on our voyage5
so the sound of our words, before the Ship's company, has
been too much, what shall we eat and what shall we drink.
But I would fain hope the blessed influences of the
Spirit are more felt in some hearts. Last evening, had
a precious little session, in our room, with Thomas Hopii.
His heart seemed to mourn under a sense of short comings,
and his desires appeared to be strong, that he, with us
all, might awake. He led in prayer, as did also Mr. B— ,
then withdrew, with some resolutions in each of our
breasts, I trust, to live to GOD.
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�Nov. 18th. Peel, this evening, that we have abund
ant reason to sing of mercy. The winds are ordered now
in our favor, wafting us much farther in this one day,
than in many previous. Health seems returning to our
family, and light, I trust, to their souls. Several
appeared to have a season of unusual enjoyment at our
devotions this evening. My dear friend appears to be
gaining strength, and with it earnest desire to be about his great work. Some of the day has passed pleas
antly, I hope profitably, in reading with him the Memoirs
of Dr. Buchanan. May we find a blessing in the perusal,
as we proceed. Devoted some part of the day to the in
struction of Mary C— , hope to be systematic in it. 0,
to be useful in some little way i Have been conversing a
little while, on deck, since prayer, with the sisters.
They express a wish for some system in the improvement
of time, and to be more spiritually alive. May we look
to the proper source for assistance.
Nov. 19 th. Lifeless as I am, I feel that I cannot
rest without recording in my heart, and with my pen, the
goodness of GOD through the past day. For myself, the
valley of humiliation would best become me, for, 0 , whe*-o
is the ardour of feeling which my mercies demand J En
joyed, this morning, upon awaking, a tender and solemn^
season in united supplication with my dearest friend, in
which his soul seemed melted and his spirit bowed down in
view of the awful responsibility of his station. Went
from our little room to the family altar, around, which,
in the morning, we had not before been permitted to as
semble. There seemed some meltings of heart with several,
which, I trust, has been the case through the day. This
evening, met the sisters in sister T— 's room, hoping to
renew our covenant obligation, one with the other,— to
act the part of members of one body to watch over, ex
hort, admonish, and reprove, as occasion may require.
We could not exactly feel alike on the subject of social
prayer at these seasons, in our present inconvenient
situation? yet, I trust, all came to the conclusion that
it was both our duty and privilege, and resolved, the
grace of GOD assisting us, to do accordingly. May He who
has styled himself a prayer-hearing GOD, accept and bless
us in it.
Nov. 20th. This day, commenced in practice what we
have for some time considered in theory, vis, system with
respect to the disposition of time. We take an hour im
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�mediately after breakfast, for recitations. At the
repeated request of the sisters, I take the office of
instructress, at this, as also another hour after din
ner. While I take this place to assist them in some
branches, to which, in the providence of GOD, I have
had opportunity to attend and they have not, may I do
it meekly, and modestly, sensible that I also shall
need, in various ways, their kind offices. Hope myself
to be engaged in some study with sister T— looking to
Mr. B— as an instructor. It is what I have long desired,
to be under a regular course of instruction, that so this
untutored mind may be disciplined. 0 , may I see to it
that I have in view but one object in whatever I attempt—
the advancement of Christ’s Kingdom. With my eye to this
along will GOD prosper me in my way.
Nov. 23rd. Tossed up and down on this mighty deep,
not suffered to make but little progress, we do note
some of the Christian graces peculiarly in exercises.
Sabbath day, not permitted, by reason of the sea being
so very boisterous, to have public worship, I felt my
self sick, and too much I suffered the continued sick
ness of my dear husband, to weigh down my spirits and
make my heart heavy. 0, may I not murmur i In my better
moments, and I would fain hope uniformly so, I bless GOD
that I am where I am, on my way to the heathen— that in
his holy providence I am allowed to have so high a com
mission, and to be numbered among those who are called
to make sacrifices in his blessed service. 0 , may I be
found faithful, and at last accepted through grace.
Nov. 24th. This day have found my comforts many.
Awoke with calmness and peace on my mind— at the usual
hour attended upon the class, then had a lesson in sing
ing with Mr. B— , after which I read to him for two hours
in the Memoirs of Dr. Buchanan, which opened a field for
remarks and conversation, interesting in their nature,
but particularly so from our present situation, destined
as he was, to a distant land with the hope of doing some
thing in '"our Master's vineyard. Tender were the feelings
excited in our breasts at the relation of the severe
trials that good man was called to endure in the separ
ation from his beloved wife while she returned, for her
health, to her native land, leaving behind her their dear
little Augusta, six months old; and the still greater
trial, which must have rent his heart, in the intelligence
which announced her death;— her watery grave while on her
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�second voyage. No less animating than tender in the
account he gives in some letters to his friends of her
peaceful and happy death. I trust the perusal will
not be without its effects. While it leads me to say,
"Lord, teach me how to d ie ,— And in that hour, 0 let
my fainting head,— Divine Redeemer, rest upon thy hand—
And find support," it also leads me to say, teach me to
resign to thee, the dearest earthly joy that thou hast
given me— to hear, with calm resignation, the summons for
him to come to thee.
Nov. 26th. The two last have been days, not of
gloom and despondency, but of tender melancholy. I trust
it has not been altogether an unprofitable season. But
while my heart has fainted within me at a sense of fall
ing so far short of what GOD most righteously demands of
me, my spirit has been made to rejoice in the blessed
truth, "The blood of Christ cleanseth from all sin."
0,
for heart-meltings indeed, in view of my much ingratitude
to this Divine Saviour, this Heavenly Friend ! Last night
had a peculiarly precious season in the convei'sation of
my dear friend. The watch announced at midnight while he
continued, with words of sweet encouragement tending to
strengthen, while yet to humble my desponding heart. 0 ,
to be what he would persuade himself I was I 0 , to profit
by such an instructor, counsellor, guide and friend I
Nov. 28th. Calm, peaceful, and, I think, soul-cheer
ing has been this sabbath. Awoke, and tho languid in
feeling, did still feel that the day was the Lord's.
Such it has been to me. Yet, 0, the listlessness, which
follows me all my days, in serving GOD,--my covenant GOD
my reconciled GOD and Father i This day now closing,
like all others, must find-me in despair, were it not
Jesus has died— that through this dear Interceptor, I
shall find acceptance. In the morning, at ten, our Mis
sion family met in the cabin for social conference— at
twelve, assembled on deck, when all belonging to the ves
sel, were present, to attend divine service. A canopy
put up to shield us from the sun— the waters tranquil and
serene. Mr. B— was enabled to address us from the word
of GOD. A double blessing did it seem to me, to be per
mitted, under such circumstances, to hear divine truth,
and to hear it from that dear friend who had, these many
days, languished under much bodily weakness. Had with
him, this evening, conversation of a most interesting
nature, relative to scenes which may be before us. The
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�subject was tender. By frequently taking such a view
of our future path, may we be at once led to the infin
ite fountain of divine support, for provision for the
hour of trial.
Nov. 29th. Weather, to-day, peaceful, tho our
progress not yet rapid. The quietude of the pleasant
evening interrupted by domestic troubles. The steward
unfaithful to his trust— convicted of having squandered,
and abused, to his own hurt, things committed to his
charge, leading others also into evil. 0 , my soul how
wilt thou stand when thy Lord reckonest with thee? This
poor servant took the reward due to his crime— on him
were inflicted stripes— none to stand in his stead. 0 ,
my dear Redeemer, why is not my heart, by this little
incident, led more feelingly to thee, who didst stand in
the sinner’s place, receiving the stripes which divine
Justice required, even such as drank up thy spirit, and
overwhelmed thy holy soul, causing thee to cry out. "If
it be possible, let this cup pass from me 1" 0 , the
amazing, the astonishing ingratitude of this stubborn
heart, which yet does even hope the demands of Justice
were satisfied against ijfc by these s tripes I Blessed
Sacrifice, let thy blood be applied not only to acquit
from condemnation, but to melt this icy heart.
Nov. 30th. This day commenced the study of the
Owhyhee language. Shall I be permitted to speak in it,
to those idolatrous natives, the wonderful works which
Jehovah, the true GOD, has done— that of his creating,
governing, and preserving a world, and what must most of
all excite their astonishment, of his becoming incarnate
and dying to redeem it I This evening held our first
singing school. It is greatly to be wished that we
could all join with our hearts and voices too, in sing
ing praises to Zion’ s King, at our morning and evening
devotions, and public worship. I never felt more as if
the time was at hand when I should be able to take part
in it .
Dec. 1st. Have had enjoyment to-day, in writing to
friends and sisters— found my mind much with them, as it
is the eve of a pleasant anniversary, calling my mind
back to "the days of other years".
Dec. 2nd. Precious have been the mercies of our GOD
to us this day. Here, upon these wide waters, have we
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�been permitted, with dearly beloved, absent friends, to
lift up our hearts and voices in praise to our gracious
Preserver and Benefactor. We felt, that in comnon with
them, we had abundant cause for observing a day of
thanks-giving, we also felt, that morning, special, mer
cies demanded our particular notice. Providentially,
we had with us the Gov. proclamation, published the week
we left Boston. Mr. B— read this, taking it on the
ground for remarks, besides bringing into view our par
ticular mercies as a Mission family, and as individuals.
The sea was boisterous, and not allowing us to be on deck,
we assembled in the cabin. We had a comfortable dinner
provided, at which, tho but little was said, yet the sub
jects were tender and calculated to touch our better
feelings, Lord, forgive our sins and accept our poor at
tempts to praise thee. Find, upon a review of past years,
this to be the eighth anniversary thanks-giving which has
found me in a situation new, and foreign from any calcu
lations I could have made from one to the other. So
literally have I been a stranger, a sojourner; 0 , that
I knew I was spiritually I Lord, I thank thee I have any
evidence I am such. My soul would seek of thee daily
communications of thy Grace, that so thin evidence may be
encreased. I would fain hope the various and, in many
instances, mysterious providences of GOD towards me, the
past years, have been preparing me for what he seems
calling me to. 0, to give myself wholly to my Divine
Master’s service, in heart and in life I
Dec. 9th. Fast approaching the Equator. For the
last seven days, have made rapid sail. Crossed the
Tropic of Cancer, on the night of the 2nd. inst. Find
the heat less oppressive than we expected— shall prob
ably find it more intense as we meet the sun on his
return from the southern tropic. On Sabbath, 5th, not
permitted again to have public worship on deck, by
reason of the swell of the sea. Assembled both morning
and afternoon, in the cabin. Last evening, found myself
much exhausted in consequence of fatigue through the day
in putting order in our little room. To accomplish a
little, costs much labor on board a vessel.
I an grieved
to find it too much the case, that with my bodily strength,
my spirits sink. Several such seasons have arisen in my
new situation. Tears will come unbidden, and, I may say,
without cause.
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�"It is not that my lot is low
That bids the silent tear to flow,
It is not grief that makes me moan,
•Tis not that I am all alone."
Whence then the clouds? True I have relinquished com
parative ease for hardships, but am I not, through
grace, allowed to hope* that ere long, I share in that
"Rest" which remaineth for GOD's children?
Dec. 12th. A calm and peaceful sabbath— hope GOD
has caused it to be a good one to my soul. Went upon
deck as the sun was coming up from the water, all was
tranquil and serene. My soul Icaaged to shake off its
slumbers with the shades of the night, and hail the beams
of the Sun of Righteousness as mine eyes rejoice in the
beams of the natural sun gilding the surface of the great
deep. But I did not seem to awake. The spirit sympa
thised with the languid form, and I went to our social
conference, at ten, in the cabin, feeling that, so low
were my attainments, so languid my best affections.
"Earth was a tiresome place." Then was read from Heb.
what the inspired writer says of the "Rest" which remain
eth for the children of GOD—was sung, the hymns, "Lord,
what a wretched land is th is,"— "There is a land of pure
delight." Brother T— concluded with prayer, blessing
God that in our pilgrimage we were allowed to be comforted
with truths such as we had been contemplating. The season
was to me a melting one— thought I did feel through the
hymn and prayers, that the language I could make my own.
At twelve assembled on deck for public worship. I felt
that I had a favored hour, while before us was set the
base ingratitude of the heart. Mr. B— addressed us from
theso words, "What could I have done more for my vineyard
that I have not done in it? Wherefore when I looked that
it should bring forth grapes, brought it forth wild grapes."
0 , may it not prove to be seed snatched away out of my
heart, or others that heart I Lord, revive thy vineyard
here. Thou mightest say, cut it down, destroy the hedges
and let it lie waste. But, 0, thou covenant keeping GOD,
spare we beseech thee— give not thy heritage to reproach.
Tho thou hast done much for us, yet breathe again upon
us, and we shall live. Where else shall we look for
help? Thou hast given us a high commission— art sending
us forth with it to make proclamation to the heathen?
but, 0, we langninh, we faint;— give strength Divine
Master, or we die. Wc look for help in ourselves, but
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'tis not there— we cast our eyes around, hut find it
not: blessed be thy name thou tellest us where to
look— thou sayest, "Look unto me." Lord, incline our
hearts to and we shall. 0 , that as in earnest that
thou wilt indeed show us favor in our great work, not
withstanding our ingratitude, let us, I beseech thee,
have thy Spirit here, to quicken our own souls, and to
bring these thoughtless souls, of this ship's company,
to bow at the footstool of the cross, and, deeply hum
bled under a sense of guilt, to rejoice in redeeming
love. Thou hast said, all things are possible to him
that believeth. Faith is thy gift. For the Redeemer's
sake may it be bestowed upon us a ll. Make the hearts of
thy children in our dear native land to rejoice in the
intelligence that GOD is indeed with us for good, grant
ing their requests in giving us those that sail with us.
Dec. 15th. We had much enjoyment this morning, in
the providence which permitted us to make communications,
for the first time since sailing, to our beloved friends.
There was great joy on board— all hearts seemed animated,
all hands busy. I sent seven letters— two to my sistero,
one to Mrs. Johns, Mrs. Kibbe, M— Shepartf, Mrs. Collins
and B. Morse. Mr. B— to his parents— to Dr. Worcester,
and his early instructor, Mr. Gale. The vessel, hailed,
was Ship Mary, Capt. Smith of Boston, bound home from
Calcutta. 0 , may many hearts be revived, ere long, by
hearing that thus far we have been conducted in safety.
I was not aware how much my spirits would be raised by
the event. When shall we receive communications? In
GOD’ s own time. We were two degrees South of the Line.
Dec. 22nd. The three last have been peculiarly
pleasant days— our progress both smooth and rapid; and
tho near a vertical sun, experienced but little inconven
ience from the heat. The mild beams of the moon glitter
ing on the wide waters, give a charm to the evening, and
what is better than all, while it is peace without,
through the mercy of GOD, I can also add, it is peace
within. But, 0 , I long for more devout and holy aspir
ations to Him who did say, "My peace I leave with you."
The renewed health of my dear husband calls for a heart
of praise. To-day has afforded some pleasant hours, in
our little room, where we are noiPmade comfortable, in
being employed by his side, while he has been planning
a oermon for Christmas. He has just read to me the plan.
May the Divine Spirit lead, in the filling it out, to
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�such thoughts as he will bless and set home upon the
heart. Have this evening been engaged in conversation
with Mr. C— , feel a peculiar interest in the state of
that young man--am encouraged to strengthen those feel
ings from the hope that GOD, by his Spirit, is inclining
our hearts, in a few instances, to make his case a sub
ject of prayer. While conversing about him, to-day,
Mr. B— suggested the thought that it was not too much
to ask of GOD so to cause divine truth to shine in his
path,— so to incline his heart, that he should be led to
relinquish the pursuit of wealth, join himself with us in
the glorious work anticipated by us, of erecting the
standard of the cross in those dark regions whither we go.
It has been much in mind, to-day, that, it _is not a vain
thing to call upon GOD. 0, for that faith to which a
promise is “annexed.
Dec. 24th. Our way continues prosperous. I have
seldom ever enjoyed more uniform peace of mind than for
some of the past days. May I give heed that my spiritual
course be like our literal course;— while exempt fx-om
adverse gales, not experiencing a calm from want of
"heavenly winds— 00 blow a prosperous gale of grace."
Dec. 26th. A pleasant sabbath. Preaching on deck,
Mr. B— addressed us from these words, "It is a faithful
saying, etc." It is good to witness, from sabbath to
sabbath, these immortals listening to truths, which,
without this Mission accompanying them, would not, for a
long time, sound in their ears. 0 , that the holy Spirit
would apply them I How unavailing unless the Lord command
his blessing I Yesterday was noticed by us as the Anni
versary of the blessed Saviour’s birth. Mr. B— preached
from Luke 2, 14th. He enlarged upon the prominent ideas
presented to our view in the passage. 1st. The birth of
a Saviour is an event worthy of the most grateful and
joyful commemoration. 2nd. A wide difference observed
between the feelings of infidels and scoffers, and those
of angels, in view of a Saviour's birth. 3rd. To pro
pagate the gospel is the most desirable employment this
side heaven. It was peculiarly adapted both to the dsy
and the circumstances of most of the hearers,— on our
way, as we are, with the glorious news of this most
glorious event, to heathen sinners. I would there was
some strength imparted by it, to go with more alacrity.
The hymns sung were appropriate. Tho it was a favored
season, yet, how far, far short did our feelings fall of
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�what would seem our privilege on that most joyful com
memoration ! Lord, enter not into judgement with thy
servants.
Dec. 27th. The sea, this morning, presented, to
us, a new appearance. Hot a breath swelled the sails
and the vast expanse of waters, like smooth glass, was
unbroken. It brought with force into my mind, my fav
orite hymns"Whene'er becalm'd I lie
And all my storms subside,
Then to my succor fly
And keep me near thy side,
Par more the treach'rous calm I dread
Than tempests bursting o'er my head."
Early on the morning of the 25th we crossed the Tropic
of Capricorn and entered the southern temperate zone.
The northern, the region of our birth, we shall probably
never enter again. But, distant climates need not look
strange to us, for if we are the children of GOD, and
live near to Him, we can never be far from home. We
were greatly favored in passing through the torrid zone—
not becalmed an hour, and scorched under a burning sun,
but wafted swiftly, by refreshing breezes directly on
our way.
Dec. 28th. Truly GOD is good to me, a sinner I
This morning is witness for Him, that his tender mercies
are more than I can reckon up. 0, to praise Him in some
little measure as his great goodness demands 1 But a
little while deprived of winds, our course is again rapid.
Health smiles upon us, and each one able to be employed
in body and mind. Myself in far better health than was
usual for me— a supply of things comfortable— the cheer
ing voice, the approbating smile of my precious friend to
comfort and encourage me— his petitions and his songs of
praise to raise my heart to GOD; and what is more, the
kindly influences of GOD's Spirit, I would hope, to cause
this heart, so often cold, to feel Some meltings. Through
grace, my morning song is,
"He's GOD with us
We feel him ours
His comforts in our souls he pours."
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�Dec. 30th. The grandeur and peculiar beauty of the
scene, to-night, about the setting of the sun, were
truly indescribable. One could but gaze, with admira
tion. The sun descended, majestically, into his watery
bed, tinging, both sky and water, with the most splendid
huess--not the smallest cloud appeared, while the full
moon, ascending, upon the sun's retiring, proclaimed
herself queen of the night. As she advanced, her soft
beams shed a lustre over the wide deep, not agitated by
a single wave,— all seeming to whisper, is it peace with
in? His works praise him. Does thy soul praise Him,
the great Creator?
Dec. 31st. It was early recommended to us, this
week, to give much attention to the review of the sins of
the now closing year. For myself, I must say, in many
things have I offended, and in all come short. A retro
spect fills me with self-abhorrence. I cannot enumerate
what exceeds my greatest thought. In the account, sealed
up for the last great day, all stands recorded. If it be
not cancelled— if no Advocate be found for me in the per
son of the Judge, how shall I stand? Can future obedi
ence, could it be attained to, atone? Vain hope I The
blood of Christ I— there may I apply.
Saturday, Jan. 1st., 1820. Pleasantly has the sun
of a New-Year risen upon me. Far removed, yes, long re
moved from every objLejCt which was dear, which was pleas
ant or even familiar to me when the last year ccramenced,
shut up within confined walls upon the great deep, with
dark uncertainty, under what circumstances, if at all,
I shall ever tread upon ground again, destined as I am
to a now cheerless land where the will of a heathen
ruler, uninfluenced by even a knowledge of Christian
principles, is law for all in his dominionsj where is the
ground of that serenity so sweetly felt, when the last
sun of the declining year withdrew its beams,— when the
midnight watch, calling, twelve o'clock, announced that
another year had commenced its revolutionst--which is now
felt, as thoughts arise of the dark, unknown paths of its
revolving days? Fain would I hope that it was through
strength given by Him who sitteth upon the circle of the
Heavens, distributing to each his portion as his infinite
wisdom and goodness direct, whose piercing eye surveys
things past, present, and to come, as one eternal Now,
assuring us that such is his condescension that the very
hairs of our head are numbered, and that in his vast
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�dominion, not even a sparrow falleth to the ground
without his notice. Fain would I hope it was his divine
consolations, and not a cold indifference to either good
or ill, which enables me to look around and inwardly ex
claim, never could I more cheerfully hail a New-Year's
morning! With my dearest friend I was permitted to
unite my supplications before the voices of the little
multitude were heard about the vessel— then go on deck
and receive the usual greetings. Most earnestly did I
desire, when Capt. B— congratulated me upon the NewYear, and could not help saying to him, that it was
among the first wishes of the morning, that it might in
deed prove a happy one to him. 0, that a Sovereign GOD,
who dispenseth his favors as he will, would make the be
ginning of years to that man, giving him true repentance,
bringing him to the foot of the cross; and cause that
another anniversary find him speaking the language of a
new-born soul. At the family altar, the 29th of the 1st
of Chron. was read, and our attention directed more par
ticularly to the 5th and 15 th verses as affording matter
for meditation through the day. A hymn was sung, com
posed by Mr. C-—, for the occasion. The words of the
king to Esther, "What is thy petition, and what is thy
request?" as also of GOD to Solomon, "Ask what I shall
give thee," have been much in my mind. Is not the same
gracious voice to me,— says it not, what is thy petition,
and what thy request? Thou, Lord, knowest. Am I de
ceived when I say, my first petition, my most earnest
request is, that I might know and love Thee moz-e— serve
Thee better, and say more from the heart,
"Thy will be
done." Other things I would, I do leave with Thee— only
give unto me thy presence in the trying hour. Thou wilt
not deny me, when to the bleeding Lamb, who took our sins
upon him, in the awful hour of darkness, it was denied,
that it might forever shine upon every trembling soul who
comes to GOD through him.
Reflecting farther upon the claim which my dear and
affectionate sisters have upon my pen, as by that means
only must all their future knowledge, concerning their
absent sister, be obtained, I an led to alter my mind,
respecting my Diary, and consider it, from the commence
ment of this year, in some measure, dedicated to them.
And, 0, my beloved sisters, what events this hand may
have to record, or your eyes to peruse, our Father, our
Covenant GOD and Father knows, and He alone. Sufficient
�for us that He has it all under his direction,— that
our "times are in his hands." When my soul gets hold
there, I think I do feel that there is no path so rough,
but, leaning on his arm, I could walk in it for his
sake and the Gospel’ s. May his grace prepare my heart,
when penning, and your hearts, when torrents of tears
may be flowing over many mournful pages here, to say, to
dwell upon it, " Father, glorify thy name."
Jan. 2nd. Lord’s day. Have been favored with an
other precious sabbath. In the morning, at our confer
ence remarks were made tending to lead our minds to the
spirituality of the fourth commandment. They were deeply
interesting and affecting. A little circumstance, in
the morning, caused them to be more particularly so.
May they not be without their salutary effects. In the
afternoon, Mr. B— addressed us again, from Luke 4th,
19th.— "To preach the acceptable year of the Lord."
After an appropriate introduction, considered particu
larly the import of the phrase, then enquired how we
may reasonably expect the New Year to be, with respect
to ourselves, and those connected with us, an accept
able year of the Lord. We might expect it to be such by
duly regarding our sins, our mercies, our engagements,,
and our instructions* of the past year. Each of these
particulars was set before us in a clear and striking
manner. May the blessed Spirit accompany the word. The
sea was, as it had been for many days, smooth and still.
About sunset a strong breeze cane up, so that now, eight
o ’ clock, our little bark pushes forward over noisy billows.
Jan. 4th, The last, a night of tossing— awakened
by the cry, between four and five this morning, " all
hands on decks" a strong gale having arisen suddenly.
The motion of the vessel was very great, few things keep
ing their position. We assembled as usual for morning
prayers— read the 124 and 125 Psalms— sung three verses
of Watt’s version of the former, soon after went to
breakfast. Here, to a land spectator, methinks the scene
would have been truly novel and anusing— in the midst of
commotion he must have smiled, A view of a very differ
ent kind which presented itself, when, not long after, we
looked out upon deck, was indeed, beyon^ my power to de
scribe. Wave dashing upon wave, our little bark, dis
mantled of its noble sails, ascending one, and descending
another? with its naked masts, riding at the rate of
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�seven miles an hour. This is considered hut a sketch
of the scenes we must expect to witness at the Cape.
But it was nobly grand I We are now a few degrees east
of the mouth of that majestic river the Riode-la-Plata,
fast approaching those tempestuous regions, so often
the subject of conversation with us; Yet, there we
shall be safe, attended by that GOD "who rules on high—
And thunders when he please,—Who rides upon the stormy
sky— And manages the seas." What need we farther anxiety
about the event, than to see to it, that we have grace
to enable us to say, in the trying moment, if it arrives,
"This awful GOD is ours, He shall send down his heavenly
powers, Our father and our love, To carry us above."
Jan. 6 th. Thursday morn. The sea remains tempest
uous— the wind strong and violent and directly ahead.
We reel to and fro, and are weary with our tossing.
For the last twenty four hours we have made no advance,
but a retrograde step. As we were leaving the cabin,
Tuesday evening, from prayers, a heavy sea broke over
deck, threatening destruction before it.
It took from
their place several heavy things, tossing them about
like little toya— dashing off a large space of the
boards upon the side of the deck. Capt. B— was swept
by it in various directions, not knowing, as he after
wards said, what prevented his being washed overboard—
passengers he thought would have stood little chance.
Providentially none were up, tho near it; one or two
having ascended the stairs of the companion way. I,
returning from prayers, stood at the foot, thinking I
must ascend for a breath of air. Suddenly the water
came rushing, in such a tremendous torrent, as to drench
me as completely as if plunged in the sea. Under these
circumstances we went to our berths, feeling there was
a peculiar uncertainty as to our state when the morning
light should appear. But our Heavenly Watchman, our
Divine Pilot brought us safely through. The morning
dawned, finding us still in safety; and in the midst of
mountainous waves we have been preserved still another
day and another night. This morning, I ventured again
at an attempt upon deck, to behold the sublime scene;
Mr. B— , before I went out, having been up to the roundtop to take a more extended view. I had looked about—
put a little water upon my hands and face, when again,
another wave drenched me as before. It was much less
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�than the other, but I was just in the way of it .
Evening. Peel, to-night, truly like a pilgrim and
stranger,— as if I had no abiding place. All the objects
my heart so lately loved, far, far away. Amidst all,
the flesh fainteth,
0 , my Gracious Redeemer, how do I
need thy kind support ! I know that thou art infinitely
more than friends or country— let my restless heart rest
in Thee.
9 o'clock. GOD does allow me comforts, many tBnder
and precious comforts. Still, I am continually forfeit
ing all. 0 , that I were constrained by them, in the hour
of sadness, not to repine! I have felt my sorrows soothed,
my troubled mind composed, by the seasonable tenderness of
my dear husband. 0 , may I watch to cheer and encourage
him, on his way, not often requiring his energies to rouse
mine, his spirits to support mine; since, to aid him who
hopes to be more directly employed in our Master's vine
yard, is the way in which I can, at present, most ration
ally expect to be the honored instrument of good. Thanks
for that divine support which I trust I have hitherto
experienced. May I be led by it to trust for the time
which is to come.
Saturday eve, Jan. 8 th.
"The storm is laid— the winds retire
Obedient to thy will.
The sea which roared at thy command,
At thy command, is s t i l l ."
To-day I have felt the force of these words. 0 , to
hail this peaceful sabbath, as our gracious GOD invites !
Jan. 11th. What can I say to my sisters, this morn
ing? I can tell them, could the eye glance across the
great waters and catch the little bark, ascending and de
scending the mountainous waves, which contains their dear
sister, their hands would be involuntarily extended for
her relief, and their cry would be save her! The sea
runs very high, while the wind roars through the naked
riggings as you may have heard it, in a November's day,
through the leafless trees of a majestic forest. The
dashing of the waves on deck, the frequent fall of some
thing below, the violent motion of the vessel, going up
and then down, would seem to conspire to terrify and
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�distress; yet I feel my mind calm as if by a winter's
fire in my own happy land. Is it not of the mercy of
GOD? I feel it is . But, 0, the poor returns I make !
We are approaching Cape Horn. What terrific scenes
await us there, we know not. Sufficient for us, our
Pilot is divinely wise, divinely good. Sabbath was a
peaceful day. m e angry ocean, these many days en
raged, seemed to regard its aacred hours. I think it
was a day of more than usual enjoyment in my own mind.
Brother T— preached from these words, "Other sheep
have I which are not, etc." We have no appearance of
a revival at Sea. How does the Holy Spirit dispense
his favors as he will, but, 0 , to stand in a waiting
posture!
I will transcribe for your perusal a few lines
just written by my husband for our new friend, Mr. C— .
I will first give you two little scraps from Mr. C— 's
pen. One sung at Christmas, the other at New-Years. A
little address to us, personally, was what called forth
this from B— .
"We have seen his Star in the East and have come to
worohip him-" Matt. 2 . 2 .
A CHRISTMAS HYMN
By W. G. Conant
All hail the bright Star that the East once illum'd,
And blest with its radiance, the Shepherds and Seers,
When Religion, the emblems of mercy assum'd,
and glory appeared in this valley of tears;
It rose on the gloom that enshrouded the earth,
And announced, as it burst from the portals of heav'n
That the SAVIOR of sinners— Divine in his birth,
The Conqueror of Death, to the world is now giv'n.
On this day— from the regions of glory and love,
As the type of Salvation, and symbol of hope,
Gently borne through its beams,— see the pure heav'nly JJuvo,
Appear to mankind, who in darkness now grope.
May Religion's blest Star, as we traverse the Ocean,
Illumine our way, and its comforts impart,
While our fond lingering thoughts, we back with emotion,
To the country that holds the dear friends of each heart.
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�JEHOVAH— assist, in the soul-trying hour,
The Mission of Peace, to a far distant land,
And calm the rude main, with thy all-saving power,
Be love, grace, and metcy, the gifts of thy hands;
When, at length, on the "Isles of the Gentiles" they tread,
We pray that thy Spirit may smooth the rough ways
By them, may the Heathen, to JESUS be led,
And receive, with fond rapture, the Gospel's bright rays.
By them, may the Priests of Idolatry learn,
That their Morais and Taboos and offerings are vain,
Let the Nation, from Idols and violence turn,
And the joy of Salvation perpetual reign.
Now swell the loud anthems of praise to the Lord,
Prom whom streams of Mercy incessantly flow,
Be the Father, the Son, and the Spirit adored,
By all nations, and kindreds, and realms here below.
Sung at Sea by the Mission family - Tune - "The Hermit".
A NEW YEAR'S HYMN
Jan.l
By W. G. 0.
The Orb of day, with rosy light,
Rolls hence the shady gloom of night,
Ushering in the new-born year
Of joy and grief, of hope and fear.
Jehovah, hear our annual lays,
While grateful thoughts to Thee we raise,
0, GOD of mercy— Heavenly King,
With feeble strains, thy praise we sing.
Thy
Has
The
The
ever kind and bounteous hand,
spread thy mercies o'er the land,
Sea has felt thy sovereign might,
Isles have seen, with joy, the light.
Thy arm has led us o'er the Main
To bear thy truth, thy laws maintain,
Our hearts adore the just decree,
And place our only trust in Thee.
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1820
�Soon may the Heathen
Which dawns to close
And say, with truth,
"Owhyhee's Idols are
bless the light
the pagan night,
forever-more,
no more*"
To gratify my own feelings I must give you one or
two stanzas from Mr, C— 's poetic address to Mr, B—
and myself.
7.
Hope’ s mirror shows Owyhee's lofty land
While thronging Pagans cover all the strand
’ Tis there you build the Church— the altar rear,
And with your Jesus, hold communion dear.
10.
Launch boldly out, your vessel is secure,
The sea is dark and deep— the Pilot sure.
Faith, to your souls, shall heavenly aid impart,
Sooth all your pains, and cheer the drooping heart.
11.
May heaven, Bear Friends, its choicest blessings send,
And Guardian Angels on your paths attend;
And when your Mission ends,— your trials o ’ er,
Calm be your passage to the heavenly shore.
A MEMORIAL OF FRIENDSHIP
from Mr. & Mrs. Bingham to Mr. W. G. Conant.
It is with sincere pleasure that we address the
following lines to our new and valued friend, as a
testimony that we reciprocate, cordially, the sentiments
of friendship founded on esteem, so delicately expressed
in his little poetic address. While we acknowledge our
obligations for repeated tokens of affectionate regard,
and endeavour to make some little return, we cannot but
cherish, more strongly than ever, the wish, that has,
from the earliest acquaintance, been the subject of our
conversation and our prayers, that divine light may
shine clearer and brighter in his path, and he himself,
ere long, become a light to them that now sit in dark
ness. Tho' our feelings have been strong, they are but
feebly expressed, yet, feebly as they are, we are still
happy in thus silently making them Imown.
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�As we crossed the broad Main, to the scene of our toil
With the message of peace to the dark heathen lands
On our voyage, a young Mate, from our dear native soil,
Attracted the hearts of his "two recent friends*"
He was born in the land where Christianity shines
And nurs’d in the fair habitation of peace,
In the temples of GOD, in the chambers of science,
The powers of his mind gained a happy increase.
From the shades of retirement, and learning's resort,
He reluctantly turned, to the scenes of commotionfTo procure for himself and his friends, a support,
And with Commerce, to trace the rough paths of the ocean.
His eye caught the beams of the "Star in the East",
The advent he sung of a SAVIOUR divine;
His soul for the heathen made earnest request,
That its light on the Isles of the Gentiles might shine.
He had travers'd those regions of dark superstition,
And sighed as he entered the cottage of woe,
Where temples of Idols, and shrines of pollution
Are sad ensigns of folly and wi*etohedness too,
Tho' his hands were employed in the toils of the seas,
And the cares of the world spent the days of his youth,
His mind, still enlighten'd with science and gi'ace,
Would have gladly engag’ d in the service of truth.
His decorous deportment— his honor and virtue,
Reciprocal confidence gained with his friends—
His name we will cherish, his friendship we'll value,
While memory lasts— when mortality ends.
That bosom thus touched with the tenderest emotion
For the "Mission of Peace" to a far distant landj
May it soon be inspired with the purest devotion,
And obey, with delight the Messiah’s command,
Which his voice in kind accents, to Peter address'd,
'Leave thy ship and employment, my cause to maintain,
Go publish my gospel to all the oppress'd;
Fear not, I will make you a fisher of men.'
0, think, precious youth, of the love of that Saviour,
Who laid down his life to redeem our lost race;
How long shall his bleeding love wait to show favor
To the souls that ne'er heard of the gospel of peace?
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�Go, lift up the jubilee trump of salvation,
Proclaim the acceptable year of the Lord,
Publish pardon and peace to a perishing nation,
Who will joyfully hail, and believe on his word;
To the victim of woe, and the child of despair,
Hope's banner unfurl, and the olive displays
To the tribes of the West, like the Orient Star,
Announce the approaching effulgence of days
On the cold, cheerless couch of the poor dying pagan,
Spread the life-giving foliage of Sharon's blest Rose;
To the parched lip of death, hold the cup of salvation,
And the sweet balm of Gilead, apply to his woess
Prom the Isles of the West and the coasts of the North,
Bring his sons and his daughters to Jesus from far;
One soul, thence redeem's, is superior, in worth,
To the riches of Commerce, and conquests of War.
When the ransom'd of Christ shall be gather's in Heav'n,
And their feet on Mount Zion, shall joyfully stand
And the bright crown of life to the faithful is giv'n
Who obeyed, with delight, the Redeemer's command*
Then with joy everlasting, your Saviour will own,
His herald of peace,— who in glory divine,
As a Sun in the heavens— as a Star in his crown,
With inci*easing effulgence, forever shall shine*
H. B.
It always encreased my little comforts to have my sisters
share in them, and their perusal of these lines will add
to the pleasure already enjoyed.
Jan. 12th. We were called on deck to look at some
thing new to us among the numberless works of the great
Creator. A whale had made its appearance, lying along
side of the vessel.
It sported about in the water, one
side and the other, presenting, at short intervals, its
huge back upon the surface, for a considerable time. We
were as much amused as children, while it spoke that e n
treating hand, By whom supported s till, we stand." The
commotion of the sea is a little subsided, tho' yet very
rough, and the wind piercing.
Jan. 14th. Peeling this evening a little unpleas
antness at stomach, and having at hand some sugar and
peppermint, as I was taking it, I felt, with some force,
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�what I feel more or less, every day, that it was un
reasonable. ever to speak of the lack of one comfort,
when we have so many. I was grieved at the thought of
a remark in one of my letters, which would remind my
sisters, when enjoying little comforts, that Sybil was
destitute of many. I beg you would strive to forget
every sentence which may have been bordering that way,
as also, all others which may inadvertently slide in.
1 am indeed dealt with kindly. If I could count over
the outward comforts I have, you would join me in say
ing so. My health is excellent. Perhaps, never better.
Yesterday, took up my pen, at ten in the morning, and
did not lay it down till the dinner bell rang at one—
then went to the table, enjoyed my meal,— immediately
attended to the recitation of my class, then to my pen
till six, when the bell rang for tea, after which, I
washed up my two cups and spoons,--put on my great red
cloak (you must know we have a Patagonian summer) went
on deck, walked three quarters of an hour, holding on
too by a rope. At the call of the bell, went down to
the cabin to family prayers— then into our little room,
where, after uniting in our social devotions, went
quietly to rest. These things I mention to show you GOD
gives me health.
Jan. 16th. We should like to know if you find this
an uncommonly severe winter. In approaching the equator,
and passing under it, we did not, by any means, find the
heat as we expected. When we met the Sun, and found
ourselves under his perpendicular rays, we were but lit
tle incommoded, and now, in a region where it is summer,
S. Lat. 45, we find it actually cold. It is frequently
said by the seamen they have never known it so cold here,
before, at this season— the weather such as we might
expect at the Cape. Our progress is very slow.
Jan. 19th. We have been driven back from the 45°
and have not yet passed it. This morning it was thought
bottom might be found— sounded and found it 65 fathoms.
In Lon. W. 60°. Just ncv tferee sails appear off towards
the coast— supposed to be Spanish. We find different
emotions, almost at the same moment, at sight of a sail.
2 o ’clock. A monster of the deep has just presented it
self to full view. There is a calm and the vessel is
lying to. I found a little nook, behind one of the sails
let down, where I was enjoying a few turns before com
mencing my after—noon studies, when my eye was suddenly
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�turned by a dashing in the water, and, much to my grat
ification, caught a huge whale whose hump back was quite
above the surface. He spouted as if in a frolick. All
eyes were soon turned towards him, while he advanced,
jumping up and down, till he came along side the vessel,
when at once all was still and smooth. Every one was
upon the watch, but nothing more was known of him till
he had passed silently along a great distance, the other
side of the vessel. His monstrous head appeared as if
covered with shells, and on the back part of it were
orifices through which he spouted the water. We have
been much gratified with the sight of those noble birds,
called Albatross; within a few days. Previous to a gale
they are about our vessel, moving with majestic wing.
When it is a calm they sit upon the water along its side,
like tame geese. One was killed, last week, and brought
on board. It measured, from the extremities of the
wings, about ten feet— its bill was long and hooked— its
feathers white, spotted with black, and very numerous.
I am writing with one of its quills.
Jan. 21st. I have toeen on board thirteen weeks, and
have never seen the prow of the vessel till this noon.
I have been out to have my walk as usual, and have ven
tured, among all the things, with Mr. B— , to that end.
We have scarce ever sailed at the rate we are now sailing,
— about nine knots an hour. It appeared, when I looked
over, to give me a pretty just idea of "plowing the Main".
We shall soon be at the Cape, if prospered with the pre
sent winds.
Jan. 22nd. Going on our way.
*Tis half-past nine,
sabbath evening, but so long are our days it is not yet
dark. The weather so peaceful, to-day, that we could
not have had a better opportunity to have heard the word
preached, if in our American churches. Sweet has been
the day of "sacred rest". I cannot express my feelings
to you, to-night, my sisters, better than to say, that
if mercies on every side, with the hope that, through
grace, there is in the heart some feeling sense that they
come from a Covenant GOD and Pather, through a divinely
compassionate Mediator, can give "Peace" and comfort, I
feel such in my breast. I love to feel that you, with
many of GOD's dear children, are praying for it, and that
your prayers are answering, adding another to the already
numberless proof that GOD is, indeed, a prayer-hearing
GOD.
�Jan; 25th. Tuesday afternoon, 2 o'clock. I leave
the busy, animated little multitude, to say to my dear
sisters, that after no sight of land for thirteen weeks
and two days, it now cheers our sight. The bold coast
of Terra-de-Fuego presents itself to view; its snowcapt mountains becoming more grand, as we, with great
rapidity, draw nearer to them. We have looked forward,
with trembling, to these regions, yet when here find
more rapid sailing and as apparent security, as in any
part of our voyage. I desire that we may rightly notice
it. We have still a dangerous coast to pass, before we
can be in the smooth waters of the Pacific. And there,
may we bear in mind, that we shall need a divine Pilot.
I should love to tell my scholars that they might look
on their maps and imagine me entering the Straits of LeMaire. Lear Girls
I shall want to live in their re
membrance. 0 , that I might be permitted to hear, from
time to time, that one and another had set out for the
kingdom of heaven I Might the day come when I should
give some one the hand of greeting on heathen shores! '
The thought is not new. I have looked round upon them,
with similar feelings, when they had been ignorant of
what was passing in the mind.
4 o'clock.
I
have just laid aside my dissertation which I have been
set about, this week, to run on deck and see how land
looks now. The mountains appear nobly I Looking round
for my best friend, and not seeing him at once, I sent
my eyes up mast-head and spied him upon the main sailyard. He has an advantage, in prospect. The day con
tinues very fine.
I must go to my work. A regular
system has been strenuously recommended to all. It is
variously regarded. I will give you some parts of mine.
It commences with the hour 6 in the morning, closing
with 10, evening. From 9 to 12 logic and theological
reading— from 12 to 1 recitation of my class— 1 to 2
dinner and exercise— 2 to 6 miscellaneous reading, writ
ing, and Owyhee language— from 6 to 8 tea, singing,
social intercourse and exercise.
I should love to grat
ify all my many dear friends, with a free perusal of
every thing communicated, tho not directed to them in
dividually, but you will find things, occasionally,
which I would not have you read. Your own judgment will
dictate without my specifying. Assure me you will regard
this, and you will have things, Providence giving me the
opportunity to write, both little and great, as they in
terest me. I do desire to improve my time, for soon,
should life be spared and our wishes granted, we must
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�make the best use of the little stock of talents which
we have.
Jan. 26th. We are now in the Straits of Le-Maire.
Terra-del-Fuego on the right, and Staten-Land on the
left. We had not entered them, yesterday, when I
thought. You will see by the map that the former dis
covers a considerable point previous to entering the
Straits. Fight coming on, Capt. B— thought it prudent
to lie by for the night, and seek an entrance in the
morning.
Many thoughts run in the mind as we gaze on these
rude coasts; but not such conflicting ones, as when we
shall gaze on those of Owyhee. Here, as there, "No
gospel's joyful sound" is heard. The poor souls, scat
tered about on its bleak mountains, yet own no other
sceptre than that of the Prince of darkness. But the
day is hastening when, they shall. As we pass by them,
and deplore their” wretched state, we would enquire in
what way we may do them good. We may ask God to remem
ber them— we may exhort our Christian friends to stop
not in their exertions till every dark corner feels the
rays of the Sun of Righteousness.
2 o'clock. At
ten A. M. we had almost made the point through Le-Maire.
A calm came on, and the current has forced us back about
thirty miles. Behing us, at the entrance of the Strait,
where we were this morning, there is a tremendous sea.
We hear the distant roar, and see the white caps of the
waves, the waters as it were trembling under us; while
two of the blackest clouds hang over each island, encreasing fast. I narrowly observe the Capt.'s counten
ance. Marks of deep solicitude are plainly visible now.
What the Captain of our salvation is about to cause us
to pass through in this narrow sea, I know not, but this
* do know, and it shall be my consolation, as these high
mountains are round about us, and "as the mountains are
round about Jerusalem, so is. the Lord round albout his
people. What time I am afraid, I will trust in Him."
Jan. 27th. Thursday morning finds us favored of the
Lord. What shall we render unto his name I I did think,
beloved sisters, yesterday, two o'clock, as I came down
from deck, if GOD would send us favorable winds and take
us out from these dark mountains, where black clouds
gathered on all sides, I should praise his name, and feel
under renewed obligations to be careful for nothing, but
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�by prayer and supplication, with, thanksgiving, to make
known my requests unto the Lord. We are safely out of
the Straits of Le-Maire, leaving these two islands,
like little epecks, sinking away in the dim horizon.
We go with speed, in a direct course, towards the Cape,
while the sea is so smooth, that we can walk, sew or
write, with no more inconvenience than if on land.
A little circumstance, which I have not mentioned,
interested us, yesterday. A smoke was discovered rising
from the beach, and by the aid of the glass, two men
were seen kindling a fire. What their condition was we
knew not, but could not avoid thinking the smoke might
be intended as a signal of distress, on that desolate
shore. But we could not reach them had we attempted it.
The vessel, in some favourable moments, would make her
way to them, then by the current, be driven far back
again, at which times, it appeared as if they renewed
their smoke; but we could only hope they were natives.
If they were some poor ship-wrecked mariners— my heart
is cold at the thought I
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o'clock. A huge whale has just come sporting
around the vessel. The little multitude was at once on
deck, but Mr. B— and I busy in our little room, did
not go till we heard Capt. B— 's voice calling us. The
view of the monster rewarded us for laying down our
books. But a still more interesting view increased the
animation of each countenance, as our Capt., pointing
off in the course whither we were rapidly going, says,
"There is Cape Horn !" then looking up on his full spread
sails, adds, " I never passed this region in this
manner ."
2
o ’ clock. A cloud arises, carrying darkness and
terror in its aspect. The sails are all ordered to be
furled, the passengers down, the dead lights in and the
companion-way shut. A few moments since the sun shone,
and joy was in every countenance. Well, I hope com
posure is still in most hearts, for tho "the sea is
dark and deep— the Pilot’s sure".
Jan. 28th. 9 o'clock, A. M. The dark cloud, which
the sailors termed a whirl-wind as they saw it approach,
was not permitted to distress us.
It passed over, leav
ing us a bright sun, but not till we were driven back
near to those tumultuous waves. The wind changed so as
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�to prevent our pursuing a direct course, and with the
sails furled, we have, through the night, drifted sidewise towards the S. |)ast over mountainous waves. The
appearance is more flattering, this mornings the wind
fast abating, while shifting a little in our favor.
But I think even now, if our friends on land could stand
on deck a little while, they would wonder what must be
come of us. We wonder what would have become of us, if
GOD had commissioned the winds a few hours sooner while
wee were in Le Maire. How conspicuous, in all things,
are his tender mercies towards us
4 o'clock. We are near the 57 deg. S. L a t.— have .
passed by the Cape, as you perceive— the wind not allow4**
d
us to turn west. The sea remains rough, tho so much
more calm that they have unfurled some of the sails. It
is very cold. I sit clad in flannels, with my great red
cloak on, quite chilled. From Cape Horn I had hoped to
have written Uncle Kent a letter of thanks for this com
fortable cloak, as well, as for a multitude of past kind
nesses. Perhaps I shall, but my sisters will recollect
to remember me affectionately to him, with all the dear,
much-loved family. I have not seen a fire since the
morning I left Boston. Cannot you conceive it would be
pleasant for me to change my apparel and take a seat with
you in your rocking-chair, upon your nice carpets, by a
comfortable fire, your little table spread, inviting me
to partake with you in your cheerful fare? Methinks,
many a time, when surrounded with these things, you think,
you speak of Sybil on the stormy deep. Now, dear sisters,
if a tear drop at this, wipe it away, and rejoice that
GOD comforts her with the blessed hope that the day shall
come when she shall be arrayed in robes washed and made
white in the blood of the Lamb, seated with her beloved
Christian sisters and all the redeemed of the Lord, in
that glorious palace, where the blessed company "shall
hunger no more, neither thirst any more, where the sun
need not light on them or any heat; for the Lamb which is
in the midst of the throne, shall feed them, and shall
lead them unto living fountains of water, and GOD shall
wipe away all tears from the eyes." 0 , may we be found
faithful to sit down together there
Saturday morn., Jan. 29th. The countenance of our
good Capt. is lighted up, and I may say the same of all
the others. Cape Horn is again in view, and we approach
ing it with great rapidity. A light breeze sprung up,
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�last night, ten o’clock— not strong till this morning,
but we have already gained all the easting we had
drifted, which was between forty, and fifty miles. Thus
Are we favored of Him whom winds and waves obey. May
we not be high-minded, but fear— fear lest while GOD
careth for us, we care not sufficiently for the things
of his kingdom.
Jan. 30th. Sabbath. An interesting day to us— a
day in which we "double Cape Horn", long the object of
hope and fear. While we find some part of the way
around it rough, we are, indeed, greatly smiled upon,
and allowed to set up our Ebenezer, saying, "thus far
hath the Lord helped u s ." Permitted to do it unitedly
and publicly, as we have been, will our gracious Lord
accept us in it, through his beloved Son. We assembled
in the cabin for worship, (the weather being too inclem
ent to be on deck) when Mr. B— addressed us extempor
aneously, from 1st Sam. 7. 12.
"Then Samuel took a
stone and set it between," etc. After a full exposition
of the passage, showed 1 st. It was customary in ancient
days for those who received special favors from the hand
of GOD, to regard his goodness by setting up same monument
of his praise. 2nd. The practice of recording and per
petuating the memory of divine favors, is suitable and
important, as it tends to promote gratitude— to awaken a
sense of obligation when inclined to murmur— to give com
fort in adversity— to promote confidence in GOD— to encrease the knowledge and praise of GOD. 3rd. If the
practice be suitable and important, if it tend to these
things, then sould we, this day, record his distinguishing
goodness to us, and here erect our monument of praise.
0,
that indeed we did! Methinks, my heart, cold as it
is would aspire to praise, exalting in the thought, that
the tempest and whirlwinds lie in the future path, all
shall not prevent the erecting a monument at this spot,
"Hitherto hath the Lord helped us." How do these mercies
which we experience, witness for God, that He heareth
prayer ! If He continue a spirit of prayer in Zion for
this Mission, it; shall prosper, tho wicked men, and the
powers of darkness conspire against it . 0 , to be ashamed
of past ingratitude— past distrust; and while we erect
our Ebenezer, devote ourselves anew to our divine Master’s
work I My beloved sisters, GOD strengthening me, I will.
Renew the fervour of your petitions for me, praying that
I may ’make his service my delight, assured. He’UL ma£e
my wants, his care.’
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�We sung, at the close of the lecture, the following
occasional hymn entitled,
"EBENEZER"
Jan. 30, 1820
1.
1.
With joyful hearts and grateful praise
Our Helper GOD, thy name, we hail;
Our "Ebenezer" here we raise,
While round the stormy Cape we sail.
2.
Conducted by thy sovereign hand,
Mysterious, Mighty, Wise and Good
We left our friends and native land,
To toss upon the raging flood.
3.
When adverse winds our course delay's
And dangerous currents rolled below,
Thy voice and roaring tempest stay'd
And made the breeze propitious blow.
4.
From want, from pestilence, and death,
Defended by thy gracious care;
To Thee we raise our tuneful breath;
Our Rock of Help forbids our fear.
5.
This waymark, in the trackless seas,
Fix'd by his hand who rules above,
The tempests of six-thousand years
Have ne'er been able to remove.
6.
So shall our grateful Record stand,
That "Hither by thine aid we come;"
So will we trust thy constant hand,
To bring our souls, in safety home.
Brig Thaddeus
Sam.
7.
Cape Horn
Jan. 31st. This morning finds our family well—
the winds taking us fast into the Pacific. Peace with
out— peacE within.
Evening. It is some minutes past
nine o'clock, but day-light is not so far gone but I
write this with so much of it as comes in at the little
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�round glass at the top of the room. Sophia will re
member that is all the window I have. It is very
pleasant, now so far away, to recollect one dear sis
ter has trod upon the floor which I tread from hour to
hour. I love to look up at the names over the door—
then think of the hymn to be sung when we came into
mind, "Begone unbelief— ”
Feb. 1st. The wind continues in our favor, carry
ing us fast from the ‘’stormy Cape". Our course now is
due west— one hundred fifty miles the last twenty-four
hours. 0 , that we may suitably notice our mercies I
Feb. 4 th. I find many things in our way, bringing
to mind the journey of the children of Israel in the
wilderness. GOD watched over them, emphatically, by
night and by day— carried them through difficulties and
dangers with an outstretched arm, and when compelled, as
it were, to chastise them by reason of their awful backslidings, yet how did his infinitely compassionate mind,
turn from his anger, so soon as they sought his face!
Over us too, since He called us from the bosom of our be
loved country, has He, emphatically, watched, by night
and by day,— in difficulties and in dangers has He taken
us in the hollow of his hand, and carried us safely
through; and when we have felt the rod, so light have
been the strokes, and so mingled with mercies, as scarcely
to allow us to say, "We are chastened." Repeated and
striking have been the instances in which he has shown
himself a GOD ready to hear, even while we were yet speak
ing. 0, may a gracious God save us from our sins no leaa
than from the outward evils which we deprecate !— ever
save us from that spirit which led his chosen people, so
soon after they had ’sung his praise, to forget GOD their
Saviour, and wait not for his counsel’ !
Feb. 7th. After having been shut below deck eight
or nine days, we have, this morn, enjoyed a little time
out. You can hardly conceive how pleasant it is to us.
The cold is yet piercing, but we can step, without ex
pecting to be drenched by an usurping wave. My system of
exercise, you will perceive, has been broken in upon, but
I have been able to observe my hours of study, with the
exception of one day. I have been out, every morning,
for a moment or two. But you would almost wonder how I
could be. Still, we have, through these days, been
wafted on our way with speed; a circumstance particularly
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�noticable, as, had we not been at the Cape just when
we were, but two or three days later, these very winds
which now drive us so rapidly, would, in that case,
have dashed up against the rude coasts, or kept us
standing off to the South, we know not how long. So
conspicuous are our mercies!
9 o'clock. This even
ing have I felt more as I used to when the subject of
Missions was brought to my thoughts, than I have since
I embarked. An hour or two has been spent in observance
of the Monthly Concert, a little season in which I think
I have felt that the advancement of Christ's kingdom was
an object which weighed down every personal considera
tion. There have been times within the few past years,
when I have found it good to seek my closet and ask GOD
to send me to the heathen:— to-night I feel that I would
bless his name that He has brought me thus far on my way
to them; 'tho it be to suffer, yea, I think, to die.
Gracious Saviour, thou knowest. Divine Intercessor, in
tercede for me as thou didst for Peter, that my faith
fail not. 0, let me not, like him, deny Thse, tho the
cross be in view— suffer me not in my heart, or by my
life, to say, I know thee not I But, 0, if, my wicked
heart should cause my feet to slide, wilt thou not turn
and look upon me, till my soul, like his, melt with godly
contrition i
Feb. 12th. We still go with speed.— Have just
passed the lat. of Hartford. My health continues good—
can be employed all day in my studies without inconven
ience.
I never felt that I had so good an opportunity
for improvement as now. Pen and paper, and books such
as I want, a kind and able instructor, from hour to hour,
by my side, whose delight it is to help me forward, and
motives, drawn from the prospect of future situation,
urging me to diligence. Perhaps you say, 'Thus situated
you can realize but little of the toils of a missionary
l i f e .— Prepare for the time when the scene shall change,
— be laying up in store fortitude and resolution, with
every Christian gracer— soon the demands may be great.'
Such, too, says a voice within; and while I desire thank
fully to receive present comforts, my daily petition is
also, that I may be fitting, by inward preparation, for
all my Divine Master has in store for me.
Feb. 16th. This day our little comforts have been
many. It was a pleasant morning. About the rising of
the sun, the signal was given, on deck, immediately over
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�our heads, for us to leave our berths, for free air
above. The full-spread sails spoke our way prosper
ous, while the pleasant sun over the smooth waters,
3 eemed to smile upon us. All were in motion. To use
a seaman's phrase, they had "broken out",— that is,
were drawing on deck, from the hold, a part of the var
ious lading put in at the Wharf at Boston. This
brought up a variety of things belonging to individuals
and the Mission in general which none had seen before.
Among them was a cask directed to Mr. B— , containing
sundry articles, as a bundle for Sister R— , Dr. H— ,
etc. packed in Hartford. But what in that most inter
ested me was a large bag of comfortable things frcm
Bennington, put up with maternal feeling, and maternal
kindness. Then Mr. B— could tell me of Mother and of
home. Sweet names, and precious J There was dried beef,
dried fruits of several kinds, something for medicine
particularly desired on the voyage, etc. One trunk and
box game heaped upon another, when the word was, "for
the Mission, from Hopkins' A c a d e m y t h a t sound, I
was over the lumber with as much life as i^ to meet a
friend. My beloved Sophia presented herself, as it
were, before me. The box was soon opened. The first
thing taken hold of was a gown which I had seen her wear
sufficiently to make her almost appear in it again. The
little community all partook in my pleasure while none
would lift up an article to be aired, but leave it for
my hands; admiring the singular providence which had
caused me, upon these distant waters of the Pacific, to
be the one who should unpack what the hands of a dear
sister and her pupils had, so recently, laid down for
the dear Missionaries at Brainard. Their admiration was
encreased when I told them of the remark made when they
were put up.— After giving them the air we nailed the
box up. And now, may the same gracious hand which in
clined the hearts of my sister and her scholars, to pro
vide these garments, incline the hearts of the wretched
heathen to commit to us their now equally wretched chil
dren, to be clad in them; and, 0 , may the day be at hand,
when, from that distant land, those hearts which have
been thus opened, shall be cheered with the glad tiding3
that the object of their benevolence are employing their
tender voices in lisping the praises of Jesus, to whom
the heathen are given for an inheritance.
Feb. 27th. We feel as if we might, in our present
situation, consider ourselves neighbors to our brethren,
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�the dear Missionaries and converts at Otaheit, being
in the same lat. with them and only what we term a
little space of water between us in long.* We did greatly
desire that if it were the will of GOD, we might, in our
journey, pass by them and be thus helped on our way.
But it has not been thus. Since passing the Cape we
have been sent on in one swift, direct course towards the
scene of our anticipated labors. The manner in which we
passed those dreaded tempestuous regions and have since
proceeded, is considered very unusual. Prom day to
night, and night to day, we speed our way as an eagle
through the air. We hope GOD has a work for us to do
there soon. But, known to himself alone, is his eternal,
wise and holy plan. If we are hastening to suffer, my
soul would say, his glorious will be done. 0 , to be
daily encreasing in inward preparation for toil, suffer
ing and defeat, or, for toil, suffering and victory, as
shall seem to Him good 1 But faith would take hold of
GOD’s blessed promises, believing victory shall yet be
shouted, tho the sound reach not our ears on earth.
Every view, my dear sisters, taken of the picture before
us, to human perception, darkens as we look. As we
approach nearer, we are more particular in our enquires
of the Capt. and Officers who have repeatedly visited
the Islands. They state to us facts. Every conversation
with them makeo nature tremble, but (I hope) faith to
grasp a firmer hold of her Anchor, Confidence in the lord
GOD of Hosts. If He be as a wall of fire round about us,
we may go undauntedly into the heart of the Enemy’s camp.
The cause is his, and tho we, a little feeble band, go
forth as Jesse’s youngest son from the sheepfold, with
only sling and stone, still the cause shall prevail. And
if He give us grace to go in David's spirit, feeling that
"the battle is the Lord’s ," and desiring that the earth
may know that there is a GOD in Zion, I believe He will
let our eyes, as He let David's eyes behold Philistia'a
champion fall, behold Owhyhee’ s Idols totter till they
fall to rise no more,
March 13th, We find the weather truly uncomfortable,
this time passing the Equator. The winds became very
light between two and three degrees before we reached the
Line, and have so continued, bringing us to about the
same distance north. You can hardly realize the exhaus
tion which is felt nights, from want of air, in our con
fined rooms, with narrow bertha. We cannot open windows
and shut window blinds, I wake sometimes and feel that
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�it is with difficulty I can breathe at all. Yet GOD
is good to uS,— strikingly so. This is the tenth day
we have been in this region but just moving, still the
health of all is preserved— no one is on a couch of
sickness, neither are we experiencing such a calm as
many have. We have each day made some progress. In
the midst of all the languor, we have been sometimes,
within a few days, animated with the hope that we are
to experience the breath of the spirit. There is reason
to believe the enquiry, "what shall I do to be saved?"
has seized the minds of one of the Officers— one too
whose profaneness, when passion made him forget the
gentleman, has pained us. Satan is alarmed, for his
agents ply assiduously the weapon ridicule, lest the
poor captive should escape the snare. 0 , with what a
load of guilt will those go down to woe who have held
others in their chains ! Precious truth I Christ is
stronger than the strong man armed— his almighty Arm
shall bring forth the captives He has purposed to redeem.
Mr. B— was prepared to address them yesterday, sabbath,—
his subject such as I hoped would carry conviction with
it. But Divine Providence did not permit. The bell rang,
but sudden clouds, with rain, soon put the seamen in
motion and sent us below. We had a favored season in the
cabin, and tho we could not use direct means for the ben
efit of these poor souls, I think GOD gave us his Spirit
to intercede in their behalf.- - - A circumstance, on
Saturday, of interest, which I must mention. The ocean
was very calm, and sea-bathing, in this sultry region,
was thought so conducive to health, as to induce a few to
venture in, notwithstanding the possibility of meeting
with monsters of the Deep. Mr. B— was one. He had
tried it in the Atlantic. I had always trembled, yet
avoided manifesting feminine fears. Judge then what were
my feelings, when, but little more than an hour after,
while in conversation with my dear friends, congratulat
ing myself that bathing was over, the cry was, a shark.
The horrid monster came along side and was soon hauled on
deck. He was of the true voracious kind. His frightful
jaws struck terror, while my heart melted in view of
GOD’ s preserving mercy. In his intestines were found a
Variety, taken in whole. 0 , may I have in remembrance
this providential escape .1 How my heart might have been
wrung with anguish2 Another shark was caught to-day,
but escaped again.
March 14th.
To-day my little comforts have been
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�increased again by the opening of the Hartford box of
books* I found many presented to me, which was very
pleasant as an evidence of kind remembrance on the part
even of some to whose attention I had no claim. I would
have my sisters present my thanks, tho I do not mention
all. Prom Mr. Hopkins a valuable set of six volumes—
One from Miss Ann Perkins— Some from my dear Friend
Mrs. Strong. One little volume from Georgiana May, which,
while I was looking at, wondering if Mrs. May, whose
kindness I many years since experienced, when but re
cently an orphan, thus remembered me, when I came across
the fan with Sister L— 's note, which confirmed it all*
You will tell her my heart felt the kindness. It
awakened tender emotions of "the days of other years,"
when, a sorrowful child, she sought to comfort me. In
all her afflictions may GOD comfort her. I shall do my
self the pleasure to write her a line.
March 22nd. We are no longer languishing under a
vertical sun, wishing for the favorable winds of heaven.
Saturday last, when about the 5 deg. of lat. we were
brought into the trade winds which at once took us on in
one uniform rapid course. We had then 2000 miles remain
ing of our journey, but counted it almost the last stage.
This morning a log of wood passed the vessel, upon which
the Capt. cried, 'from Owhyhee'. Something less than a
week we hope will land us there. 0 , am I so near that
heathen land J I cannot say, what I have been permitted
to say through all these pages, my health is good. But
I would call upon my heart for gratitude for what I have
enjoyed.
It was uninterrupted for four months. I think
not one day after commencing systematic study that I
was interrupted by ill health, till within 2 deg. of
the Equator, two weeks ago last Saturday. The day before,
I had recited my last lesson in logic, through which I
had been, very laboriously, and that day came to the
last theorem in the first book of Euclid, and came almost
as near what I desired to do in some other things. So
you will see how I have been favored. Do not think
study has hurt me, I am not seriously unwell, and hope to
be allowed, before sending this, to speak of comfortable
feelings, if no more. With little strength, and no ap
petite, I feel the scarcity of our board after a five
months voyage. Nothing fresh— not one kind of vegetable
— no bread, no butter, no milk. The sea biscuit I cannot
now taste. But very many are our comforts. I think I
feel them, I would consider myself bound by them to
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�cheerful, active obedience.
March 30th, 1020. — --Memorable d a y — a day
which brings us in full view of that dark pagan land
so long the object of our most interested thoughts.
Between twelve and one this morning, the word was from
Thomas who was up watching, 'l and appears*. When the
watch at four was called, Honoree came down saying,
1Owhyhee sight i' There was but little sleep. When the
day afforded more light than the moon we were all out,
and judge you, if possible, what sensation filled our
breasts as we fixed our eyes upon the lofty mountains
of Owhyhee I 01 it would be in vain to paint them. I
attempt it not. A fair wind carried us by different
parts of the island near enough to discern its verdure,
here and there a cataract rushing down the bold preci
pice— some huts, natives and smoke. I would I could
put my feelings, for a little season, into your bosoms.
Fo boats coming off as usual, Capt. B— thought it ad
visable to send ashore to inquire into the state of
things, and where he might find the king. Our good
Thomas and Honoree, with Mr. Hunnewell and a few hands,
set off.
Our hearts beat high, and each countenance
spoke the deep interest felt as we crowded around our
messengers at their return. With almost breathless im
patience to make the communication, they leap on board
and say, Tamaahmaah is dead I The government is settled
in the hands of his son Keehoreeho-Krimokoo is prin
cipal chief— the taboo system is no more--men and women
eat together J— the idol gods are burned 11 How did we
listen i What could we say? The Lord has gone before us
and we wait to see what He has for us to do.
March 31 st. I need not say this is a deeply inter
esting season. For a moment my heart has failed me. I
have been these five months, bringing these scenes to my
view, so much that I thought I should in a measure stand
unmoved. But I am obliged to seek my little room and
let the tears flow. Canoes of the naked natives are
along side of our vessel and coming on board. 0 , my
sisters, you cannot tell how the sight of these poor de
graded creatures, both literally and spiritually naked,
would affect you J I say naked. They have nothing but a
narrow strip, which they term a marrow, tied around them.
April 3rd. I intended giving particulars, from hour
to hour, while each carries so much interest with it.
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�But ray feeble frame seeks the couch so as to interrupt
the pen. GOD will give me strength in his own good
time. I have given some particulars, within the three
last days, in letters to friends. You must gather from
them. Now can I feel better than when I looked forward
to it, what it is to have the jargon of savage tongues
fall on the ear. But bless the Lord with me that tho
the flesh is weakened the spirit if sustained. The ac
counts mentioned on Thursday, have been abundantly con
firmed. The feet of some of our brethren have stood
upon the ground v/here so lately the priests of idolatry
offered up their bloody victims upon their cruel altar3
— their eyes have seen the wide ruins of their gloomy
reign. But, 0, the wretched state of this poor people
stilli Could your eyes behold them your hearts would
melt. The Lord strengthen us, and prepare our way be
fore us, speedily and successfully to preach to them
Jesus and him crucified.
April 4th. This morning, ten o'clock, having been
163 days on the bosom of the great deep, we anchored in
the bay of Korooah, near the residence of Keehoreeho ths
king. Bless the Lord, 0 , our souls, for all his tender
mercies towards us. My dear husband, with brother
Thurston and Thomas, has gone on shore as heralds of the
Prince of Peace and King of Kings, to have an interview,
and transact business for their Master, with this heathen
Ruler. How important the moment ! The great Head of the
Church give his servants wisdom, a sound understanding,
and guide them in every step. The heart of this heathen
king is in his holy hand and He can turn it as He will.
0, I think, I do rest on this firm ground, that He will
accomplish his blessed purposes and do all his pleasure.
April 11th. Still on board the Thaddeus. It is now
the thirteenth day since we made the land. There is not
the least hostility on the part of the natives? on the
contrary, all appear friendly. It is difficult to say
why we are so delayed. Among obstacles in the way of dis
patch, may be reckoned their great indolence and total
disregard of the worth of time.
1 o'clock. The important decision is made. We are
to proceed to Hoahoo to make the principal establishment,
leaving two of our brethren and sisters in this place.
The separation is painful.— If nature might be allowed to
speak, we should say our dear brother and sister Thurston
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�we must have with us. She is a lovely sister. But
the Lord's will be done. We hope we are enabled to say
i f from the heart. Our physician is the other to be
left. Do not be alarmed, dear sisters, GOD will be our
physician. The king insists upon his remaining on ac
count of his art. As much as we may need that, some of
the female part of our little bartd especially, yet, all
things considered, I believe we are all disposed to view
a kind providence in the present arrangement.
April 23rd, Sabbath. With what interest would our
friends in America look upon us to-day, could they cast
an eye over the wide waters and behold I The season is
truly an interesting one. Probably the first sabbath in
which the worship of Jehovah was ever observed in these
pagan Isles. We have had divine service to-day in our
own dwelling— our straw-thatched cottage— the congrega
tion composed of white residents and Commanders of vessels
now lying at the harbour, with many of the natives seated
on the mats and surrounding the door. One of the oldest
residents, Mr. H— , at the sound of the songs of Zion had
the tears upon his furrowed cheek. He had heard nothing
of the kind for more than twenty years. He is a native
of Mass. 0 , that it might appear that the gospel is not
sent to him and others, after this long voluntary banish
ment from it, in vain .'
June 20th. After a neglect of my journal for more
than two months in a most interesting part of our history
too, I feel an awkwardness in resuming it. Very many of
the daily occurrences would have carried interest with
them to our dear friends, and you know it would have been
a pleasure to me to have penned them had it been possible.
You will say there must have been new scenes if S— could
not find time to write. Indeed it has been the case as
to manual labour. Each day has been filled up, with hard
work, and when evening came "tired nature" claimed her
rest, tho sometimes so exhausted as scarcely to find it.
The degree of health GOD has granted me amidst it a l l ,
considering how I was a few of the last weeks of the voy
age, has appeared wonderful to me. Tho scarcely able to
walk when we landed, yet in the course of three or four
days of breathing land air and finding provision, strength
and appetite returned, and I found myself able to take
hold of business which was pressing in a manner which I
never did in my life. The bounties of the Christian pub
lic , as books, native clothing, etc., our own personal
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�;e
trunks of various things provided for future use, allrequired immediate care and that too with no place in
which to take this care secluded from the natives;
then it was difficult to store them in safety, our
little cottage built chiefly of poles, dried grass and
mats, being so peculiarly exposed to fire, beside being
sufficiently filled with three couples and things for
immediate use, consisting only of one room with a little
partition and one door. The preparation of our food
made some demands. For this we had no fireplace, or
wood, except sticks brought upon the shoulders of the
Harnarkers from the mountains, purchased at an extrava
gant price. Our stove was put up, but our two houses
were at some distance, and one or the other must walk in
the sun to avail themselves of it. More than six months'
washing lay upon our hands to be done under these cir
cumstances. We first went into the field that we might
have water. The second day the sun took the skin quite
off my arms. The natives were in swarms around us look
ing on with amazement, but their help, poor things, was
to use their term for little, like pekininne children.
Then to iron without fire. But, we did it all.
In the
midst of all this sewing came in for the Chiefs whose
favour, at once, we wanted to secure— the first week, a
suit of superfine broadcloth, soon a piece of fine cloth
to be made into shirts, etc. etc.— Ships lying at harbour
whose officers were interesting themselves in our object,
and whom we sought to entertain at our little dwelling
as much after the manner of our own country as we could—
a respectful attention also to the chiefs and their suite
whenever they came in and spread themselves around upon
our mats— all made us work, and 'tho a moment might occa
sionally be found, yet it might come when all could not
withdraw the shoulder together; and I would not seem to
take a privilege with my pen the rest were not at the
same time enjoying. Very soon I gathered up 12 or 15
little native girls to cane once a day to the house so
that as early as possible the business of instruction
might be commenced. That was an interesting day to me to
lay the foundation of the first school ever assembled in
this dark land.
I have set these things before
my jouimal has been neglected. But
reason might have been-' Two months
on a bed of sickness, and this hand
ployed many hours in years past, in
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you to show you why
how different the
might have been passed
which has been em
writing.for the comfort
�of my sisters, might have found itself unable from a
cause unlike that of removing the rough things out of
our new path.— 0, for a thankful heart I An opportun
ity, some weeks since, was presented for making com
munications home, tho not direct, by the Ship L ’aigle,
Capt. Starbuck, London. This was improved, but did not
think it best to send our journals. By sitting up one
night till two in the morning and availing myself of
some written before landing, I sent seven,— two or three
to my sisters. There I have you a sketch of what I have
penned this morning, but you will probably receive this
first, by the Ship Levant, Capt. Cary, Boston. By him
we send all our journals and as many letters as we can
make out. To the public journal I must refer you for
the outlines of the concerns of the Mission generally,
since we left Owhyhee. The Lord has been good to us.
His dealings with us are wonderful in our eyes I 0 , that
we might be found faithful, humble and dependent. How
widely different is our situation from what it would
have been had we found what we expected, an idolatx’ous
priesthood to combat.
The disposition inanifoabed on the
part of the Commanders and officers of vessels stopping
here, to assist us to poroonal comforts and aid our ob
ject, deserves our particular notice. Capt. Pigot, of
whom I have spoken in my letters, continues his kindneof*.
He leaves us for the Northwest to-morrow; but the young
man, in business with him, Mr. Green of Boston, who re
mains, is very attentive to our wants. These hearts are
in the hand of the Lord, so that while we thank them we
would feel it to be of Him. There are many white res
idents here— the most pay an outward respect, sending us
little presents of fresh porls, corn, beans and the like.
But it may be supposed there are many who want neither
us or our message among them. There is one black man,
Anthony Allen, brought up in Schenectady, New York, who
I believe lives the most comfortably of any on the Island
— has a wife and two pretty children, the eldest of whom
he has taught its letters. He has been very kind to us,
sending us potatoes, squashes, etc. As often as once in
two weeks, a goat or kid neatly dressed,— every morning,
two bottles of goat’ s milk, and many things I cannot men
tion. He lives too far from us for us to benefit his
family as we wish. Friday next we have engaged to visit
him. Thus you see how the Lord provides for us in these
things, and that without our care. We are not suffered
to feel the want of any of the comforts of life. Bread
may be an exception, yet we do not suffer for that:— we
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�treat ourselves with some occasionally. It was a great
mistake coming here without grain for seed. We have
almost every other seed. Capt. Pigot and Meek presented
us with a barrel of flour. The same day a jar of rich
preserves prepared by the hands of Mrs. P— in America,
and from various sources that day, eleven other differ
ent kinds of articles in the way of presents. How long
such a course of things may continue is not for us to
say.
'Tis GOD that gives it— He will continue it so
long as it is good. If these little particulars do any
thing towards filling up the blank of more than two
months, I will hope to be more particular and have what
follows not of past date.
June 21st.
I will hope to say a word to my sisters
each day the Levant continues in port. The most which
has interested me to-day has been my little school. To
see the little things so ready to learn, and so busy
with their needles, is very pleasant. I long to know
more of their language, that I might be pouring into
their tender minds more instruction than ab.
I think we
make progress in that now.
It was impossible to do much
on the voyage, as, without books, all our knowledge of
it must be acquired as it falls from the lips of the
natives. There are a few females who understand a little
of English. With these we endeavour to gain influence,
that so we may begin the sooner with our great object.
June 22 nd. Some months ago I found a pleasure in
telling you of a little cruket chair made me. Valued as
the first and onljn piece of furniture I had, and more
than all the work of my beloved friend. To-day I have
been presented with what I may call an elegant chair,
the labor of the same kind hands. A rocking-chair too.
You smile. But with all my fondness for one, how do you
think I have done without, with all my hard work? A box
or trunk has been our only seat. My husband, I believe,
was never ,a chair-maker before, but happy for me and the
Mission family, that he is every thing. I think no work
man would have made a seat more firm and comfortable,
while the sandal-wood and young seal skin, with neat
workmanship, render it elegant. Our friend, Mr. Green,
is now looking at it— rates it at twelve dollars, compar
ing it with one for which he gave ten.
I suspect you
would not be purchasers if I should put my price upon it .
June 24th.
Yesterday we made our visit at Mr. Allen's.
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�The distance is about two miles. To avoid walking in
the heat, we made ourselves ready by ten— locked up our
houses and set off. A multitude had assembled by the
time we were at the gate, to attend us. Our little hand
cart, the only wheels, I believe on the Island, served
for a carriage for those for whom the walk might prove
too great. It was an easy matter to have it drawn,
shifting stage as often as we pleased. Arrived at
Mr. A,— ’ s territories (which were a large enclosure
surrounded by a high fence of poles put into the ground
after the native style) we found him at his gate waiting
to give us a polite and cordial reception. Within the
enclosure were his dwelling, eating and cooking houses,
with many more for a numerous train of dependents. There
was also a well, a garden containing principally squashes,
and in one part, a sheepfold in which was one Kamohatlraion
cow, several sheep, and three hundred goats. He set upon
the table decanters and glasses with wine and brandy to
refresh us, then requesting to be excused, went to prepare
his dinner. His wife, a pleasant looking native, kept her
place in the little room partitioned off, lying and sitting
upon the mats with her little ones. We could talk with her
but little, but we made her a gown and instructed her in
sewing. She remained upon her mats while we went to dinner.
And here was a table in true American style. First was
set before us what we call pot or sea-pie well prepared,—
that removed, boiled pork and fowls, cold meat and tarrow
cakes. Then baked pig— afterwards pudding— ending with
wine and melons. It was not missionary fare. All was
neatly cooked and in order. We endeavoured to make the
afternoon profitable as we could. He had expected to have
had his children baptized; but Mr. B— had sent him a
letter the night before, and now by conversing with him
alone satisfied his mind that something more was necessary
before his children could be thus given up to GOD.---At the close of the afternoon, we had served up to us in
china cups, good coffee, and fried cakes. We then took
our leave, with a present of pork in our little cart, and
set off for home, with renewed obligation to diligence in
our work. The walk home was pleasant— a bright moon and
cheerful minds. The little company that rode and those
that could walk faster, left Mr. B— and myself quite be
hind. While on the plain back of the village, a large
train seemed approaching us. At the first moment, woman
ish fear said, there is a heathen band approaching and we
are solitary and alone. They came on, when at the head
of the train was our friend, Capt. Joe, a young native,
�Commander of one of the king's schooners. He cane up
with eagerness to Mr. B ~ , whom he seems to love, and
shaking hands very heartily, says, how do you do, Sir?
I am very happy to see you, S ir ,— such a good moon I was
going to take a walk, Sir. Then bidding us good night
and telling us he should come and see us in the morning,
went on. He is a pleasant youth, very active, speaks
English pretty well, and has a most kind disposition.
I hope his name may yet come into missionary communica
tion many times, as a sharer in the blessings sent him
and his nation. But, to let you see us home again. It
was in safety— our rest was quiet and our strength re
newed for the duties of another day. Our friends will
not cease to bless GOD in our behalf; praying fervently
that Grace may be given us to endure when the hour of
trial shall come.
'The days of darkness, they too may
be many' in this sad state where so much needs purifying.
June 25th. Sabbath evening. If ever missionaries
should be found faithful, surely we should I The appar
ent security in which we dwell, and the many comforts
which we here enjoy in this distant heathen land, are
truly wonderful in our eyes. 0 , to be awake in the great
object for which we left our native shores I After family
prayer, this evening, I went out with my dear friend to
enjoy the beautiful moon, shining in full splendour.
There are no dews to render walking unwholesome or un
pleasant. This village, which contains about two hundred
houses, is situated upon a level plain extending some dis
tance back from the bay part of which forms the harbour,
to the foot of the high hills which abound throughout the
Island. The little straw-huts clusters of them in the
midst of cocoanut groves, look like bee-hives, and the in
habitants swarming about them like bees. In passing
through the midst, in our way to the open plain, it was
very pleasant to hear their friendly salutation, Alloah,
some saying, e-ho-ah, (where going?) We answered, mar-oo,
up yonder. Then, as usual, they were pleased that we
could num-me-num-me (talk) Owhyhee.
June 26th. Another peaceful day. How do the days
pass with my dear sisters? AhJ who can tell me. Perhaps
to one or more they are already numbered, and days and
years have ceased. Soon will they be with us all. May we
"keep their end in view"— , "and let them speed their
flig h t".—
June 27th.
The most quiet day I have known since
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�before I went to Goshen. I rose at five this morning
and prepared breakfast with much dispatch,—when all,
upon various business, left me and ray dear friend, to
the house alone. We took for dinner our dish of rice
and goat's milk, and I do enjoy the day with my pen.
June 28th. The brethren, Whitney and Ruggles,
arrived, this morning, from Atavi, after an absence of
eight weeks, whither they went to accompany George Tamoree home. They bring a fair report of the land, with
a pressing invitation from the king for some of the
Mission family to take up a residence with him and his
people, It is a subject which deserves serious consid
eration, and must be submitted to the direction of the
Great Head of the Church. We have some fears, in case
a part should go there, of awakening suspicions in the
mind of this government who have the superiority and are
watchful to maintain it . I shall mention, from time to
time, circumstances relative to this embassy— to-night
I am too fatigued to say much. This is my week, in
course, to provide for the family. With the help of my
little awkward native boys, I have prepared thirty-throe
meals, doing it, as you may well suppose, under many in
conveniences,—meat each meal as we have no bread. I
tell you many little things which may appear trifling,
but my beloved sisters, tho so many miles distant, I
would bring by my side. Good-night, I must seek my rest.
I do desire to notice it, that from one time to another
it is granted, and strength renewed for the various
duties incumbent on me.
June 29th.
A busy day.- - - - -
June 30th. I could not say more to you yesterday.
There was no time for my journal till after dark when I
was through with the preparation of the 39 th meal done in
a room 20 feet square, where all eat,— where two beds are
— where thirteen persons stay— where, yesterday, were
piled in 30 mats, 100 tapers, 100 cocoanuts, a quantity
of calabashes, six chair frames, while numbers were
crowding round to look on. A curious manner, you think
perhaps, of mentioning so valuable a present as the
brethren brought. But that you may know "something Sybil
is about" which you used to complain was not the case,
from my writing. _I is brought into all the dates. My
sisters and particular friends will find it, tho small
amid more important things; and it is for them I write.
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�'Tis the public journal which will give you public con
cerns. I should give mine a different form were it not
for that. The present from Atavi was a valuable one,
the to* report brought of the disposition of the king
and people to receive instruction cheered our hearts and
caused us to say again, Good is the Lord and wonderful
in our eyes are the operations of his mighty hand ! A
little circumstance, mentioned by the brethren, shows the
desire of the king and queen to learn. Not unfrequently
in their walks did they find them in the water, bathing,
repeating their lessons b-l-a bla b-l-e- ble.- - - -They would sometimes send for Mr. Ruggles to read to them
their bible, presented by the American Bible Society, ex
pressing an earnest desire to know all about i t . Besides
the articles mentioned, there were brought three hogs,
half bushel of oranges, pine apples, fly-brushes, fans,
small things as coral, pearl, etc.
July 1st, Very busy— rose at five and did not seat
myself except at meals and family prayer, till I went to
my bed. This I mention to show you what my health allows.
July 2nd. This day brother Whitney left us again,
for Owhyhee. Several things render it expedient for one
to go there. We are favored of the Lord, yet,—we have
our trials, the nature and ground of which we shall better
understand when brother W— returns. This evening Mr.
Ruggles read to us his journal written while at Atavi.
It is truly interesting, but I have so much labour for my
pen, at this time, that I shall quote none of it, presum
ing from the interest the Christian public feel in this
Mission, and in George, that every particular communicated*
of his father’ s reception of him, and the manner in which
he regarded the Mission, will be so public that you will
have easy access to it.
It does appear as if the voice
was from that Island, "Come over and help us"s yet it re
mains a matter of solemn enquiry whether we may ’assuredly
gather' from what we have seen and heard, that 'the Lord
hath called us, at this time, "for to preach the gospel
unto them". It seems highly important that a constant
salutary influence were exerted over G— . We tremble for
him, with his wild passions, in the situation in which he
now stands. It is the Arm of the Lord which must prevent
his being an instrument in the Great Opposer's hand of
hindering the holy work;— still this may be by means. He
is possessed of what we term, naturally an amiable dis
position. But, 0, that the Grace of GOD did reign in his
�heart! Let not those who know his case cease to sup
plicate for him mercy from Him who alone can effect the
great change.
July 3rd. We find some pleasant traits which mark
the character of this poor people in the midst of their
degradation. Their pacific disposition, their mild and
friendly intercourse with us and with each other give
us hopes of what they will be when the love of Jesus
shall fill their souls and purify them from iniquity.
Their notice of favors we also observe. A little cir
cumstance to-day amused us. I cut an excellent cheese
put up by our good Mother at Bennington, but fearing the
mice, which have commenced their ravages, would dispute
us in the consumption of it, we sent abroad a part. To
our young friend Capt. J— we sent a nice bit.
In less
than an hour, while sitting at tea, our little William,
much pleased, comes to the door with a native leading a
large, sleek goat by its horns, and says, Miss Binan,—
Capt. Joe— goat— makarner, (present) We are gathering
a little flock in the way of presents, which may be of
service if we get into our enclosure.
July 4 th. Last evening had a comfortable season in
the observance of the Monthly Concert. Great are the
tender mercies of our GOD. We find Him present here,
strengthening, comforting and cheering our hearts as in
our native land. Received, this morning, from Mr. Allen,
a present of a large part of a mutton with a squash and
our usual bottles of goat's milk, to observe American
Independence. Another piece comes in from Mr. H— who
had a bit of cheese last night. Our family all take tea
together at Capt. Chamberlain's.
July 5th. To observe what I have said of penning a
date each day till the Levant sails, I must either note,
occasionally, trifling occurrences, or allcw my own dull
remarks. The latter, multitudes of former letters con
tain;— facts are what you now want. Nothing to speak of
at this time, but a piece of pork, markarnar, for a piece
of cheese sent in another direction. Also a fine melon
with a bundle of apples (not American) to add to Capt.
Joe's.
July 6th. A profitable cheese— affords matter for a
journal and provision for a family. A quarter of fine
pork, a bundle of tarrow, with the offer of the milk of
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�several goats, for lata days, as a return, this morning,
for another slice. It has been a busy day— have done
fitting work, of gowns, for two or three native women,—
attending to the reading of others,— instructing our
school children,— entertaining Mr. Allen, and his
little Peggy who has been with us through the day, writ
ing a little, etc., etc. The days glide smoothly with us
inwardly. Let the assertion cause you to bless GOD in
our behalf.
July 7th. This evening, while at tea, the wife of
Boki, the Governor, came in with part of her train, in a
state of partial intoxication. She often calls in a
friendly manner, and generally sober. No restraint or
decency to-night. 0, these poor degraded creatures I Can
man raise them? GOD alone, whatever instruments He is
pleased to employ, 'must all the work perform'— We were
all sitting round a small table, but she immediately
crowded in for a seat by my side, her breath strong with
liquor,— her arms and bosom naked, and embracing me took
off the flowers from her neck and fastened them on mine.
She commanded stillness with her attendants while thanks
were given at table. 0 , what thanks from our hearts were
due J I felt my privileges— I felt for a moment the
wretched state of the heathen. After tea her stay was
short, but sufficiently long to afford a picture of de
gradation, which, could I draw it with decency, you might
possibly be allowed to see.
July 8 th. We are accommodated with some more room.
Some of our number, with their effects leave this house
and take the house lately occupied by Capt. P-- a few
rods from us. It is a great convenience for we have
scarcely had room to move, yet we have all, in such close
quarters, lived in much harmony, and now only consider a
part as taking another room. While I write Capt. Joe
comes in and says, "I come now and live with you. I tell
Boca I want to come." Mr. B— replies, "Ay, and what
does Boca say, can he spare you?" "Boca say, very good.
We want one learn.— So I come". He has expressed a wish
for it before, but they have kept him constantly employed
in his little schooner, about the Islands, till now. May
He who directs all events, and who has thus inclined their
hearts, let his blessing follow. - - - -- Having an un
comfortable week, probably from so much exertion the last,
I thought bleeding might be of service. My kind friend
and physician performed the operation like a skilful sur-
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�geon and I already feel the good effects.
July 9th. Sabbath. Preaching from these words.
"Behold the Lamb of GOD which taketh away the sin of
the world." After the congregation was dismissed, Boca
with a number of his chiefs, remained. It was highly
gratifying and animating to see them seat themselves of
their own accord to have the sermon interpreted to them.
It had a happy effect upon our feelings,— we desired to
thank GOD and take courage. There was much interesting
conversation with them, and they departed, expressing
their pleasure that now they '‘understood a l i t t le ,"—
by and by they should “know all about i t ".
July 10th. Waited upon Capt. Cary, and our friend
Mr. Hunnewell at tea. We are pleased with Capt. C— .
'Tis by him we send our journals. He seems of a sedate,
if not a serious mind. It was with pleasure we waited
upon him at our table.
July 11th. Nothing of importance to minute to-day,
and I will improve the opportunity in a few enquiries.
Does each sister, as Sophia promised she would, keep a
kind of journal for the perusal of their far distant S— ,
who, tho she was ever alive to all that concerned them,
as a friend, sister and mother, will, hereafter, know but
little, at the best, of the scenes in which they are
daily interested.--By this means you will seize many
things which would deeply interest me, and which, if left
for letters long after, would wholly escape. Have you re
ceived those sketches of the likeness of Mr. B— and my
self, done at Boston? A letter from Esqr. Evarts, written
a few days after we sailed, informed us he then had the
care of them. I believe they were good ones, and I could
wish them either at Bennington or Hartfort.
I would re
quest my sisters to send to the care of Mr, Evarts, with
letters for me, a little - -- - - - -- - - - - - July 12th. A geneical excitement by the arrival of
a boat from Owhyhee. The white residents were all sum
moned to meet at Boca's. When collected, the door closed
and an officer of the guard standing with a spear, Boca
presented Mr. B. with a packet of letters to read. On
opening it he found them private letters to the Mission
family. He informed the Gov. and giving him some partic
ulars, was permitted to close them and the assembly dis
persed. We fear some suspicions are awakened in the mind
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�of the king which produced thfe order for a public read
ing.— The letters contained the information of Dr. H— ’ s
intended removal to Mowee, under the patronage of the
powerful Chief Krimokoo, with whom he has made an agree
ment for land, a house, etc.
July 13th. Marked by the commencement of what I
hope is a course of labours for myself in Boca's family.
Yesterday, after Mr. B— had spent his usual hour there
for instruction, and was leaving them, the request was
made that I should attend him for the purpose of instruct
ing his wife and her attendants. This morning I very
gladly accompanied-*fl|y friend, pleased to see an open door.
They seemed gratified with our coming, and ordering for
each of us a seat, placed themselves on the mats at our
feet, apparently determined to learn if they could. It
seemed like being where my thoughts had often, in past
years, placed me—on heathen ground. Before leaving them
Mr. B— read a portion o f scripture, and by an interpreter
explained it.
That is his usual way. They listen, with
attention, sometimes making some reply, as, the day be
fore, pou-lo-ak, miti, (all good)
July 14th. Mr. Whitney returned from Owhyhee in the
Atavi schooner, accompanied by William Tennooe. Of
Thomas Hoopo we hear a good report. Animated and engaged,
he seems like one in some good degree in earnest in his
Master’ s business. He appears to be gaining favour,
daily, with the king and queens. They have given him
land, built him a house and made such provision for him
that he has taken to live with him his father and several
of his relations. With these he prays morning and even
ing, in his own language, and labours to turn them from
their heathen vanities to serve the living and true GOD.
In the queen's family, also, he daily prays, at her re
quest. He is very useful to Mr. Thurston as an interpreter
and assistant. Of William what shall I say? We fear
the grace of GOD is still a stranger in his breast. Yet
we would not give him up, - - - With much pleasure did
we attend to our little school this afternoon. Capt.
Cary, with two or three others, called upon us to witness
so novel a scene as a school of heathen children. The
Mission family in compliance with an invitation from Capt.
C— have gone on board the Levant. I thought I could
better take this time for writing than most any I have,—
but have been interrupted. My dear friends, they will not
cease to remember, love and pray for me 'tho I make not
all the communication to them which my heart would dictate.
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�The toils of a missionary life they cannot realize.
But I would seize every opportunity to assure them that
not a moment finds me wishing my feet had sought a
smoother path.
July 15th. Yesterday, the L'Aigle, quite unexpect
edly, appeared off the harbour. Capt. S— soon came on
shore to procure a cask of lime, thinking then, as be
fore, to take his final leave of the Islands. The let
ters which we committed to his care, some weeks since,
and which we hoped on their way to our friends, he
brought back for additions and alteration. Unexpected
success in his business had kept him cruising in sight
of the Islands while we thought him far away. Struck
with the providence which, at this moment, had brought
a physician so near us, Mr. B— , with Capt. S— *s per
mission, addressed a line to Dr. Willians, surgeon of
the Ship, requesting him to spend a few days with us.
To our great comfort, before retiring to rest, we wel
comed him to our little cottage. Mr. Green, anticipat
ing our wants, politely invited him to board and lodge
with him. The kind hand of our heavenly Father seems
visible.
0 may we ever trust Him I
July 16th. Sabbath evening. "Let them now that
fear the Lord say, that his mercy endureth forever".—
How shall we pen the record of the tender mercies of our
GOD I This day has our dear sister Maria been carried
through the hour of anguish and made the joyful mother
of a living, pleasant child. Too much has been felt to
allow much said. To this hour we have looked with trem
bling. Relinquishing the hope of medical aid, destitute
of knowledge or experience, except in one instance, (Mrs.
C) and there an acknowledged want of fortitude, we won
dered how the scene would end# Judge you then our feel
ings in view of the provision GOD did make.
July 17th. Much consultation upon the subject of
dividing our little band and planting other stations.
The principal Chief of Owhyhee is pressing in his request
for one to be stationed with him. From Atavi the call
seems loud. To scatter, and thus, in a sense, weaken our
strength, is different from our original plan. To the
Great Head of the Church would we turn our eyes for
direction. Spent an hour, as usual, at Boca's, this morn
ing. We regret that our labour there, must, for a few
weeks, be suspended. Orders from the king require his
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�attendance at Kailuah.— They manifest, in various ways,
a sense of obligation for our attention to their in
struction- To-day, when leaving them, two servants were
sent with us, one with a fine melon, the other with a
half-bushel of bananas. Last week, two beautiful pine
apples, etc.
July 18th.
The question is decided. Two brethren,
Ruggles and Whitney, with their wives, proceed in the
Levant which sails within a few days to Atavi, to diffuse,
by the blessing of GOD, the light of salvation in that
dark Is le . Brother Loomis leaving his wife and child, to
proceed with all convenient dispatch to Taai, (Kawaihae)
the residence of Krimokoo (Kalanimoku). May it be found
to be of the Lord.
It was the more necessary to determine
this question without delay, as word must be sent by the
schooner which sails to-morrow. Capt. Cary calls at the
Island next week. Another opportunity might not be af
forded in many months. Communications are by no means
frequent.
July 19th. The morning in considerable bustle in
sending on board the schooner for Atavi, chests, trunks,
etc. Mr. B— very diligently employed in transcribing the
public journal, which already contains near a hundred
pages, folio. S— at her new employment of providing food
for a great family, nursing, and so on, while her mind,
with the wind, flies to her beloved friends, l onging to
take her pen, to tell them all her heart.
It does grieve
me to let so direct a conveyance, as this is thought to
be, pass without one word to many dear, dear friends. Yet
so it must be. A missionary l if e , while yet 'tis sweet,
is hard. This after-noon, Dr. W— , being called for by
the Capt, took his leave of us. He is a young man of
pleasing address and for his cheerful and successful at
tention merits our lasting gratitude. He was educated in
London and acquired his professional skill as a surgeon,
in one of the hospitals in that City. How striking the
providence that brought to our door, just at the moment
of danger, when we felt ourselves forsaken where we had
relied on help, aid from so distant and unexpected a
quarter.’ Father, forgive our sins, need to be our cry in
view of past misgivings of heart and present trembling at
the perspective of a few months. Mother and babe are re
markably well.
July 20th.
What arrangement we shall make of our
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�family concerns when so large a part has gone, we have
not determined. I should like to have this little cot
tage a few weeks with only my kind husband and pleasant
native boy, that so I might attend with more delight to
my school which is daily encreasing, and such mission
ary duties as each day brings with it. But where is
rest on earth? I would seek it not. Lord, help us to
finish our course with joy— fight the good fight of
faith and lay hold on eternal l i f e .
July 21st. Before the voyage ended I wrote to the
dear female Society Hartford and directed it to Mrs.
Bates.
I shall send it now. Tell Mrs. B— I had in
tended a long letter to her, aside from this* The open
ing of her bundle so kindly put up for me, with the per
usal of the note found in i t , dictated a letter at once,
and had strength been sufficient at that time, I should
have penned it . How many were kind to me! How much is
it out of my power to make returns ! GOD will regard all
that was done out of love to him.
July 22nd.
I believe I have never told you of a
native woman called Sally in whom we have all been inter
ested. She is the wife of an American— speaks English,
and with her two lit t le girls comes regularly every day
to learn to read. I earnestly desire to be more faithful
in instructing her. Some little seasons spent with her
in unfolding the first principles of Christianity, have
been exceedingly interesting.
It has awakened missionary
zeal when exhausting labours have smothered it . She has
a remarkably kind disposition— disposed to do all she can
for us— said to me yesterday, I hope we shall be friends,
and I try to do something for you when you do so much for
me. She thinks she wants to be a Christian and know about
GOD. 0, may the Lord, ere long, open her heart to know
love* This evening we have had an affecting assem
bling^ oY ourselves together.
Our minds were directed to
the solemn season of communion anticipated by us on the
morrow, and to the unhappy state of(M a. He has been, and
was now again, dealt with in a tender faithful manner, but
his heart seemed hard as the nether millstone. Unhappy
soul! The duty which the Church now considers binding on
them before coming to the table of our Lord, is indeed a
painful one.— GOD w ill take care of his own cause— but, 0,
the sad occasion given for the enemies of the foreign
Mission school, a n d o f - -- -- - to open their mouths I —
what cause of grief to the children of GOD! But let not one
�t
enemy triumph— let not the hand of one friend of Zion
slacken.
GOD has commanded all to repent and believe
the gospel, or they perish. &e has commanded all to
labours with Him.
July 23rd.
This day finds us all comfortable.
Had oUr morning servicS as usual, at ten o'clock. At
the close, the letter of excommunication to Wm. was
read publicly. Wretched youth! And is it done? Yes,
and we believe in obedience to the laws of Christ's
house. We leave the result with Him, while we tremble
and pray that the poor offender plunge not deeper into
sin. At four o'clock we hope to assemble again and then
come around the table of our dying, risen Lord and
Saviour. When the doors are shut about us, of his mercy
w ill He enter in and say, "Peace be with you"-July 24th.
I wrote a word to dear Mr. and Mrs.
Bartlett, last evening, and did not add any thing here.
Our family are starting off this morning— the discharge
of the gun, from the Levant, warns all to be in readineos,
and we have a day's work before our mail can be cloned.
But it must go. We know not when there is another.
Dear Sisters, adieu - - S. M. B.
As another instance of the unremitted kindness of my
dear S, who every day gives me proof of the richness of
that divine goodness, which in a way, unexpected "myster
ious and kind", brought to my bosom, a companion and
helpmate, I am allowed with my own hand to make this one
request of our dear sisters, that they will procure a
copy of this journal, the labor of her pen, and kindly and
carefully transmit it to our honored parents at Bennington,
Vermont. It would greatly comfort them and our dear
brothers and sisters and be a great satisfaction to your
far distant, but affectionate friend and brother,
H. Bingham
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Jan 25. This morning little Peggy Allen, attended by the domestic
who draws her in her little wagofi to school, came smiling along into my
room with a bowl of butter, a plate of sausages and some eggs saying,
"Makana me oe" (present me you), then gave me some furniture calico
to make her a gown. Another present also of a goat sent to my new little
girl whom I call Jane, for her to give the babe. Thus does God provide
for us. Whatever the channel I think it is good to look at the Source.
Jan. 27. Another busy week is drawing to a close. I love my heathen
school. My dear" little one hinders me but little in it, though from the
nature of my employment I indulge her too much, I fear, with a place in
or near my arms. Already do we find the need of wisdom to bring up this
child. But eleven weeks old, yet with all her sweetness manifests the
stock whence she sprung. 0 to know what was duty when her little selfish
feelings rise! She is quite in earnest about all she does, whether it
be talking after her manner, laughing aloud, or demanding a seat in my
lap. I have not yet that degree of strength which I had hoped I might
have. But I conclude a school will ever cause something of that exhaus
tion at the vitals of which I have often complained.
Feb. 4. Too busy this week, the little time I have between the
care of my school and babe in transcribing my journal, to add many new
dates. On Wednesday an English ship put in for water on her way to Cal
cutta. Mr. B. embraced the opportunity to write to Mr. Evarts. The
same day a schooner arrived from Maui bringing us a letter from our
faithful Thomas Hopu. Though he suffersgreat privations he seems intent
on following his king in all his intoxicated rambles, seizing every
sober moment that he may as he often expresses it lay the axe at the
root of the tree in the very commencement of his missionary work. May
the Lord keep him faithful. In his present situation many a man could
Satan lay for his feet did not his Divine Master uphold him. I wi4 h
you could witness the affection of my heathen scholars manifested towards.JLwe pj
I could not help saying to Mr. B. as I came out of my school room today
I never was happier in the pleasantest school I ever had in America.
Many of my dear pupils there would be happy to hear me say that, as
they will remember that I often had muc h enjoyment in school, arduous
as it might have been. These heathen girls are most of them indeed in
earnest to receive instruction as the conduct of each day testifies.
Three of them are obliged to attend the hula hula every afternoon. At
the close of the school this forenoon, and also last Saturday, they
proposed going quickly to eat and return immediately that they might
not lose the privilege of the bible lesson. The exercise of Saturday
afternoon is sewing, with the reading of a portion of scripture by
those who are able. This I explain to them as well as I can. Repeat
ing Wall's catechism is also an exercise. They returned according to
their proposal, read and heard their lesson explained, when the drum
beat for the dancers. Apparently much agitated they left their seats
in haste and ran with great speed for the village half a mile, anxious
while they sought improvement to avoid offence which should prohibit it.
They then joined the dance. This I mention as a specimen of the desire
they daily manifest to obtain instruction.
Evening, half past seven. The loud report of guns at a distance
upon the water - the firing of cannon and ringing of bells at the forts,
the noise and uproar of the village, all proclaim the king is near.
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�Without accounting for it thus, all this confusion in the night would
seem alarming. His arrival is unexpected, for by a vessel which left
Maui a few days since we were informed his majesty would not be here
for several weeks.
Eight o'clock. The scene is truly sublime. I have just turned
from the window, where I have been standing with a kind of awe upon
my mind. The loud roar of the cannon, the rolling echo, the-vivid
flash showing upon the dark clouds of the night, the wild uproar on
all sides, inspire a degree of sacred solemnity. May I listen to the
words of our dear Redeemer, "Be ye ready for in such an hour as ye
think not the Son of Man cometh" - 0 the pomD, the aweful solemnities
of that hour when He shall come as King of Kings and Lord of Lords.
Feb. 5. Sabbath evening. Our little enclosed dwellings have
been peaceful, entered only by a few who came to hear the word of God
but all has been noise abroad. The king landed in the morning. There
has been much firing through the day. Last night the crier went round
lifting up his loud voice calling upon the people to bring in mats,
tapas, hogs, dogs, poe, &C. That alone would have occasioned a bustling
day. Mr. B. and Mr. Thurston have been this evening to pay their res
pects - have just returned and a sorry account they bring of his honor.
They found him stretched upon the mats, totally insensible from intoxi
cation. They sat by him a little while and in taking their leave the
young queen lifted up his lifeless hand that they might give him their
aroha. It seems that in a drunken frolick he ran away and probably will
have some of the nobility after him shortly.
Feb. 6 . The brethern called again on his majesty - found him awake
from his deep slumber, and as is usual for him in a pleasant mood. To
the application they made him for permission to erect their house, he
at first objected on the ground that it was what his father did not
allow foreigners, but on being told that the women must suffer by sick
ness perhaps die, by living in wet straw huts through long_rains, he
said, "Hanahana" (do it).
Feb. 7.
I too have been to pay respect to royalty. We would by
Sister Maria
and I took our sweet babes that they might plead for us. We were re
ceived very kindly by the queens, chiefs and chieftesses. The king
was again locked up in sleep and we did not see him, though we sat
upon the mats waiting near two hours. In some letter I may be more
particular in the description of this visit, as it is desirable to
take some way to give my friends more knowledge of this poor people
among whom I dwell. A vessel is coming in - said to be Kalanimoku
after the king. Evening - Again the brethern have trod their way to
court thinking it needful to give their early aroha to the high chief
Kalanimoku.
all means win their favor and confidence if we could.
Feb. 8 . Early this morning a very friendly call from Kalanimoku.
He looked about our houses, played with our babes, expressed his kind
regards for us and took his leave. He was asked to stay to breakfast
but refused lest the young king should take advantage of his absence
to become intoxicated. He desired to set sail with him sober, there
fore hoped we would not think him unfriendly to us if he did not stay.
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�Feb. 9. A native of Kauai who has just returned from America
called on us. He speaks a little English. He was in raptures at what
he had seen in that land. He says "0, I wish this people like America
people. If they know what you leave there they would think you wanted
to do good to them. The yough king Li hoii ho say to me, quick as he
see me "Will America come take my islands?' They send frigate." No
America not want your Island - rich enough, no come here for that, but
they could take all in half a day, they wanted. I tell him good men
do good in Tahiti, they be like America people and people of Englafid.
England not take their Island - they own that like they did before. Bad
men tell you stories - bad men everywhere, me see some bad men America,
some good." Such was his strain. He expressed great pleasure in seeing
us here - said he came to tell us how glad he was. I did not mention
in the date of the 6th the receipt of letters from Kauai. They bring
us good tidings. The king Kaumualii appears exceedingly interested in
what he now learns from the bible through the interpretation of Honolii.
The Capt. of the schooner informed us that last week the king sent out
his crier, prohibiting dancing and work in the "Kalo patches" on the
Sabbath. Honolii gives us some account of this in his letter to Mr. B.
After giving many of the particulars relative to the king's desire to
hear the word of the Great Jehovah he says "I, John, told the king
"your people have hula hula on the Sabbath day? The king say, yes"
Then I ask him, "Can you wait hula hula on this day? Your people may
hula hula on Monday, this day it is holy. Then king say we may stop
hula hula on another Sabbath day." Our hearts cannot but rejoice at
the opening prospects at Kauai. Still we would put not ogr confidences
in princes but in the Lord Jehovah in whom is everlasting strength.
Feb. 10. The report of cannon again informs us the king is setting
sail. Wind, weather and inclination have prolonged his stay beyond what
Kalanimoku intended. When they will let him come again, I believe,
cannot be said, though the king's word is, shortly. We are not allowed
to set up our house till he returns. 0 this poor nation! Can these
dry bones live? In the words of the prophet, may I make reply to myself,
0 Lord, God, thou knowest.
Feb. 12. I was deeply affected not long since with a relation of
the bloody custom prevalent among this people while under the gloomy
cruel reign of idolatry, of citing infants to the sharks. The relator
mentioned one instance which he had witnessed of a mother throwing her
little one from her breast to the devouring monster, with the belief
that it would become a kua (God). I had heart of the cruel superstition
before, but now clasping my babe to my bosom, maternal feelings yearned
within me. And may the blessings of the holy happy religion of Jesus
come to this people through our instrumentality. My heavenly father
strengthening me, most cheerfully will I suffer privation, endure toil
and earthly separation from the friends of my youth, counting it all
joy to be thus privileged.
Feb. 13. Have added to our family by taking a native woman named
Man who for a number of weeks has attended our school. Diligence and
sobriety appear in her more than in most of the females we have seen.
While her desire for learning may be gratified I flatter myself she
may eventually lighten some of our labors. But we cannot say. HaDpy
privilege and 0 for a heart to improve it, to seek God's blessing upon
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�every movement we make! She is rather awkward with my child, but hope
she will relieve my hands some from this pleasant little burden, and
do plain sewing which will give me more time for my appropriate work.
Feb. 14. This morning, one of the two young men belonging to the
king under the instruction of Brother Thurston, came into our room
apparently concerned, "Lihoiiho nuinui kaukau rum kukini Hawaii, likelike aihue" (The king drink much rum, run off to Hawaii like a thief.)
It appears;from Information just received that on leaving this place
he went to Maui, where he remained three days in an intoxicated state,
then took a sudden start followed by Kalanimoku. Kahumanu, queen
dowager, who is in a sense the head of the nation, remains at Maui,
ready as James Kahuhu says, to be hehena (crazy) with the wild conduct
of the young king.
Feb. 15. A pleasant visit last evening from Hannah & George
Holmes. H. with three others of the larger scholars has not been able
to attend school this week. The hula hula is again resumed with appar
ently new interest. There has been something of a respit of this folly.
They are now making every effort to be akamai (expert) when the king
shall return. Of course so small a matter as the pala Dala must give
way. H. told us she read some each day in her bible, pave several
particulars of the first miracle wrought by our Saviour, she read yes
terday. It did one's heart good to see the joy she manifested, in
sitting down with us again, after two or three days absence in such
drudgery. The hour was quite filled ud in conversation - telling
them some things from the bible, questioning them concerning things
before related, speaking of American customs, etc. In all they took
a lively interest.
Feb. 16. This day has been set apart by the church as a day of
fasting, humiliation and prayer. May our Covenant God for the Mediator's
sake graciously accept us in it. We needed such a season. 0 for grace
so to observe it as to receive the blessing! We assembled at ten this
morning, united in prayer and singing, and considered the important
duties of the day. It was proposed that we inquire seriously with our
selves what ought we to confess before God - what ought we to deolore what to abhor in ourselves - what to acknowledge with gratitude as
received from God - and what ought we to pray for? How are we as a
church, how am I as an individual, concerned in each of these inquiries?
Evening - We have had an opportunity of looking together at the
solemn inquiries proposed to us in the morning. The great object of our
mission has been presented, and the great importance of girding on our
armor and standing in readiness for the contest we might yet have to
maintain with the prince of darkness. We were exhorted to live under
an habitual sense of dependence upon God for safety and usefulness,
bearing continually in our minds the greatness of our work and the wiles
and power of the enemy. Do Christians continue to pray for this Door
people, who, notwithstanding what God has done for them, are still the
wretched slaves of Satan? Do they continue their prayer for us, a little
flock placed in the holy Drovidence of the great Shepherd in the desert
where wild beasts roam? 0 we are weak and defenseless - in the Lord
Jehovah in whom is everlasting strength may our undivided, humble constant
trust be found.
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�Feb. 17. Many of the heathen about us today. Several chiefs and
chieftesses, among whom Like!ike, the favorite wife of Kalanimoku, just
arrived from Maui. She tells us the chief with the king will be here
soon. How necessary it is that we be looking daily to God to give us
and our object favor in their eyes.
Feb. 18. We were gratified after the vigorous effort made for
the hula hula to see our scholars both at public worship and sabbath
school. Hannah H. came up to the meeting Friday night. She said she
should beg for leave on Saturday niqht to attend here on the Sabbath.
She told me today she went to Li 1iha who said "ae maikai" (yes, it is
good). 0 , may the time, the blessed time, be at hand when it shall be
felt to be good for rulers and ruled to obey the commandments of Jehovah
Feb. 21. How would a house look again built and furnished in
American style? Called this morning with Mr. B. upon a sick neighbor,
a white resident. Mats and calabashes with a table constituted all the
furniture. No light but what came in at the door and that of a height
which obliged us literally to enter it on our knees. He had another
house in the yard but differing nothing from this except that it was
longer and did not oblige us to stoop so low. Yesterday after visiting
him we looked in at his goat yard, which contained three hundred goats
and kids. I was gratified with the sight.
Feb. 22. Great joy today among the natives at the birth of a child
of the great Chief Kalanimoku. Some time in the night we were awakened
by the loud and constant roar of cannon. Not thinking of this event, we
labored to imagine the cause - satisfied our minds however with what
seemed so probably, some new arrival of the nobility from the windward,
and composed ourselves to sleep. Waking at light we found the same con
tinued. Inquiry was quickly made, when it appeared one little simple
stranger just entered the confused world and caused the uproar. The
firing has continued through the day, with little cessation; the natives
assembled on all sides to drink rum. Some of our adult scholars were
ordered to go, but as they perceived the order was not from the chiefs
they promptly refused and came to school.
Feb. 27. Word is brought us that the new born child is dead. We
had felt a little pleasure in its birth, in the midst of the sickening
expressions of the people's joy, hoping that we might be allowed to aid
in bringing the heir of a petty earthly inheritance, this heir of end
less being, to rule wisely the one - to enjoy with immortal felicity
the other. But God has ordered in this event. Mr. B. has just taken
his hat and walked to the village to ascertain the truth of the report
and manifest our interest in them, lo o'clock. He returns - Yes, the
spirit of the little stranger has fled. As if disgusted with such rude
honor, it has escaped. The disappointed Chief (alas like too many in a
Christian land) knows not the blessed cure for disappointments in this
vain world. The rain has been very heavy and pretty constant. Water
coming through our straw thatching, with our mats almost rotten at our
feet, brought on a cold which for one day was very threatening. I took
my bed, gave up my school to my dear husband, and looking to him as my
physician under the great Physician sought to avoid the threatened evil.
His little skill but assiduous kind and tender care were blessed. After
some hours of great pain in every limb, with much heat a generous per
spiration was induced, which was salutary. As I lay in that situation,
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the rain pouring down upon our straw cottage, the name of physician
no where near, still it was not without reason that I felt comparatively
few in our wretched earth had the real comforts that surround me. I
longed to have my sisters know how hapDy Sybil was. Never forget that
all is of the mere mercy of God.
March 2. Through another week of unpleasant weather my health so
much threatened has been preserved. I have been able to sit in the
school room, where are two open windows (no boards to be obtained for
shutters) each day with my babe. The dear little thing is remarkably
well, My larger scholars call it "maikai", rain, for by it they are
released from the hula hula, and can attend to their books, the hardest
showers never detain them. Thus the rains which we feared might inter
rupt the school prove one means of its steady continuance. A man in a
state approaching to intoxication entered our year today and coming to
the school room says to me, "Ma'am, have you grog to sell?" I replied,
"No, but I have a bible I can give you which will tell you how to excape
hell and go to heaven." The man put his hat down, said he had not money
enough to buy one but should be glad of one. I asked if he could read
it. His reply was he once learned to read and once had a bible but he
had not attended to these things lately. I gave him a bible, heard him
read part of a chapter, and said, "You are a stranger, but at the judg
ment when you stand before God to be judged I shall see you and you will
then remember that you had God's holy word given you and was exhorted to
leave your sins and seek the salvation of your soul." He thanked me,
turned down the leaf where he read, and left the house very civilly.
How many wretched souls in our failed world!
March 3. Some trouble for two <jlays past with the children in our
family. Several have left. It wants much wisdom on the part of all
concerned to know how to manage them wisely. We consider aversion to
labor as one trait in the character of this people. The parents and
all concerned in the children that are with us seem to have their _____
open lest some task should be imposed upon them. We hope the present
cloud will scatter. William says "they be sorry by and by". It would
be no small trial to witness the outbreakings of an evil heart in him.
But full well I know there is no sure dependance upon anything which
has earth attached to it. 0 to have a right deDendence upon God.
March 4. A dreadful wailing from the village sounds in our ears.
It is the wretched cry of heathen sorrow over a victim of death.
(No date) About thirty natives were present, and listened with
profound attention, with scarcely the exception of a child. This after
noon thirty-two came, as last Lord's day to Sabbath school. Mr. B. read
in Opukahaia endeavoring to impress upon their minds some plain simple
truths. Thomas interpreted. The school was closed by joining with
Honolii in prayer in his native tongue. Who could behold the great
Jehovah, his holy name addressed in a language they understood!
This evening something like a conference has been attended at the
house of one of them, hoping to improve the visit of Thomas to his own
good and that of others. He returns on Wednesday. He was sent hither
by the king, with cloth for fine ruffled shirts to be made before his
return.
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�To risK the displeasure of the kina by declining we deem hazzardous; especially as we have lately presumed upon his goodness as much as
we dared,by sending a mission to Kauai, without his particular advice
and cooperation, and as he has for a week or more been in a state of
daily intoxication deprived by that means of the little reason expected
from a heathen - hazzardous as it is to decline, yet to accomplish the
work with my other cares seems impossible. Sister L does well to take
care of herself and babe at this early period and at the same time to
bear trial of having her husband leave her for his new station at
Kawaihae. Mrs. C. has her hands filled.
Aug. 9. The brig sails and Thomas and Mr. L. leave us. One shirt
done for his majesty - two more engaged to be sent by the next vessel
on Saturday. No timp to write. Yesterday much excitement in the minds
of the white residents by being summoned to assemble at Boki's, where
orders received from the seat of government were issued, requiring all
the foreigners who did not belong to the king or Kalanimoku to leave
the Islands the first opportunity. Orders came to us as being included
among the whites, for "Wahine" (women) and all to appear before the Gov.
I sent a polite request to the Gov., begging that we might be excused
as Sister L. was sick and myself much engaged at work for his Majesty.
The request was at once complied with. While our friends were gone it
was a moment of suspense nor could our anxious minds determine what
this could mean. But they returned smiling, assuring us it was nothing
which threatened the mission family any particular evel, as they had
liberty from the king to reside here while they remained harmless. The
Gov. was very polite to them, inviting Mr. B. to a seat on one hand and
Thomas Hopu on the other.
Aug. 17. Put on board the Clarion, Capt. Gyzelear, letters for
America. I could send but few now, one to my sister and one to Mrs. C.
Aug. 21. A present again from Mr. G., of rice, soao and various
little articles of comfort just received by the St. Martins. Capt. Dean
of Albany, lately from Manila, arrived on the 19th. We are indebted in
part to Capt. D. for the present. We have many favors from this concern.
As Mr. G. came in with his servants, bringing the articles, I was wash
ing with the last piece of soap in our possession. That article is
difficult to be obtained here, the small quantities some times brought
from ships which touch here is sold, at 50 cts per lb. And a barrel of
good soft soap could hardly be purchased for less than fifty dollars.
Even ashes that are good cannot be saved from our fire, burning as we
must light wood brought from the mountains on the shoulders of the
natives and purchased at an extravagant rate. Of rice we had become
destitute except about a quart which I had laid aside against the day
of want. You may easily conceive the present was timely and acceptable.
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�Nov. 27th, 1821. Yesterday the ship Globe, C apt. Gardener,
sailed for Nantucket, by the way of Cape Horn. Much writing was
committed by the family to his care, for beloved friends at home.
Mr. G. put up a few articles, collected on the islands, for the
gratification of his friends. I did the same, directing the box
which contained them to Mr. Whiting, Hartford. One letter was en
closed in it. Another, much crowded with words, and enclosing four
pages of the journal, directed to Mrs. C. W. was given, with family
letters, to Capt. G. to be placed in the Post Office, on his arrival
in America. One letter also to Capt. Windsor. Mr. B. sent more
than fifty pages of his journal written at Atavi, to his patrons-a long letter to the Board, with several to private friends. Several
sheets of the public journal, kept at this station, were likewise
forwarded. One can hardlv imagine how busy we are a short time pre
vious to the sailing of a vessel thus freighted by us. But it is
surely a most pleasant pressure of business.
Nov. 29th, Thursday. We think it to be Thanksgiving, today in
Mass. and find our thoughts often going there; desireing also to
lift them to that blessed place where thanksgivings never cease.
Dec. 3rd. An unsatisfied feeling in my mind— an arrival,
yesterday, from America. Papers, with three or four letters, were
received. But nothing from the Board, and nothing from home. Still
it is exceedingly pleasant to hear from beloved America. Tho I hear
not from personal friends, I hear of Zion's enlargement, and in this
my heart rejoices. I speak of an unsatisfied feeling, but it deserves
hardly to be named. The monthly concert, this evening, seemed a re
freshing season. Some of the joyful intelligence received, particu
larly the progress of the light in its march through the regions of
darkness towards th« shores of the Pacific, laid a foundation for the
remarks, all of which were calculated to warm and animate our hearts.
Dec. 4th. Evening. Our dear Sister L. is the mother of a
second child. As a record of GOD's tender dealings, I would note a
few circumstances. Comfortable and cheerful through the fore part
of the day, she requested Mr. L. as he went to his school, to ask
me to sit with her. I took Mr. B. also Mrs. T. shortly came in.
Mr. L. as was customary in a recess of the school, came to his room.
Mrs. C. very busy, engaged to join our little circle before long.
But she did not make one till we had dressed a lovely babe and could
say all is well. Mother and child laid quietly to rest, we all, save
the husband, went to our tea at the usual hour. What other comment
can I make here, than, our GOD is gracious!
Dec. 5th. One of the Russian ships of discovery entered port
again, returning from the north. I am nurse, and stand also in many
other capacities. If I take my pen it must be but for a line.
Dec. 6th. Capt. Schischmaroff, with his officers, called. By
them we learn that the Commodore is expected soon. Then I shall hope
to see my kind physician, toaether with our friBnd, Mr. Boyle.
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Dec. $th. Public worship has been unusually strengthening today.
Mr. B. preached from 1st Samuel 6 . Brother and Sister T. offered
their child in baptism. I enjoyed the baptismal season beyond what
I used to before I was a parent.
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�Dec. 10th. Lieu. Boyle and Dr. Koval iff called upon us this morning.
It was indeed pleasant to me, to meet again, those who had once been sent,
by the hand of Providence, to my relief when distressed. The Doctor,
after hearing the complaints that attended me at Atooi, with some that
still remained, gave it as his opinion that many decisive marks of Scrophula appear, having been inherent in the constitution and becoming
troublesome at this period of life in consequence of a severe cold.
Dr. H. had given an opinion somewhat similar at Atooi. Mr. B. had also,
previously to that, expressed his fears of the same. But I was slow
to believe. I had never been sensible of the least symptoms of it before,
and now the thought was most unwelcome. But Dr. K. encourages me to hope
that what remains of the complaint, may be so far removed, that I shall
never suffer from it, unless by exposure to cold. He has selected from
our medical stores, and taken on board a few materials to make some pre
parations for me; though my general health, for a few weeks past, has
been so good as to make it seem almost unnecessary to rank me among invalids.
Dec. 11th. This morning, Mr. Boyle called on Com. Vassilief. As one
intent upon collecting information, the Comm, made many inquiries as to the
state of our mission, our plan of procedure, etc. all of which Mr. B. cheer
fully answered, filling up an hour to two with conversation, very pleasantly.
Dec. 12th. An arrival from Amer1ca---Br1g Owhyhee. Capt. Henery.
Phamphlets, papers, and letters received by 1t, feast our eyes and gladden
our hearts. But, Oh!, before the seals are half broken, sadness 1s upon
every countenance. Our father, our friend, our counsellor, our guide,
1s gone. "The hand of the beloved and revered Dr. Worcester, lies cold
1n the mission burylng-ground at Bralnard! It writes no more with pen
and ink, 1 n this vale of tears--h1 s mind 1 s no more employed in devising
and executing missionary enterprises on earth." So writes the dear
Mr. Evarts. With the church at home, and with fellow laborers abroad,
we mingle our tears; and desire to bow with submission to this afflictive
stroke; while we would call on our hearts for praise to the great Lord of
Missions who raised up such an instrument in his glorious work of enlarg
ing Zion's borders; and having allowed him to accomplish his appointed
labors, has received him to his rest. While memory remains his last most
tender look, when he gave us a parting hand, will be vivid in my eye.
There is a serene smile which beamed upon us through the falling tear,
too sweet to be forgotten.
Dec. 14th. The examination of the school. The pupils that have
been steadily in school, have, most of them, made very desirable progress.
In point of numbers the school has much diminished. Various reasons have
operated to produce this dimunition; but none of them of such nature as
to dampen our hopes of seeing this whole nation ere long seeking instruction.
Dec. 15th. Called, today, with Mr. B. at the village. Found Kahoomanu
so very sick. The Russian physicians consider her case vital. She noticed
us with kindness and appeared as if gratified with our attention to her.
Just pointing her mind to the Christian God and expressing our condolence,
we withdrew.
I have spoken of myself as under medical care, but lest my sisters
should have needless anxiety about me, they will permit me to transcribe
a little scrap which lies byjne now, at the close of the week, penned
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�last Sabbath evening, as a sort of guide for my labors the week
ensuing. The things which then appeared as duties in prospect, I have
had strength given me to perform, with the addition of some others. I
do not speak of them as great, but ability to perform even thus much
demands my gratitude. The principal things in the hasty sketch are as
follows. "Rise each morning before the sun, if not disturbed in my rest
as a nurse during the night. Consider the nursing of sister M. and her
babe as a primary labor of the week. Superintend the washing and the
ironing of her family, with my own--lend my influence in entertaining
strangers that may call to visit our establishment. Make one visit to
the village to call on the queen, some chiefesses, my scholars, etc.
Observe how Somoo spends the day. Keep by me and seek the improvement
of the new girl, the wife of S. See that William receives some new
ideas from books, each day. Have a careful eye to the wants of little
Sophia who spends the days at this infant period, in stepping from one
kind of mischief to -another as fast as her little feet will carry her.
Keep up my journal— give some time to the language. Which things, to
gether with duties I owe my own soul, seem now necessary to be performed.
My reason for offering you this, sketched as it was, with no" other
view than to assist me in faithfulness, is, that you may be comforted
to know, that, the laboring under some bodily infirmities, God is pleased
not to lay me aside from my work.
Sabbath. Dec. 16th. Preaching by Bro. T. Public worship has been
in a few instances disturbed. Today, a gentleman after stepping about
and muttering out some restless feelings, at the close of the second sing
ing, left the house, much agitated, sa/^"You will all go to heaven, no
doubt of it."
This evening Mr. B. and I called again upon the sick Kahoomanoo.
This sickness, we fear, may be unto death; still we hope that it will
be to the glory of God.
She listened with an interest, such as she has never before mani
fested, to what was said concerning the blessed Redeemer. All her
affected airs of dignity were laid aside. Lying on her sick couch,
one hand given to Mr. Bingham, the other placed between mine, she
seemed not only willing, but desirous to hear something from the ser
vants of the living GOD. After giving her such instructions as he
thought suitable at this time, Mr. B. asked if he should pray; to which
she readily assented, giving orders that the yard, filled with her
attendants of every rank, should be kept in silence. We knelt by her
couch and sought to look to Him who has purchased the heathen with his
own most precious blood. It would be impos'sible to speak the feelings
which filled the breast. We took our leave. The friendly hona, with
like friendly alloah was given by
numbers as we passed out the yard.
I do feel it a privilege to be on heathen ground. 0 , to be found
faithful, humble, and devoted!
Dec. 17th. Accompanied Mr. B. again to the village. It is hoped K.
is better. She received us with the same kindness as in the two former
visits. I had a seat given me at.her head, and while rubbing her with
spirits of camphor, with which she seemed comforted, endeavored to divert
her mind to Him who once endured pain and death for our sakes, but was
now in glory--his placed upon us. As we rose to go she requested that
Mr. B. should pray with her again. I need not say this was a pleasant
sound to our ears; and when she had commanded silence in all her atten
dants, with melting hearts we knelt by her side and offered our petitions
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�Of may our gracious Lord, for the honor of his great name among the
heathen, hear our feeble requests!— As we entered the village a wild up
roar around, almost stunned our ears. Inquiring the cause; some of the
shameless conduct"of intoxicated white men was named to us. I immediately
clung to the arm of my dear friend, associating in my mind the guilty
streets of Sodom. And, how sweet the privilege to our pained hearts, to
find one little spot, in the midst, where, with the rulers of the poluted
nation around us, we might bow in solemn silence before a GOD of infinite
purity!
Dec. 22nd. Often do I speak of busy days and weeks. The last has
been such. Could my sisters look at me in the bustle of the great Missionfamily, they would exclaim, "How different from what Sybil once loved".
Since we returned from Atooi, I have had my lodgings in the large open
room above stairs. With the work and lodgings of others about me, I have
felt at home only by drawing my curtains around my bed. But missionary
life could not be a secluded one, even if solitary apartments abounded.
I am more happy in active life than I could once have been. I have felt
the want of a foom more, the past week, from having so good an opportunity
as the one which is now presented to me, of sending, as we hope, directly
to America. But daily visits to Kahoomanoo, with diligent preparation for
my school, which is to commence on the 25th, would have given me but little
time to devote to distant friends, had I been accommodated with a spot to
spread my paper. I shall send no journal or letters, unless it be one
which I hope to write tonight to Bennington. I have been obliged to use
my pen in preparing little lessons in Owhyhea and English for my scholars,
designing to have them transcribed upon the slate, then upon paper.
Dec. 23rd. Sabbath. Celebrated by the Russians in port, or the
birthday of their beloved Emperor. According to their reckoning it is
Monday, the 24th. The Mission family were invited, but had a ready ex
cuse and invited them to tea on the following day--the 24th with us. Mr. B.
preached, today from Isa. 6-1. "Arise, Shine, etc." Been, this evening,
to the village.
Dec. 25th. Com. V., Capt. S., and their officers, dined with us.
We were able to set before them a dinner in very decent order. A consid
erable packet has been closed today and been put aboard Brig Pedlar,
Capt Meek, for America. I commence again the labors of the school. It
will be pleasant to get this heathen school around me as before. It is
now like a little flock scattered over the plain. A lecture, this even
ing, in observance of Christmas.
Dec. 26th. It was most pleasant, this evening, in visiting Kahoomanoo,
to see our faithful friend Thomas Hopoo superintending the sick chamber.
It is a laborious and very responsible post; but we trust the hand of the
Lord has placed him in it for good. The Russians appear interested in him-have had him on board several days to assist them in forming a vocabulary
of this language. It is through their influence that he is now attendant
upon the queen.
Dec. 27th. The firing of the cannon last night announced the arrival
of the kincj. The sickness of K. has hastened his return.
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�Dec. 28th. Great order and stillness appear in the chamber, tonight.
The king, with two or three of his wives, Adams, Gov. of Owhyhee, and
some others, were present. Thomas appeared awake to his duty. K. is
lodged in the upper room of a framed house, lately purchased by govern
ment of American traders. Two more are upon the islands for sale. One
is erected. This room is well done off— has in it two large glasses, a
good sofa, a straw carpet, and a mahogany table filled, at present, with
things suitable for a sick-room. It is difficult to say what is the state
of Kahoomanoo's mind. She still appears disposed to give an ear to what
is said of another world.
Dec. 29th. I have become quite a visitor at the village. Mrs. Johns
and Sophia would think I loved it better than I used to shopping, when in
Canandaigua I always applied to them to do such errands for me. Immedi
ately after breakfast, I placed Sophia in her little wagon drawn by two
little boys, and with Mr. B. set off to visit the great village and look
up some of our lost children. Called first upon Gov. Adams--found him
sitting at his door; after bidding us good-morning, in English, directed
us in, where we were introduced to his wife, a noble looking woman, lying,
in the customary posture, flat upon her stomach. I seated myself by her,
when she gave me her hand, and quite undisturbed viewed me with pleasant
looks. Twenty, or more, surrounded her, several of whom were extended in
the same position, while others were sitting upon mats, or standing. We
stayed but a few moments— took our leave and hastened to the house of
Kahoomanoo. We here first paid our respects to the king whom we found in
the lower room, with several of his chiefs. He, as usual, appeared pleas
ant, and happy to see us. The pleasant mood of little Sophia who famili
arly gave him her hand, with a kiss, much pleased him. Requesting a visit
from him as soon as convenient, we took our leave for the chamber. Upon
the stairs were one or two queens, at their breakfast, while a crowd
attended upon them. They were very complacent and made a passage up for
us, where we found K. just rising from her couch, having on a clean long
gown, to take a few turns about the room. Thomas was at his post. A
few moments passed pleasantly and we left then to call upon Mr. Marin
who was sick. He still continues high in favor of the chiefs. Until
the Russians introduced Thomas, he was superintendant of the sick-room.
Here we made a short call, then went in search of some of our children.
Looked first for Olida, daughter of the late Capt. of Boston. This
child was committed to our care before we left America. She was taken
into the family within a few months after our landing. While we were at
Atooi, this summer, she, among others, went away. We could not get sight
of her this morning, but so far brought over relations, as to have the
promise of having her sent to us tonight. Settled our business here and
went next to the house of poor infirm old man, once enjoying the privi
leges of a civilized land; who has eight motherless children, two of whom
have been at sometime promised to us. One of the eight we have had with
us, a year or two. Leaving this house, we set out for our own. As we
passed a collection assembled for play, we discovered one boy for whom
we had been looking. We beckoned to him, and readily attached him to
our train, apparently pleased to be offered again the privileges of the
family and school. It was rather a late hour for school when we reached
home; but the scholars were waiting, and soon I seated myself among them,
gratified with the orospect of an increase in numbers. Mr. B. turned
to the village, taking the subscriptions for the orphan fund, with a view
to lay it before Com. V. and his officers; intending to suggest the plan
of having Kahoomanoo, or some other, applied to for two orphan children
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�to be placed immediately under our care. Mr. Boyle and Dr. K. returned
with Mr. B. to take leave of the family. With gratitude let me say that
I am much relieved in every one of the distressing symptoms of the scrophula. My throat, joints, etc., tho not sound, are all better--my weak
eye-1 ids as much so--my general health pretty good.
Evening. A vessel has arrived--135 days from Boston--letters, pack
ages, and sundries on board for the Missionaries! We cannot receive them
tonight. May our minds be prepared for joy or grief.
Dec. 30th. This morning a note was received from Com. V. accompany
ing a donation of $87 and seven ducats. A present also of a decanter
and a dozen beautiful cut glass tumblers, to the ladies. The proposal,
yesterday, was received with more than civility--thanks were very fully
expressed for the opportunity thus offered them of aiding our object.
Dec. 31st. Dismissed school at sun-set, took my tea, laid my little
one to rest, and once again went to visit K. The Russians sailed yester
day and had not time to make the request for the two children as was
proposed. But my mind had seized hold of the plan with too much eagerness
to carry it but half through. This was our erranc tonight. We told the
queen that the Russians had given something towards educating one or two
orphan children, and if she would commit to our care two little girls,
this should be expended for them, and no pains should be spared on our
part to do them good and train them up for useful ness;--adding that we
would give them the names of some good ladies in America, who we doubted
not would feel a pleasure in contributing to their further support. The
purpose pleased her. She at once said, that when well, she would look
about her people, and two promising ones should be given me. We had a
pleasant visit--joined in prayer and took our leave.
January 1, 1822. Another year commences--I hope it is not without
solemn thought. It is a day in which I have, for several years, sought
retirement. But none has been allowed me today. Preparation was made
in the morning to wait upon the king and his attendants at breakfast.
After waiting some time a message came that he would dine with us.
Immediately after this, two large casks and a box were brought from
the newly arrived vessel. These were opened, and presented to our view
various articles of comfort, papers, pamphlets, and letters. A bundle,
a little box, and thirty pages of letters were soon taken out as belong
ing to me. My school surrounded me, but this was too rich a feast to
allow of my doing much more for them, this forenoon. I had just time
to count my letters and open the parcels, when Kamamaloo and her train
approached. They had come to dine, sent by the king*who, himself, was
too much intoxicated. Just presented with such a repast as had now been
spread before us, we turned from it most reluctantly to a meaner one.
But the great object must be to entertain our royal guest. Having broken
the seals, but read only here and there a line, the bell rang for dinner.
I hastily glanced the eyes to seize something to feed upon while attend
ing to other things. This was a paragraph which told me my dear Lucy
was low. With a sorrowful heart I took my seat at table at the right
hand of the queen. Tears, ere long, came to my relief. With anxious
countenances they inquired the cause. I informed them; but surpressing
my feeling, passed the ceremonies of dinner, and waited upon the noisy
company an hour after, in my chamber. Taking leave of the family,
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�Kamamaloo went to the school room, requesting me to take my place there
as usual. I followed her with the letters in my hands, and did as well
as I could to entertain her an hour longer in school. This was pleasant
tho 30 pages, from distant, beloved friends, did lie by me unread. She
attended upon it all with much patience and apparent interest. It was
already near sunset when she took her leave; but she had not gone many
rods before she met the king, who directing her to wait, entered the
school room with his train. They could all stand, and that was the most.
Mr. B. and the brethern soon took the ground, while I, taking up my little
one, allowed my school to slide out at the back door and retired. He read
a few of the little cards of Owhyhee words, and heading his band again,
returned to the village.
Night comes--our supper ended,— our little ones asleep,
pens, while the watch passes on to eleven and twelve, engage
Happy to begin the year with dear American friends, with the
with the busy bustle of our missionary work, let me stop and
I indeed begin it with GOD!"
letters and
our attention.
heathen, and
inquire, "do
Jan. 2nd. I could fill sheets and then not utter half the feelings
of my full heart, at the much these precious letters contain. My dear L.
where must my thoughts fly to meet with her? Much loved S. Oh that you
were as happy as God allows your unworthy sister to be! Beloved kindred
and friends.! Peace my fluttering heart, and know Jehovah reigns. With
him it is soul-composing to leave them all.
Jan. 4th. Refreshed from sleep, I feel strengthened for the labors
of another day. Yesterday, was too busy to take my pen. I would sketch
the history of the day, did I not think I had already beBn more particular
than perhaps is necessary.
Jan. 5th. Capt. Morters arrived from Atooi. Letters from the breth
ren. Mr. B. seems called in providence to make his arrangements for a
visit to that place again, shortly. He does indeed find it necessary to
till many posts. -May his divine Mother give him wisdom and strength for all.
Sabbath. Jan. 6th. Mr. B. addressed us from these words, "Be ye
also patient, stablish your hearts; for the coming of the Lord draweth
nigh." It would be pleasant to give a little abstract of the sermon, as
also of my own feelings. I will only say, it indeed seemed like being
partaker of the rich comforts of those whose lot was among the "loved
dwellings of Zion." My soul could say it is good to be here. 0, that
I might commence and pursue my course, this year, in reference to this
solemn subject! Went, at evening, with my dear friend, to call on K.
Cose (who arrived today from Atooi) and some others. Some little inci
dents interesting. But I must say less in my journal. or greatly fail
in what I owe to many who have favored me with orecious letters, I have
but little time to write.
Jan. 12. Saturday. School has been the business of the week.
Twenty-five scholars--more upon the list. The school room is fitted up,
tickets are printed, and my plans for daily order are so well digested
now, as to give me the hope of leisure sufficient to write a letter or
two for the vessel which sails soon. Should I do nothing more than
transcribe this, do be particular in giving the most cordial thanks,
whenever it is in your power, to all that have written to me.
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�Feb. 2nd. Again have we had the rich pleasure of closing, and put
ting on board a vessel bound to America, a large packet of letters, etc.
for beloved friends at home. Ship Paragon. Apt. Henry, left the harbor
this morning for Canton, there, thence, direct to Boston. Public Journal
sent as usual--a letter to the Board, etc. My parcel consisted of eight
pages of journal, one long letter to sisterL., another equally long, to
Sophia, two letters from Wm. B. to Mrs. Johns, Conandaigua, and H. Ells
worth E. Windsor, and two small drawings, done by George Holmes. These
were enclosed in a wrapper directed to the care of Mr. Evorts. We are
indeed under many obligations to that dear man. He who has the winds
and waves, together with the minutest concerns of mortals, at his control,
can, and will, if it be his holy pleasure, convey them safely and speed
ily to our distant, anxious friends---Feb. 3rd. Had a pleasant afternoon with the Sabbath school. After
their recitations, read to them the letter written by C. Brown to a lady
in Philadelphia, making such remarks to them as the letter suggested.
They have become quite interested in that dear young Christian. 0, shall
we ever see any among them, that, with her, can speak, experimentally,
of the love of Christ!
Feb. 5th. I have some confidence in the skill of my dear husband,
or I could hardly have been prevailed on to sit down, as I did yesterday,
to the extraction of a badly decayed tooth, given up as hopeless, a long
time since. It was an eye tooth and almost broken down to the gum; but
it came out without damage, though with profuse bleeding.
Made several calls, since school, in the village. On returning,
perceived the moon to be eclipsed. The attention of the natives was much
attracted. As we met one and another, the exclamation was, "Mahena
poopooka" (moon not good).
Feb. 6th. Invited the family to visit the school. All attended.
Twenty-five scholars in their places, at their various lessons, made a
pleasant exhibition. How I should love to have my sisters and friends
see this school.
Feb. 8th. Much distressed again, ni-ght before last, with the todthache. The seat of the pain was a laroe black tooth, so much decayed that
I thought I never should have resolution to have it extracted. But en
couraged by the good success of Monday, I closed school last night and
sat down as before, to the operation. Much to my surprise, like the other,
it came safely out. I had taken an opiate--now went to bed--slept and was
refreshed, and, today, find myself well and free from pain.
Feb. 14th. This morning, the Quill, long expected, arrived. We
have letters on board. One from the Treasurer only has been received.
Mr. B. has almost daily calls to extract teeth, let blood, administrate
medicine, etc. If the mission should have perfect health, a physician
might still be exceedingly useful at this, or any other station on
the islands.
Feb. 15th. A public censure was passed, today, at an assembly of
the family, upon two guilty members, one the wife of the Otahutan whom
we have all along thought unusually promising; but whose transgressions,
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�just come to light, are of such a nature as to cut her off wholly from
the privileges of the little community. As she had wholly rejected
her husband, and chosen another, it was thought necessary to make her
a public example; and after a solemn admonition, she was expelled. I
feel sorely tried. I had allowed myself to expect much from her, both
from her disposition and ability to learn whatever was taught her. 0 ,
it is a polluted land! But we must bear our testimony against it.
May GOD over-rule this event for good.
Received the letter from the Quill, today. I had but two this
time--one from Mrs. Bates--one from Abby. But they were rich. I have
rarely had so much of a visit from anyone, since I left them, as now
with Mrs. B. She has touched many articles in my journal which has
seemed to let us talk together, while she has told me very many facts
and asked many questions. If it be possible I must take my pen in
answer, immediately, to continue the visit. I think the next packet
of letters will have been written after much of my journal and many
letters have been received. That part sent by Capt. Bennet will give
answer to many questions made by one and another. It appears that
the manuscript had not been sent to Boston previous to the date of the
letter I have received. Thank you, Abby, much for your letter. Do not
neglect writing any more. You must think I am writing to you in all
these pages. You shall hav® a letter as soon as it is consistent with
my other duties. Shall I never have a letter from Mr. and Mrs. Knopp?
I am quite grieved.
Feb. 16th. We have been looking anxiously for passage to Atooi
about this time. The circumstances of the family there, render it an
imperious duty to send them aid from this station, if it be possible.
Unpleasant as it is to leave my school, progressing so much, to my mind
and unpleasant as it is to make the passage of a hundred miles, with
a little one, the fifth and sixth time, in one short year, still, I am
in providence called, and desire cheerfully to set myself to it. As no
vessel was expected to leave this place for Atooi seasonably, (though
it has been expected that many would be passing this month) our only
hope was, that one, sailing soon to Fanning's Island might bend her
course, and touch there. For that purpose, Mr. B. called this morning
upon those concerned with the vessel, making his petition. Nothing was
gained--their plans were laid--their course could not be turned. As he
left the house, he found Capt. Lawson of an English whale ship, who had
just landed. He learned that on the morrow he was to sail for Onehow,
and making application, received the promise of being set ashore at
Atooi. He quickly bent his steps homeward, and entering the school,
informed me of the present favorable prospect, that I might dismiss my
daily charge and make myself and my little family ready for sailing on
the morrow. Gov. Adams had called at an early school hour, and requested
me to take my place, as he desired to witness the proceedings. He had
listened to the various exercises of the scholars with pleasing attention
and I proceeded through what might be further interesting to him, and
then dismissed for the more unpleasant business of packing up. As the
day closes, everything is in readiness for turning the keys and putting
aboard. Tomorrow is the Sabbath, and we could desire to remain quietly
here until that is past.
Feb. 17th.
The Sabbath is ended, and we have been permitted to
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�enjoy the privileges of the sanctuary, and the quietude of home,
through this sacred day, undisturbed by the clamor of putting to sea.
Mr. B. preached through an interpreter from Matt. 28: 18, 19, 20. Ad
ministered also the ordinance of baptism to bro. and sis. L's youngest
child. I had a tender and serious time with my Sabbath scholars this
afternoon. Mr. B. has been to visit Tamoru at Witetee, who is quite
ill. Three vessels have anchored today. Two from Atooi, one bearing
the king, the other a second English whale ship.
Feb. 18th. Mr. B., desirous of calling on the king, and also of
ascertaining our time of sailing, proposed to walk to the village. I
accompanied him. Did I seek to apare my eyes and ears from what was
painful I should seldom bend my course thither. The king, surrounded
by a clamorous host, in the house of C a p t . ---- , was sunken in intoxi
cation, alike insensible to the calls of business or of friendship.
When a righteous Judge makes up his solemn account, how will some, who
have been taught the laws of GOD, answer for the dreadful influence
they have exerted over this young ruler! At tea, had, the company of
Capts. Lawson and Allen of the English ship, the surgeon of the latter,
Capt. Lewis of the Quill, and the Consul, Mr. J. The prospect is some
what darkened as to a passage with Capt. L. to Atooi. He altered his
plans. We may expect his decisive answer in the morning.
Feb. 19th. Well, GOD's time and way will be our best time to
afford relief to our needy friends at Atooi. A note from Capt. L. in
forms us he cannot touch at that island as was at first proposed. The
distinguished kindness of our friend, Capt. Starbuck, in circulstances
somewhat similar, is brought with new force to our minds. "The Lord
will provide." That, most surely should be upon our minds in indelible
characters. There is some hope that we shall find a passage with the
king, who told Mr. B. that he, with several chiefs, would go in four
days. My things laid in order to leave, my trunk packed for the journey,
my school committed to the care of Mrs. T., I am hardly in a state either
for employment, or the enjoyrtmnt of leisure. I might have kept my school.
Mr. B. rather amuses himself with the fact that I am constrained to a
little rest. But I have found business, after the usual sort, today,
in waiting upon various companies that have called in passing from this
place to Witetee. Most of the family are now there, the king called,
this morning, with a very noisy train, while we were engaged in family
prayer. Not long after, Kamamaloo, with another of the wives of Rehoreho,
passed on horseback to join their husband. Servants held their horses.
There was a pleasant association in seeing ladies ride, while yet I had
not a very lively picture of American females or American horsemanship.
They stopped at our gate, when some of us went out to shake hands and
bid them Aroha.
Feb. 20th. Mr. B., with Thomas H., has been again to W. Tomonee
is better, but still feeble. The case of that poor king excites our sym
pathies. He appears downcast and sorrowful. Nothing could be learned
of a passage to Atooi.
Feb. 21st. We have various perplexities. It is never pleasant for
me to pen them; tho still, were our dear Christian friends better ac
quainted with the nature of them, they would know better how to order
their petitions for us. It sometimes seems as if the Enemy had sown
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�here, so thickly, the chaff of Christian lands, that the good seed, if
planted, could never spring up among it. Alas, our poor countrymen! My
soul trembles when I think of the awful amount they must give up to the
righteous Judge when he calls them, with their poor heathen souls, before
his dread tribunal! Many of our pages have been a record of the provi
sions GOD has made for us in this distant land, through them as means.
But many of the perplexities, the trials which they have occasioned us,
in our work, is known only to our Lord and Master. I read our blessed
Savior's last most precious discourse with his disciples, before his
crucifixion; and there learn what his little flock must expect from the
spirit of the world. Then am I confronted with the thought, that if we
be indeed the subjects of this exalted Prince and Savior, in the nature
of our trials, no strange thing has befallen us. Do stir up the minds of
one another, and of Christians, as you have opportunity, to bear us on
your hearts before the throne of mercy, in reference to this subject
which I may scarcely touch.
Feb. 22nd. Evening. Twice has the sun set upon William's disobe
dience as it has never done since the time he first entered the missionary
doors. My heart is pained. If such are my feelings, what must be a
parent's at the conduct of an ungrateful child! Oh, that grace had
possession of his heart! If it have not, he will be but too fit a mark
for the Spoiler.
Feb. 23rd. This morning, Wm. sought reconciliation, was forgiven
and restored to his place. Two others who were among the offenders, came
to the chamber with him. We had a tender session with them. Thomas H.,
who was sitting with Mr. B. and myself as they entered, after our conver
sation, led in prayer when all retired to the several posts of duty. It
is our privilege to sow the seed in these young minds, but it is GOD's
prerogative to save it from devouring birds of prey, or to give it depth
of earth.
A week of anxiety has passed and but little light shines upon our
path to Atooi.
Feb. 24th. Sabbath Evening. The report now is that the king sails
tomorrow. We hold ourselves in readiness to take passage.
Feb. 25th. Again are our hopes blasted. Heralds of business to
Witetee, at early light, this morning, returning, bring the intelligence
that the kind postpones his return to Atooi till he has determined as to
the purchase of a vessel and cargo now pressed upon him. What can we do?
One only expedient appears left us, make an appeal to their humanity,
perhaps they will send some little schooner with us. Our poor afflicted
Sisters!
The hour of danger with them both is now within a very few days.
No physician, no mother, no sister or nurse with them in this strange land!
I hope to accompany Mr. B. Early in the morning to Witetee.
Evening. Mr. B. received a full letter this afternoon, from a gentle
man (bearing that name in some polished towns in our own country) of such
a nature as to induce him, after a little deliberation, to return it to
the bearer. Rather than state the purport, or the ground of it, I will
give that of the short reply which Mr. B. sketched on the wrapper. He
took his pen and said in few words, his errand to this land was PEACE-he had no weapons, neither did he desire any but the word of GOD and the
sword of the Spirit--and, that these might yet prove effectual to the
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�salvation of the soul of his correspondent, was his earnest desire. If
at any time I transcribe from this memorandum such records as this, it
is, and I hope will be, that our dear brothers and sisters may know the
nature of some of our trials, and know how to pray for us.
Feb. 26th. This morning, at three o'clock, a messenger came with a
note from the gnetleman mentioned last evening. It was a request to Mr. B.
to come, as physician, immediately, to his house for the relief of one in
whom he was concerned, in great distress. What must be done? Could I have
my beloved friend, under such circumstances, in the darkness of the night,
leave our peaceful chamber and go into the midst of that village, which,
so far as the white residents have been concerned, has been, for a week
past, both night and day, a scene of confusion and violence? Could he go?
Again was the matter stated, a fact, was it good to lose the opportunity
of rendering good for evil. We deliberated a few moments, when it appeared
best to go. He left the house, accompanied by Mr. Chamberlain, my mind
satisfied that the shield of Jehovah would be extended over them. Mr. C.,
to our relief, soon returned, telling us they found things as was stated.
About the dawn of day I received a note for some medicine. Mr. B. soon
after, came home. I was ready for Witetee; but he had learned that a
number were then starting for that place on business with the king and
thought it would be fruitless for us to go. We must wait till they return.
It is a painful state of feeling, while our way is so hedged up, and still
so great a responsibility rests upon us. GOD is not unmindful of us in
the present strait. That is our comfort.
Feb. 27th. Yesterday, made our visit to W., the distance of four
miles. The afternoon was damp and rainy, and, in some part, the way muddy
and unpleasant. I availed myself of a seat in the little handcart, which,
though it did not afford a very comfortable conveyance, still spared my
strength. But, the object of our visit— alasi We returned with heavy
hearts. We plead our cause earnestly before Kahoomanoo and others, but
could receive no other encouragement than we had before--the king would
go shortly, and then we might freely have a passage. We could obtain no
audience with Rehoreho, though several times we went to his booth, but
he was in so deep a sleep of intoxication that he could not be waked.
We walked about till night was approaching--showers were frequent, and
mud and water lay in our path home. We took our leave, leaving our
case to be presented by James Kahoohoo, one of the young favorites of
the king, and long connected with our family. Thomas H. was sent this
morning, to learn the result. He has not returned. In the meantime,
Mr. B. and I went to the village to call on some sick, and see if any
help could appear for us there. We dined at the house Mr. B. visited
yesterday morning, and were treated with the greatest civility. Little
Sophia received a present of three pair of Morocco shoes. But, our poor
afflicted friends at Atooi! They are at this time uppermost in all my
thoughts. Will the Lord be their helper!
Evening. Thomas has returned. The king cannot be prevailed upon
to give an encouragement of helping us away till he goes. Thomas pre
sented all the case to him, but he says, "Jehovah must take care of them."
There is one new ray of hope. A chief, of some importance, by being
paid, is disposed to oblige us with a small schooner which he owns.
But the schooner is at a distant part of the island, and we greatly fear
that before it can receive orders and reach this harbor it will be too late.
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�Feb. 28th. Our hearts were cheered by the sight of a ship which
anchored in the bay. Soon as the boat left the ship, Mr. B. took his
hat and cane to meet them at the landing. We thought that possibly
this was the way in which GOD would provide. But such it appears not.
It proves to be a whale ship put in to repair her masts. The repairs
will occupy two or three weeks; after that there may be some encourage
ment. We learned tonight that two brigs sail tomorrow or next day, for
another part of the island, to take in sandlewood. A strong effort will
be made to induce them to let one turn to Atooi; which may be done with
but little delay to their business. One can hardly tell the anxiety of
our minds. Could we have foreseen, a passage would have been secured
in one of the last American ships which sailed. But there was not an
impression on any of our minds of there being a particular hazzard in
postponing it, so confidently expected was it, that the king's vessels
would, several of them, be going down this month. Mr. B. is always
pressed with cares and labors, but at that time, the first sheets of
the Spelling Book were putting to press--the king and the important
chiefs of all the islands were here, and all saying, give us the Book
and we will learn— we can do nothing till then.
March 1st. Mr. B. made his request to Krinokoo, this morning, for
permission for one of the vessels to bend her course to Atooi. He has
not received decisive answer, but is referred to the mother of the king
who has an equal share in the vessel. A messenger is dispatched to her.
Evening. How unable are we to foresee the occurances of one short
day! This afternoon our attention was suddenly arrested by crowds of
natives passing on to Witetee, wailing as they went. We soon learned
that Rehoreho was thought to be dying. Mr. B. and Thomas immediately
joined them, with the hope of being useful in some way. This evening
T. returns for medicine, with a note informing me that the kincj is de
sirous of having Mr. B. remain with him through the night.
I have set Thomas off with some medicine, some medical books, a
piece of pie, and a little note, and having laid little Sophia asleep
in her cradle, long for a heart that shall humbly and devotedly commend
all to that great Disposer of all events. It appears the king was
seized with a fit. At the time the note was written was some revived.
May GOD order in the minutest concern. Yea, He will. What he intends
by it we know not.
Mar. 2nd. Mr. B. returned, this morning, with the king, whom they
brought in a double canoe to Hanaroorah. There has been too much pertubation to have a word said of Atooi. Rehoreho had a second fit about
midnight.
An English whale ship arrived just about the time Rehoreho reached
the village having a physician on board, a young man from Edinbourgh.
So God, in his providence, provides for these rulers when sick; but
their hearts appear steeled to the calls of humanity in our case. Mr. B.
has made three visits to the village, spentthe whole day, and looks,
tonight, spent with care and fatigue: but all to no purpose. All the
prospects that remains at the close of another week of alternate hopes
and fears, is the promise of a schooner from Krimokoo, daily expected
from Owhyhee. I begin to grow more satisfied, from an increasing
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�conviction that God thus tried our faith and patience, while he has
disposed us to unremitted exertion in the use of means.
Mar. 3rd. Sabbath. I have been comforted in the house of God,
while Mr. B. set forth for us, instruction and consolation from these
words, "God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble."
Mar. 4th. This morning, my eyes would involuntarily turn, every
time I passed a door or window, upon the wide waters, in hopes of a sail.
At length I discried a dim speck on the horizon. I said to my dear
friend, "The schooner, I think, is on the way for us now." He immedi
ately took the glass, but says, '"Tis a ship!" So it proved. A fair
wind, in a few hours, it took into harbor. It is the Lion, a whaleship
from Nantucket, put in for water and provision. Had it been obliged
to anchor at the entrance of the harbor, as I believe every ship has
since we have been here, waiting for a favorable wind in the morning,
the captain might have been prevailed with to have gone to Atooi for
supplied. But now the exorbitant harbor fees are paid, and we cannot
expect him to go out without accomplishing his business. This afternoon
we called with Capt. Folger, who arrived on the 28th and took tea
He had before delivered letters to Mr. B. on the shore, from bro. A.
Bingham who was in N. when Capt. C. sailed.
Think I have enjoyed this evening, more than ordinarily, the
concert for prayer.
Mar. 5th. This morning, signals for sailing, on two of the native
vessels, hastened Mr. B. again to the village. They were the brigs de
signed to bring sandal wood. But tho encouragement had been given, on
Friday, that we might have a passage on one, nothing can be heard to the
proposition now. The offer of $50 was not regarded at all. The comman
der of one of them said to Mr. B., white men oppose the missionaries.
It is through their influence that this thing is. We have*the fullest
evidence that measures were taken to draw Capt. Lawson from the engage
ment which he so promptly made on his first landing. (You will not
forget what is so often enjoined upon you, that if the least hint is
made public of any trials of such nature, it must be wholly at the dis
cretion of the board. When our dear bro. and sisters, or a Christian
friend, read a line of like nature, they will lift up their hearts
in prayer, and be silent.) The schooner promised, has arrived and is
sent to M. for provisions. 0, that we might not speak unadvisedly with
our lips, or with our hearts! God is able to appear for the relief of
the afflicted family at Atooi without employing such feeble instruments
as we are.
Mar. 6th.
Still looking for our way to be cleared.
Mar. 7th. Two more whaleships have anchored.
of something like hope.
Again we seize hold
Mar. 8th. A letter is handed Mr. B. from Rev. Mr. Morse, Nantucket,
dated August 8th, 1821. And what does it say? "I am looking out a
passage for 4 or 8 recruits to your mission. Hope to obtain a conveyance
in a new ship of 350, which will sail in early part of October." Conceive
what are our feelings! Mr. B. steps lightly over the plain, to call on
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�Capt. Chase, the bearer of the letter, introduced by Mr. M. to our
"friendly notice, as a worthy m a n ."And are helpers on the way! 0, may
they come in the fullness of the blessing of the gospel of Christ, pro
viding helpers indeed! Who are they? Those with whom we have taken
sweet counsel and walked to the house of God in company? That is among
the first inquiries, but not the most weighty. Do they come harnessed
for a post like this? There is the weight of the questions. But God
alone can fit them and usMar. 9th. The same spirit which roved when the apostles preached
Jesus Christ, is still to be found. Today, Thomas H. was seized by his
hair and with a menacing fist threatened with death, if he should, any
more, be found preaching to the natives in that name. He made a calm
but firm reply, came home, related the circumstances, took his dinner,
and went as usual to speak to his countrymen.
Gov. Adams left this place yesterday, for Owyhee, taking an
Otaheiton youth, who has been his constant attendant during his resi
dence here. He takes, also, slate and pencil, pens, paper, and the
Owyhee Spelling Book, so far as it is out of press. The youth mentioned,
he will look to as his teacher.
Mar. 10th. Thomas met the same gentleman that used him so ill,
yesterday, in the same place. No violence was offered his person, but
his heart was most deeply pained by hearing blasphemous words against
the great and eternal Jehovah.
A sailor called, this evening, to talk upon the subject of religion.
It was indeed good to hear anyone, out of our own circle, speak experi
mentally of the Christian warfare. This is a rare comfort. I do not
think of more than two cases where we could have enjoyed such conversa
tion since we left America. Happy day, when the sight of a vessel
approaching the shores, shall be the signal for us to prepare to enter
tain the friends of the Lord!
Mar. 11th. Kamamaloo has sent us a whole piece of cloth to be
made up for her in shirts. Saturday has made the request, desiring
also that one or more of us would call to take her directions. I went
down with Sister M., found her swinging in her cot, where she desired
us to take a seat. A servant kept the swing in motion, while we chatted
quite familiarly. We proposed that the cloth be made into gowns rather
than shirts, but she preferred the latter as they were so much more
comfortable; adding, that when she resumed the palopola she would wear
gowns with us. We expressed the wish that that might be soon, when she,
as usual, regretted that her unsettled state deprived her of that pri
vilege. The sun was setting, we told her our Sabbath was near and we
must return. She then assured us that she was our friend, passed the
country salutation of joining noses with us, sent respects to the sisters,
with aroha to the kaeka, and retired.
Mar. 12th.
Busy at work for the queen, but no door open to Atooi.
Mar. 13th. Two brigs and two schooners approached the bay. They
are the vessels of the nation; but whether they will help us, we cannot
tell. Mr. B. has gone to make inquiries.
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�Evening. One sail proves to be the schooner in part engaged on
the 27th. It will require two days to discharge her freight, then we
may hope to embark.
Mar. 14th. The school which I commenced with such interest, has,
today, been presented for examination. The seat of a spectator, in a
school room, and with a school where hours of laborious diligence have
passed, could not be thought, with all my partiality for the teachers
chair, a very pleasant one. Yet such has been mine. On my return to
this place, last November, it appeared t.o be my privilege to engage
again, with all my might, in the concerns of the school. It is not as
evidently my duty to resign it, for the present, and attend to other calls.
Since allowed the place of an hireling in so glorious and so good
a masters employ, it would ill become me to dictate as to the kind of
service I would perform.
Part of the morning was spent in calling upon the queen, chiefesses,
and I took with me one garment which we had completed for Kamamaloo. I
did not find her as when we called last Saturday. She was engaged, with
a party, under a small booth, by the king's door at a game of whist.
Money was spread upon the mats upon wtoich the company were seated. Cards
engrossed their attention, while the nod of cold civility was all they
could bestow upon us. My long walk in the sun had caused some fatigue;
but too many attendants surrounded to admit our having a seat under
cover. Seeing that little prospect but that of standing as idle specta
tors of a vain amusement, we, without any formality, took our leave.
As I stood and looked upon the sable group of ignorant, unconcerned,
yet precious immortals, thought of their indifference to the message of
eternal mercy, and their entire devotions, not only to vain ..feat to sen
sual delights, my spirit seemed to faint within me.
The falling tear was all the remonstrance I could make. We went
next to the house of Tamoree and Kahoomanoo. The latter, with some of
her women and one or two chiefs, were engaged in the same manner as the
company we had left. She appeared as if pleased to see us, and giving
a pleasant aroha, beckoned me to recline upon the pillow which supported
her breast, as she lay upon her stomach. This is the ordinary reclining
posture, whether engaged in conversation, or at their various amusements.
Frequently we find them thus, at their meals. To form anything like a
picture in your mind you must imagine the dark skin exhibited from above
the middle of the waist, and bodies as corpulent as any perhaps you ever
beheld. We sat with them a while and we turned to the house of the king.
We found him within, well dressed, sitting in a large, elegant Canton
chair, and in his sober mind. 0 , that this solemn warning, in his late
sudden illness, might make a pause in his wild career, such as should
be done in the same way. Still intent at her cards, without rising she
gave me first one arm, then the other; but as the garment went on it
appeared that we had not made sufficient allowance for her large shoulders,
and saying, "Pelekea--hamo" (too close) cast off. She shuffled her cards,
allowing me the satisfaction of knowing some alterations were needed. I
bade her aroha and took my leave, searching anew for a willingness to be
servant of all, if by any means we might gain some. We made several
other calls, and returned in season for the examination.
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�Mar. 15th. We are told the schooner will be ready to said at five
this afternoon. I can hardly realize that our way is open. What will
be the result is wholly unknown to us. I find my heart trembling more
than I could desire, since so well satisfied that duty calls us to go.
The time is past in which we were desired to be there, but still they
may much need our aid. 0, for a heart, that can always trust in GODI
Besides the unpleasant circumstances of leaving my dear school, of leav
ing my room and closet (comforts which for near a year, had been almost
wholly denied us, and which were now finished for our use the day we
locked our trunk for Atooi), besides this unwelcome thought of being
from the station at the interesting hour when our friends and helpers
arrive, of beating again the rough waves, tossed in small native
vessels, exposed to the variable wind of this month; I find my courage
shaken by the fact that the schooner in her last trip, lost two anchors,
had her commander set on shore, and is now for our service with but
one small anchor, no other commander than Thomas Hopoo and so seamen
of experience save one transient white sailor. It is thought that there
if no particular hazard in our embarking under these circumstances; but,
my dear sisters, it is with a tearful eye, some moments of this day,
that I cast my eye around this inviting room, then upon my sweet little
Sophia, then upon my beloved friend, and think upon the uncertainty that
rests upon the night before us. Our covenant, God has been our Helper
in days that are past; 0, may our hearts ever abide in Him!
Mar. 16th. Atooi. It was my intention to have made no date in
my journal during my stay at Atooi, if permitted to arrive there to
the aid of those in distress. But I can scarcely forbear a record,
in few words, of mercies in our safe passage, comfortable landing, and
truly seasonable arrival. Being able to speak of such favor, today,
my mind passes over, as not worthy to be named, the fatigue and priva
tions of the short passage. The mother's heart was somewhat pained
for little Sophia, who with her parents, suffered seasickness, and with
them neither ate a morsel nor a drink of any kind from 4 o'clock in the
afternoon, yesterday, till the same hour today; excepting, perhaps,
half a jill of sour milk after we anchored and one bit of bread taken
in the morning, and thrown immediately up. Her lodging, in the tossing
bark, was upon her mamma's bosom, who herself, had not a SDace suffi
cient to lay, comfortably, her side and one arm, while the faces of
both were within 20 inches of deck, covered as it was, in that place,
with cockroaches so numerous as to admit of their being scooped up by
the handful. But the joy and surprise felt, when, from the canoe which
came off after we anchored, we learned the mission family were well,
can hardly be told. The feelings with which I met the sisters can be
more easily imagined than expressed. We can neither save life, nor
secure from distress; but we all desire, with grateful hearts, to adore
that gracious hand which hath brought us safely and seasonably hither.
Mar. 17th. With tears did Sister Nancy enter my room, this morning
to tell me Mrs. W. was ill. We have been allowed, however, to hear a
precious discourse from Deut. 33, 27.
Mar. 18th. A song of praise is in our dwelling. A little immortal
is added to our number. Mrs. W. is the mother of a fine son. As the
day dawned I sought the pillow, and found a little sleep between that
and breakfast time.
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�Mar. 19th. The events of this day have been such that I can scarcely
forbear taking my pen - my interruptions are too many - I need not say
my cares are many. Mr. B. will give a faithful record of the day. Joy
and sorrow have been, alternately, depicted on each countenance. New
orders from Tomoree, at the Windward, much increase the family and the
school. The grateful heart and the cheerful countenance were felt and
seen on every side, when suddenly, our little schooner is stranded on
the rocks before our door!
Mar. 21st. We have much noise and much anxiety of mind. Two of
the three hundred men are before our house employed night and day, in
efforts to draw the schooner from the rocks to dry land. All is unavail
ing. There is not sufficient strength of men or cables.
Mar. 23rd. My situation, through the goodness of God, is far from
distressing; but I think it may be termed perplexing. Besides the new
born infant, we have, in this shell of habitation, three little ones,
the eldest of whom is not one year and a half old - one mother confined another expecting every day to be so - her babe, though a patient little
thing, so afflicted with boils as to require the most careful handling the eldest babe of the other, when crying, holds its breath so badly,
that it is not unfrequently the case that its animal life appears ex
tinct - the eyes of my own dear little daughter, which, when well, sparkle
to sweetly, are not so sore, that for half an hour, or more, after she
has waked in the morning it is total darkness for her; besides this we
are watching for her eye teeth, for the many symptoms which denote their
approach. My Otaheiton on which I depend for working has been sick for
several days. With all, a group of heathen children are in the midst
of us needing care. I cannot be sufficiently thankful for the measure
of health I enjoy mysj*df - it is excellent. My mind is saved from any
thing like gloom, and I never felt that I had more reason to exclaim,
"What shall I render to the Lord for all his benefits!"
Mar. 24th. Mrs. W. has had a very sick day. The most constant,
laborious, yea, and experienced nursing, with skillful medical care,
has been, and is needed. The two latter is not in our power to give.
But God can bless our weak endeavor. We scarcely know to what to impute
this sudden attack. She has been more disposed to consider herself out
of danger than would have been desirable the first week.
Mar. 25th.
subsided.
The alarming symptoms in the case of Mrs. W. gradually
Mar. 26th. For the last two nights, I have had the sole care of
the infant. It was with much joy we found we could give it the breast
of its mother this morning. The little thing had a restless night probably in consequence of the unfitness of its new ailment to the
tender stomach.
Mar. 27th. A scene of awful grandeur was displayed, last night,
in a thunderstorm arising at sea. It struck our minds the more solemnly,
as it is a scene we seldom witness. The thunder and lightning, since
our residence at these islands, will not compare with what is usually
experienced during the summer months at home. Last night, the ocean
foamed and roared, while the lightning seemed, at times, to wrap its
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�vast expanses of water in one general blaze. But little of it was
directly felt on shore. I stood with Mr. B. who held the dear little
Sophia, for some time, in front of the house, gazing with solemn awe.
Like mites, upon a little eminence in the great Pacific, still a mere
speck amid the worlds which rolled above those terrific clouds upon
which we gazed, trembling and afraid, the soul made search for the cover
of his wing who has most graciously, most condescendingly said, "I will
never leave thee nor forsake thee."
Mar. 28th. Mrs. W. is slowly recovering. Little Sophia and Sarah
are considerably relieved from their complicated troubles. My strength
and courage remain.
Mar. 29th. We have hears, today, from the family at Woahoo. They
begin to be quite apprehensive for the safety of the schooner and those
who embarked in her; as Thomas was expected to have made but three days
stay at this place. They must be still more anxious before they can hear.
Mar. 30th. Two years, this day, Owhyhee's lofty mountains first
rose to our view - a day long to be remembered.
Mar. 31st. Sabbath. Mr. B's discourse was adapted to the present
interesting anniversary. This dear friend has been favored with very
uniform health. Last night, he suffered severely from colic, but was
enabled to preach today.
Apr. 1st. This afternoon our eyes were attracted toward the sea.
"Sail ho!" It was soon ascertained to be a schooner bearing English
colors. There were many queries upon our tongues. I said,"She is from
Otaheite." My enquiring companions quite laughed at my being so ready
to believe what I wished. It was smilingly remarked that it would most
probably prove to be from some port of the earth, and with little pa
tience we might soon learn. N. and I turned our concerns within;
when shortly, the brethern steeped in, introducing Capt. Brown, directly
from Otaheite, who immediately informed us that the vessel he commanded
was committed to him in charge, as a present from the English government
to the king of the Sand. Islands - that it was built at Port Jackson and
sailed from the Soc. Islands, in company with a cutter bearing to these
shores the deputies from the London Missionary Society to the missionary
stations at those islands, with one of the Taheiton missionaries and
four natives of the island designed to be left on the return of the
vessel at the Marquesan, to begin work of spreading the gospel there.
Imagine how we listened! We shortly after assembled for the observance
of the monthly concert, calling upon our souls for praise and thanks
giving to the great Head of the Church.
April 2nd. We have intelligence again from W. by the ship Balona,
Capt. G. who also brought letters from Mr. B's brother in Nantucket.
Rehoreho and many of his chiefs attended public worship last Sabbath.
Apr. 3rd. The Becket arrives from W. She will stay some days at
this island, when, if the Lord will, we take passage for the little
spot rendered pleasant by the appellation home. The delay in the case
of Mr. K. is many days past the widest calculation. Were she in the
state of Mrs. W. we should eagerly embrace the opportunity of returning
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�in the Eng. Sch. which sails tomorrow. The expected visit from the
English deputation and the Taheiton missionaries seizes hold of our
minds. It engaged my thoughts much during the last night. When, some
months since, I first saw a notice of the contemplated deputation from
the Lon. Soc. I felt an earnest desire that their steps might be directed
here also. We could all desire Mr. B. to wait upon them, during their
stay and to gether from them such information as we have long desired.
But the time of their arrival, their continuance, and all the circum
stances of it will not be left to him, but directed by unerring Wisdom.
That should be, it is enough.
Apr. 4th. The schooner sailed for Woahoo. Thomas took passage in
her. Four whaleships touched at the island. The captains all took tea
with us. We received letters again from the former accompanied by one
from Canton, written by W. Oliphant, on Amer. Mer. to Mr. Bingham. It
breathed the spirit of one united to u§ by the closest bond, and was
more comforting than even his present which accompanied it to the
mission of the value of something more than four hundred dollars.
Apr. 5th. I have experienced pleasure, today, in seeing and con
versing with one whom I knew at home. This was Roll and Geltson. He
was grown and much altered; but his features I recognized; and we could
talk together of Westfield, of Mr. and Mrs. Bates, etc. He had seen
that beloved spot and those dear friends many months since I had. He
was the bearer also of a long and affectionate letter from Mrs. B. The
vessel sailed toward night. If life be spared, I may hope to see him,
and write by him on his return, at the expiration of five or six months.
We have waited upon the commanders of the four ships at our tables three
meals successively. All went on with more ease than could have been ex
pected, considering our circumstances. It has occasioned a little fati
gue, and it would seem more might be anticipated before morning. The
gentlemen slept, last night, at the house of G. Tamoree.
Apr. 6th. A violent storm, this afternoon, from sea, alarmed for
the safety of the Brig which was anchored in the bay, TaDoola manned a
single canoe in the midst of the storm, and with her men, pushed off
over the raging surf and rolling waves, to assist in getting it out to
sea. We had stood some time, watching, with much anxiety, the endangered
vessel, fearing every moment the anchor would lose its hold, and the
violent wind drive it upon the rocks, before our eyes. But to our as
tonishment, she succeeded not only in reaching the vessel, but also in
getting it out of the bay into the open sea. The tempest shortly sub
sided and a pleasant setting sun greeted our eyes.
Apr. 8th. It is unnecessary to say that our thoughts, at this
time, are much at Woahoo. But all will be for the best.
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Apr. 10th. Another little immortal is added to our number. Sister M.
is the mother of a second daughter. Mother and babe were carried safely
through the hour of peril and are now quietly at rest. Now should our
hearts rejoice in GOD our deliverer our supporter! We have now, in his
holy providence five little ones committed to our care in this family,
the eldest of which is not yet eighteen months. Mrs. W. is able to take
care of herself and babes; but you will not expect much in my journal.
I have my name up as a good nurse, and I am assiduous not to lose it.
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�Apr. 12th. I found my patient considerably ill, this morning.
We hope it is nothing more than what is termed milk-fever.
Apr. 13th. The babe has nourishment, and the mother appears
quite released from distresses of yesterday. Had not Mr. R. a talent
of being useful in various ways, quite above the ordinary stamp, I hardly
know how I should do with all this family, this nursery and these children.
Sores are numerous. My own dear babe is now pretty well and makes her
self quite happy. Little Sarah is a sweet child, and tho still affliqted
with boils, is very patient.
Apr. 14th. Sabbath. God has granted to us a peculiarly privileged
Sabbath. We have been allowed to come to the table of our Lord - have
enjoyed a solemn discourse from the words "Precious in the sight of the
Lord is the death of his saints," with particular reference to the death
of our dearly beloved and venerated friend and patron, Dr. Worcester;
and have also been permitted to dedicate the infants in baptism. Cares
have not disturbed my mind so much as I apprehended they might; but
wearied nature seems somewhat exhausted, tonight.
Apr. 15th. I would be as impossible as useless to enumerate the
things which engaged my attention today; but I have been very happy in
all. The nursery does well.
Apr. 16th. In nursing Nancy I feel something of the pleasure of
attending upon a sister. My own dear Sisters! May they never find the
want of care and tenderness beyong what Sybil could bestow. 0 her heart
would delight to have her hand administer to them in such interesting
days! But, oh, as heirs of the kingdom will not angels administer to
them, sent by their gracious Savior! Dear Sisters, how righ, how abun
dant our consolations! Let us bless God and give ourselves, with all
our powers, to him.
Apr. 17th. By economy in time I have now the prospect of some
leisure moments. I thought this morning I should take up my pen to
address our dear Mrs. Bartlett, but one little thing has followed
another, and night comes on without one line written.
April 18th. Have had much pleasure today, in calling to mind the
commencement and progress of that most tender friendship with those
dear friends, Mr. and Mrs. B. - comforted with the thought that it
should know no termination.
Apr. 19th. The second anniversary of our landing on heathen shores.
We have sought to call to mind our mercies, our unworthiness, our obli
gations and our dependence. But, oh, how feeble, how poor our attempts!
Apr. 20th. Supper ended and the house in readiness for the Sabbath,
I walked out with Mr. B. and little S. on the beach. The sun was setting,
three large ships were approaching the bay on one hand, while on the
other at a distance, we descried a little speck on the horizon which
proved to be a Brig in which we expect to sail, returning from Onehow.
This vessel left here eight days since, with word that it would return in
two or three - take in her provisions and sail immediately for Waohoo.
We need much patience to have any concern with the people. Have been
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�reading this evening, some in Brainard's Life - could much desire tfjat
the spirit of what we have read, and not life's perplexing care, should
fill our breast through this sacred rest. We have joined, in the con^
cert with our brethern at Woahoo, in singing and prayers, with special
reference to the arrival of our expected helpers.
Apr. 22nd. The whaleships anchored yesterday. The three commanders
and two seamen attended public worship with us. The two latter we found
had hope in Christ. We learned that the Eng. Brig arrived some days
since, at Woahoo - the ship also from Nantucket, mentioned by Rev. Mr.
Morse, with letters, but without missionaries. We have no prospect of
getting away under five or six days - we may be a week on our passage probably the visitors will then be gone. But the Lord's time will
always be our best time. I am continually repeating that - I should
realize it too. With great delight I had seized hold of the mere possi
bility of enjoying among others at these islands, a visit from the
contemplated deputation. I know all will be right.
April. 23rd. Our baggage is all on board the Brig Becket, and
ourselves in readiness to embark at sunset. Did the friend who some
times used to urge Sybil from her chamber, see her now embarking the
sixth time in one year, with her effects, her husband, and her little
one, and on board a crowded, tossing vessel, and hear her say that during
the most of this period that she had been so situated as scarcely to be
able to shut her own door about her; they would rejoice to know also that
as the day has been, so," in some good measure, so has been the strength.
I need make no comment upon the labors, the anxieties, and the interests,
of the last seven weeks. We leave the family comfortable--so much so
that brother R. will accompany us to W. To leave things orderly here-to make provision for passage--to wait upon the company that has been
calling for two or three days, from the whale ships at anchor, with
many things not to be named, has required some effort.
Apr. 28th. Woahoo. Once more are wte, in the good providence qf
GOD, safely landed on this island. Our passage was shorter than ordinary
but extremely fatigueing. Two hundred natives of various rank with their
calabashes of water, fish, and poi filled the deck, by day and by night,
while the small cabin below was filled to overflowing, and the sea so
rough that it was impossible to secure a mattress, above or below, from
being soaked with salt water. Mr. B., and Mr. R., William and Sophia
were very seasick. I had Somoo to bring things to my hand, but none to
take my child by day or by night. The last hours her dear papa did hold
her, at different seasons for some length of time. Before it was im
possible for him to make the least exertion without putting it wholly
out of his power to attend to anything but his own stomach. You can
hardly conceive of seasickness. Not a dish of food was prepared while
we were on board. Our captain was a white man, but whether he ate fish
and poi with natives or ate not at all, we could not tell. But we were
graciously supported under all, and last evening, anchored in safety,
having been inside of the harbor from early light. Such was our dis
tressing period on board, and such our desire to secure what remained
of the visit of our newly arrived Christian friends, if so favored as
to find that they had not yet embarked that we could hardly think of
remaining there through the night. The brig was but poorly furnished
with boats; but one was after a time, provided for us; and leaving our
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�baggage behind, we took our dear little treasure, and stepped down into
it. Seldom have I realized a sense of danger more than I did after I
was seated in the boat. It was night - there were breakers on either
side of the entrance into the harbor, and constant bailing out was neces
sary to keep our boat from filling. Tho I desired to rest upon the
gracious hand so constantly outstretched for our protection, I trembled
and was afraid. But no breakers dashed upon us - no collecting waters
were suffered to injure us - we reached the shore quietly - were imme
diately joined by Bro. L, who was then engaged in mooring a boat he had
just obtained from one of the ships in port, for the purpose of sending
to our aid. We saw the Eng. Cutter among the vessels, and learned that
we might expect to greet our missionary friends with our family. Shall
I go on further to describe the reception, the refreshment, the rest of
the weary travellers! Imagination may supply the lack of words. Oh, I
thought how sweet will be that rest when the home-brought voyager of
life's stormy seas shall have reached that glorious mansion, where, with
his blessed Saviour, and the redeemed company, gathered from all nations,
kindreds and tongues, he shall forever dwell!
August 9th, 1822. Fourteen or fifteen weeks of such deep interest
to the mission as any perhaps since its commencement, have passed without
a single date from my journal, or a single letter to a friend. In this
period I have not been laid aside by sickness, nor disqualified by bodily
or mental distress. Every day have I shared GOD's favors richly, have
every day been permitted to contribute my might of labor and influence
in this missionary field. I have suffered privation - been familiar with
noise and bustle and seasons of fatigue and exhaustion. But very few
have been the moments, and I believe none the hours in which my spirits
have sunk and darkness rested on my mind. GOD is gracious to me, my
sisters, unworthy, deeply unworthy as I am. Help me to praise Him.
To give a just view of the present state of things, with anything
like an outline of the past, cannot be done under present circumstances.
I could much desire it and have made much effort for it. But little
will be communicated by anyone, at this time, though the opportunity is
considered a particularly favorable one.
For a few weeks past we have been allowed to witness what we have
long ardently desired to see - the rulers with the people rising up to
ask instruction at our hand. Though it is what we have so long sought,
still it is so wonderful in our eyes, that it would almost seem that
we dream, did not our exhausted natures, when we seek the pillow, testify
that our labor, through the day, has been a reality. What particular
means GOD has blessed to produce the new spring of feeling in the nation,
we are not able to say. There has been a gradual increase of attention
to the word preached for many months. I would not be understood as
saying, by any means, now, that anything like the continuing influence
of the Spirit appears operating in the hearts of sinners. It is a general
desire, encouraged now by the king, for the first rudiments of instruction
which fills our hand and encourages our hearts. There has been some,
more or less disposed to be instructed, through the whole time of our
residence here. Kamomoloo herself, though there were neither king nor
chiefs to unite with her, except Adams at Owhyhee, for several weeks has
made desirable progress in the Owhyhean Spelling Book, and alsp in
writing. There has been sufficient to encourage us all our way: while
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�yet we desired, yea, and do most earnestly desire, to see still greater
things.
A train of providences at once singular, and in many respects trying
has detained our missionary visitors here until the present tiime. This
may, perhaps, be considered as having an important bearing upon the
present state of things. We have found a very valuable assistant in
Mr. Ellis, the missionary from Nuohine, in our attempts at the language;
while from the great similiarity between the Taheiton language and this,
he was able in a very few weeks to address the people in public, in
their own tongue. Auna, a native chief of H. with his wife, designed,
when they left the Soc. Isles, as teachers to the Marqueson Isles, at
the request of Kohoomanoo and Tomoree accompanied them in a late tour
around a considerable part of Owhyhee. This tour was rendered particu
larly interesting by the burning of the war gods, which had been stored
away in dens and caves of the mountains. These, at the order of K. in
different places, were brought forward and burned in their sight.
Nothing appeared directly to result from Auna's accompanying them, tho
it would seem, that his regular observance of the Sabbath - his morning
and evening sacrifice, at which they often attended, with many such
things, could not be without their influence. They returned, pleasant
toward the mission, but not disposed to observe the Sabbath or attend
public worship. Sabbath before last, she went, near the hour of public
worship, in the morning, with a very large train, four miles or more,
to spend the day in their favorite amusement of playing in the surf.
This was done though they had been apprised of the approach of the
Sabbath and of preaching in their own tongue. At the close of the
service in the afternoon, Mr.B. went with Nopoo to Wititee, where they
had gone with the hope of being able to preach to them there. We had
some fears as to the result; but they were successful - a regular meet
ing was held in the evening when a good number were disposed to listen
to the words of eternal life. Every day of that week, which was the
one preceeding this, brought with it events of deep import. Tuesday
Cox who has always appeared friendly, came publicly forth and declared
his intention of having himself and his people become regular pupils sent immediately for books and a teacher and a teacher and with a re
quest that a religious meeting be held at his house in the evening.
Thislhas been done every evening since, with family prayer in the morning.
Tuesday he formally addressed his sister Kohoomanoo, on the subject,
proposing to her that she also come openly forward and declare herself
in favor of the instruction of her people. Thursday the subject was
in serious agitation. Friday, the king, with several of his favorites,
made us a visit. Saturday he sent for books, expressing his readiness
to receive regular instruction. Sabbath, king, queens, chiefs, and
people filled the house of GOD. Monday, Krimokoo declared his intention
of having all about him furnished with books. Tuesday Kohoomanoo took
hold of the alphabet - learned six letters. She had all along so en
tirely rejected the idea of learning herself, that I could scarcely
believe the reality of my enrollment while leaning upon her pillow and
asking her the name of this and the other letter. She is very busy in
preparing for a visit to Atooi, but has, through the week, requested
frequent calls for instruction. Little William B., cleanly dressed,
goes regularly, twice a day, at the request of Kaahoomanoo, and Tomoree,
to remain by them two or three hours at a time to assist them to read
when they feel disposed. When he reaches the door, they often say, well
our little kumu (teacher) is come. There is great demand for every
scholar that has been under instruction. I have felt a reward this
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�week for months of labor with that little school, though some times it
has appeared so trifling, in comparison with what we wanted to be doing.
You will receive much verbal information from Capt. Decoven the
bearer of this. He has been to us a pleasant friend during his stay
here, and has rendered many important favors. He has taken a stand
which but few have taken with respect to the mission. From us, and
from our Christian friends he is entitled to every sincere thanks. I
find a pleasure in thinking that if prospered in his voyage and allowed
to reach his home, (Middleton, Conn.) he will in a few months be in the
midst of many very dear to me. I must stop my pen, for the hour has
arrived in which Capt. D. was to sail.
Dear, beloved, sisters, adieu.
Most affectionately your,
S. M. Bingham
P.S. Aug. 10th, 1822. Woahoo. Kamomaloo comes in - gives a kiss and
bids me give aroha to sisters and dear friends. Aroha to the good
people. She exchanges little notes with me almost every day.
Oct. 1st, 1822. Another opportunity offers of sending to America.
Since April last, a blank appears in my journal, affording nothing as
in times past for dear sisters at home. The 10th of Aug. I sent by
Capt. Decoven, ship America, by the way of Canton, 16 pages, including
the period from Feb. 2 to April 28. To this was added rather by way of
letter, about four pages, as a kind of summary of intervening space
between April and Aug. I intended to have inserted that in my book
kept at home, with minutes of what I had forwarded, hoping also to have
kept up regular dates from that time, as I had formerly done. But such
was the state in which some was transcribed, and the remainder most
hastily penned, sometimes without a table, sometimes, in order to secure
a moment, seated in some little spot where the heat was oppressive, pre
paring at the same time communications for Taheite, for which place our
Christian visitors were expecting to leave us; in short, such was the
state of things when making ready the parcel, and such the pressure of
concerns in the weeks and days that succeeded, that nothing was preserved
arid but little remembered. I may mistake as to what I sent. I could
wish in the next communication made me there might be the number of
letters, with their dates, and the pages of journal which have been
received mentioned for my satisfaction.
Oct. 2nd. The Parthian, Capt. Brewster, arrived, last evening
117 days from Boston - a shorter passage than had been made since our
arrival. This morning we had the pleasure of opening a small parcel,
containing the late number of the Herald, the Report, and a short letter
from the Board, informing us of a box of letters, pamohlets, etc., put
on board a schooner, for us, the day before. We shall look with some
interest when we hear the cry "sail ho! 1
Oct. 3rd. Since the dates, through the summer have been omitted,
and the letters sent in Aug. relate almost wholly to things of general
concern; I could desire to give my sisters a short sketch which should
enable them to trace with me more distinctly, the domestic path of
those days and weeks. The last of ADril we returned from Atooi - found
the Miss. Dep. with Mr. Ellis and seven Taheitons, with our family. I
have in several places, though feebly, expressed the rich pleasure we
experienced in finding them still here, and something left for us, of
their highly interesting visit. At that time they anticipated a stay
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�of only a few days, but a train of providences following, forced their
residence with us till Aug. 22. The continuance with us we considered
a smile upon the mission. In it we had daily much personal enjoyment.
Situated as we were, in our domestic concerns, we had also some - I
would not say trials. If I could, I would give you a hasty picture,
and you might find a name for what I would express.
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Four distinct families, united in one, all having children - all
having infants, with eighteen or twenty native children divided among
them, two native youths, Thomas and NonCrei, and one young man,
Mr. Harwood, from New England, constituted, at that time, the mission
family at this station. One framed house, containing five rooms, 12 ft.
by 12 ft. above and below, with some unfinished space not inclosed in
rooms, with a stone room and eating room on the cellar ground, was the
habitation in which the four families dwelt, and in which they sought
to make their truly welcome guests. One of the five rooms was considered
as necessary for common resort, for conversation, for the discussion of
language, to receive company which was often calling, to attend morning
and evening prayer etc. Four rooms were left in which to place the beds
of the eight parents and their little ones, and accomodate the gentlemen,
two of the three desiring separate beds. Mr. and Mrs. Chamberlain they quit their room, and with mats, contrived a little apartment above,
from the opening there left unfurnished, where they spread their bed,
and disposed of their children where some of them lodged before, in the
space without. Joining their apartment, one of the same size and struc
ture is fitted to accomodate Mr. H. with his lodgings, and various tools
for repairing watches, etc. for the public good. On the opposite end of
the house was the pretty room, done off, last fall, for Mr. B. and myself.
This, in the bustle of the family, we considered our home. When fin
ished, we had had the comfort of it two or three weeks, and then left it,
to go to the relief of the family at A. This, on our return, we were
happy to appropriate to the accomodation of Mr. Bennet, while Mr. ~%yreman
and Ellis had their beds in Mr. C's room below. The day after we arrived,
I spent the forenoon in making the chamber very nice, - put up the
toilette, white curtains at the two windowst etc. - made a disposition
of Mr. Bennett's many trunks and books, removing our own from the room
and closet, and shut the door, happy that it was in our power to make
so comfortable, such a visitor. All seems settled now, but Mr. B. and
S. Where is the spot for them? They have learned to do with little,
and will not require much. We were well accomodated with bedsteds,
having, the week before, received six good ones from America. One of
these was put up in the opening that yet remained in the upper half
story, - the two ends appropriated as has been shown. The roof was low,
but a field-bedsted could stand, and still a comfortable passway between
it and the head of the stairs. I hung up my curtains, (this comfort was
wisely and kindly provided when I left W.) adding to those of the bed,
the little it required to make out the apartment, inclosing a small win
dow, between the roof and the floor, of six panes of glass, where I
could set one or two trunks and have room left to sit down. Attached to
this was a small spot which was under the roof, half the length of the
ceiled-room: but this contained all the medical stores of the mission;
still it was a help, for I could put some things there. This was our
home, through the summer. There was noise about us, it may be well
supposed - a family of six young children, from which nothing separated
but curtains and mats, a gentleman's room on one hand, where company,
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�native and foreign, were often calling; two servants, up and down stairs,
faithfully attending - a goldsmith's shop on the other, drawing company
of some kind, every day. The chests of the families below, containing
clothing and bedding, were stored here somewhere, calling them often
above - my own little one to be managed, with three native children, all together called for patience and prudence, to sustain the character
of good neighbors. Yet here we could all have been comparatively com
fortable had it not been for the burning sun of June and July being
upon the roof and unclapboarded sides of the house. I would here say,
we seldom, at any time of the year, suffer from the heat, if not exposed
to the firect rays of the sun. There is uniformly a breeze, sufficient
to render the air agreeable. But the house so thin, the exclusion from
the air such, that the heat was very uncomfortable - and it was favor
able for us that our engagements called us out most of the day. Thus
were we located. But our health was Dreserved, in a good measure, and
our minds rendered comfortable and happy - some plans of usefulness
were devised, and, I trust, through grace assisting, some feeble praises
offered to our Divine Benefactor for his unfailing mercies.
But ways and means must be devised, and labor done that so many
might be fed, each day, with food convenient for them. On our return
from Atooi, Mrs. L. superintended the domestic concerns, though hardly
able to keep about, from the great exertion she had made, but more par
ticularly exhausted in consequence of a walk several miles back into
the country, and no rest on her return. Mrs. C., having a care of the
washing and ironing of the voyage, with the daily change of the visit
ing gentlemen - her husband feeble - one or two children ill, located
upstairs, felt it difficult to have the care of the cellar kitchen.
I was exceedingly wearied by the peculiar hardships of my Dassage up,
after the labor at A., and hardly seemed fit to undertake business to
which I was so much unaccustomed. In two or three days, Mrs. L. gave
up, and took her bed. Mrs. C. felt it her duty, rather than mine, to
take the place below. She kept it teh or twelve days, when Mr. C. had
a most violent attack of the rheumatism and required her whole atten
tion. Mrs. L. had commenced a new term in my school, committed to her
care when I left it for Atooi, and considered it desirable to her feel
ings to close the quarter. There was no alternative - my duty was
plain - I went Delow - stood at the nelm, and, exceDt a few of the first
days of my labor, had the care of seeing that fifty were fed with some
thing, three times a day. The morning I commenced, Mr. Whitney, with
his family, came up from Atooi, making the fifth family in one. You
will be ready to say, if there be a spot for them, they have come at
the right moment. But being in a new olace with two children, who both
cried all the time, I never looked for her out of the chamber (Mr. and
Mrs. C. on the arrival of Mr. W. went into one of the old straw houses)
only at meals, and perhaps stay half through and perhaps not come at
all. I stood it thirteen days and hooed to have nersevered, but the
fears of my kind husband were alarmed - change must be made for the
school, if for a little while. Mr. C. and Mrs. L. did now, neither
of them, leave their room. I listened - went into the school - Mrs. T.
took the post - stood it five days and said some other way must be de
vised. Mrs. L. too, now seriously needed a nurse. Mr. H. was then
prevailed upon to try the kitchen for a month. During this month, GOD
was Pleased graciously to restore prostrates health and strenath, in a
good degree, so that less difficulty was found in managing, after that.
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�As to things to put up a t^ble, we sometimes had beef, pork, fish,
potatoes, butter, cheese, flour, sugar, and sometimes we were destitute
of all of them, and of the most of them at a time; but whatever might
have been the fare, a bystander would have pronounced it, generally, a
cheerful meal. Tho we sometimes wrought hard and fared coarsely, yet
GOD was pleased to allow no calamity to befall us; but give us, daily,
the hope that we were strengthening each other's hands in holding up
the standard, which, in his kind providence, had been erected in this
distant land. To make the picture true, very many bright, pleasant
spots should be Dut in, but my pages are lengthening, and I will only
add now, that not withstand all these things,,those four months were
a very interesting part of our missionary life, and a period, I think,
which will long be remembered with gratitude.
Oct. 4th. Spent the afternoon, with Mr. B. at the king's working
with the queen's women, upon another silk gown for her; while she has
been indicting and penning under Mr. B.'s care, a letter to my dear
sister Whiting. We have done much sewing for this summer. A silk
gown will last but little while, and she has an increasing desire for
dress. She, and some others, much wish to have bonnets - this is a
pleasant circumstance to us. The inquiry has sometimes been made, in
our letters, what could be sent as presents that would please these
waihines. If a less value is set upon leghorn bonnets, than formerly,
in America, I think a little money collected for miss, purposes, might
be well laid out in purchasing three or four. PerhaDS there are some
who have them to lay aside - they would be very acceptable, but
must be quite large. Indeed, I have hinted to the queen, that perhaps
some of the good ladies in America since she was attending to the
palapala, would probably send her one. Considering that, I would here
request, that if it could easily be done, one, at least, might be sent
by an early conveyance. As soon as I can have a green one, I shall
present mine where I think it will do the most good; tho three years
wear, or more, has somewhat defaced it. Since I made the request, last
fall, for several things for myself, I have sometimes thought that I
took more liberty in naming this and the other thing, than my necessi
ties warranted; for tho they would be found pleasant, I am yet comfort
able without them. But I knew many who esteemed it a high satisfaction
to assist the distant laborer, by contributing things for comfort when
they could; I am but a feeble one among those laborers; still, I am
ready to believe that some would find a pleasure in remembering arid
comforting me as such; and, also, as, Sybil, their friend and sister
too. With those feelings I named several things that occured to my
mind, with great freedom. No one has any salary; but things are sent
as the funds of the Board allow, and they think our necessities demand.
But it is a heavy tax upon them to supply the means of procuring plain
food for so many, at a place where every article of provision we con
sume, is bought at a rate double to what it would cost in Boston. Much
of our daily support will probably be sent us by ships from Boston and
Nantucket, especially as it can so often come to us without freight.
GOD has hitherto opened the hearts of commanders of vessels, so, as at
times, to cause our stock of comforts to be rich. I do not know that
an anxious thought, as to future support in a comfortable way, is ever
on my mind. If we trust in the Lord, and do good, we have GOD's promise
that we shall dwell in the land and be fed. Some of our number, who had
property, so disposed of what remained after fitting out, that they can
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�send to their little banks as they have need. I cannot anticipate many
wants that I think will be unsupplied; and when there is need of some
particular things, I do think I shall feel a pleasant kind of freedom
in naming them for the consideration of some to whom I would hope I was
dear; who I know are dear to me; and to whom GOD has given liberally,
while his cause is near their hearts and he allows them to aid it at
home, not calling them into the rough and distant field. My mind will
not receive the suggestion that the interest once felt for me will in
time die away. If I obtain grace of the Lord to be found faithful
among his servants, my friends, if his friends, will not forget me till
they forget the blessed work for which I resigned them and many of the
comforts, which, in my native land, GOD gave me.
I think the subject never gives me the least uneasiness, nor has
there been any time in which I could say, I thought I had misjudged as
to what was duty in the disposal of the little sum I was allowed to call
mine. I have never heard a word concerning it, but believe it will in
some way, turn to good, in the sacred treasury. If the query has arisen
in your minds, what is the view which S. takes of the subject now, you
will here learn that it is precisely what it was at first.
Oct. 5th. I might have mentioned in the preceeding date, when
alluding to the things named as wanting, last fall, that I have been
supplied with a very convenient writing-desk. Capt. Davis, on the ar
rival of the Quill, made me a present of a very pretty one. It is
indeed a thing I wanted, and it accommodates me exactly. Should a desk
have been forwarded, it need not be regretted; for if you should see
my dear husband, with his increasing papers of the language, writing
three sermons a week, preparing one edition after the other for the
press, writing to the other stations, to different members absent from
this, to the chiefs in other parts of the islands, answering notes from
white men and natives, every day, writing and transcribing the public
journal - all the joint letters, with numerous letters to private friends,
bringing in also a correspondence wtth almost every part of the earth
to which ships go;and then look at his small writing desk - his one table
and drawer, 2 ft. square, (which by the way is a very recent convenience)
all overflowing with palapala, you would think that if there were the
means with friends, or treasuries to purchase a desk, it might be well
to have one. When, should the little daughter live and inherit any of
her father's and mother's fondness for paper, something in which to keep
it, and upon which to lay it, would be pleasant. These things I men
tion, that you may think it all well if it is on the way. Should nothing
have been done about it, you will let it be; assured that, with the late
present, we find ourselves very comfortable. What I mentioned, in one
of my letters, as having sent for to Canton, by putting the dollars sent
me and a few Mr. B. had, together, we have received; so that he has a
pleasant suit, and I a charming gown. Little S. is waiting for a bonnet I cannot afford the time to make one. She wears her little school bonnet
and Mary Bates little red shoes, and has scarcely staid from meeting these
three months or more. Her dress, otherwise is very simple - one plain
gong, as she calls it - was there time for the needle, pantaloons should
be an appendage. My thimble is gone and my spoons all lost but four
little ones; I had but two large ones at first - they were quite a comfort,
as I had so long been accustomed to that kind, but such has been our
situation they have got away. Should I now and then, find one of some
size or other with the mark of some dear friend and have my little house
alone, which I believe must be in time, if life is spared, my tea and
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�goat's milk, I think would be very sweet.
Oct. 6th. My outward situation is very comfortable, at present my health is more than ordinarily good - my comfort in my sweet child,
and in the best of husbands, is rich - my school of 20 regular scholars,
was perhaps never better regulated, and the duties of it easier. It
includes all the English scholars except two, and none others; who,
with the Eng. learn to read and write their own language. To this, I
give, this quarter, only my forenoons. I have always had school twice a
day before. But I must take time for the language, and I must also, at
present, avoid close confinement. Attention to the queen's and chief
women with others, forms no small part of duty; so that the forenoons
we deem a fair proportion for my school. Mrs. T. has a full school
taken out of the old one, who came crowding in last quarter. T. Hopoo
has an interesting school at the village - Nonoree has scholars and we
hope tries to do what good he can. James Kahuha is ambitious and
assists Mrs. T. in the school within the yard.
I might have mentioned sooner than this the departure of the friend
who spent the summer with Mr. C. and family, who are daily waiting a
passage to America - that Mr. Ellis and family are expected from Nuahine
to aid in the work here; but all these things you will, I hope, see
officially, with reasons, etc. etc. The trial to Mr. and Mrs. C. is
very great. There is no doubt they would rejoice to see it clearly
their duty to pass their remaining days on miss, ground. His health
is miserable, and then, such a family of children in the present state
of the nation and mission! God will be pleased to guide every step of
the way, in this important matter, we hope. I believe it has been with
the greatest harmony, love, and tender feeling that the subject has
been looked at hitherto. Tho it has been considered some time, it might
have been still longer, without acting, perhaps, had there not have been
such plain and decided advice on the part of those sent to advise and
consult with missionaries. Mr. and Mrs. C. and the children are at
present on a visit to Atooi. The Diss. left us for the S. I. on the
22 Aug. on board the Mermaid, the Cutter in which they came. The family
at present is comparatively small.
We anticipate with pleasure giving a welcome to our dear bro. Ellis,
and his companion, who we already love. Mr. Tyreman and Bennet, if their
lives are continued, after they have made the tour of the world, we are
allowed to hope will receive the hand of Christian salutation from many
of our dear friends in A. Let me here say my cheerfulness in all my work
renders it all easy. My chamber has very many comfortable things about
it, and is very pleasant to me. Before I am aware, my pen stands ready
to run around it; but I should not dare to describe another room; an® so
cannot tell you of the charming library, filling up the space over the
toilette between the two windows, containing the nice books presented by
particular friends - the white curtains within the windows, the latticed
frame without, which, with a lattice in the door, admit a pleasant air,
while they break the strong wind, and shield from the burning sun. A
beautiful little mahogany work table, with trimmings, which the queen
presented me and a new edition of the sofa, and some other convenient
and pretty things, one of which is a beautiful tea-cady given me by
Mr. Bennet, have all an appropriate place in this good room. I will just
say, and I think this, in accomodations and pleasantness superior to any
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�I ever called mine, - my partiality for my former chamber, notwithstand
ing - and, surely, none before, except the little straw room, ever con
tained anything, to me so rich, as husband and child. These are blessings
loaned to me, a poor sinner, who, long ago, forfeited every claim to any
favor; and no day, have shown that gratitude these mercies demand. If
this heart clings to them too closely, it may be necessary they should
be recalled. If GOD dealt with me as a child the same would be the case
in the beloved land of my birth; and even then this half sanctified
heart would stand exposed to the shafts of sorrow. I tell you of the
mercies I enjoy, tho I can tell of no title to them; with great pleasure,
happy to have it in my power to do away from the minds of my anxious,
tender sisters, every thought, that my enjoyment, stranger as I am in
this strange land, is, in any material degree, less than I could reason
ably have expected through life's varied pilgrimmage, had my fleeting
years passed in beloved America. Dear Sisters, love Sybil, do her all
the good you can and never forget to pray for her, but do not weep over
her as if she were unhappy.
Oct. 7th. Oh, the sweet pleasures of this morning! The long, longlooked-for letters are received from my sisters. They bear the date of
Oct. 1821, but they are rich with recitals of GOD's kind dealings toward
them, Lucy's health improved - her beloved husband and little one spared
to her - mercies many. Sophia raised from depressed spirits--rejoicing
in a sweet babe - happy in one she believes the dearest of husbands, and
what is more than all, desiring much to live to GOD. A - with the pros
pect of being again with her sisters, in favored N. Eng. where her mis
sionary feelings can be more indulged, and take more comfort in talking
about Sybil. Am I thankful? May my heavenly Father, of his mercy, make
me so.
Oct. 8th. Yesterday I wrote to Sophia. I there mentioned the cir
cumstance of the receipt of these letters - the occasion of the delay,
etc. I have another, recently prepared, for Lucy. I shall direct both
to Hartford, in the general deposit; begging the "pin money" saved for
Sybil may be kept on hand for postage for the many, many sheets, so
that each dear Sister absent, may share fully and quickly, in all, such
as it is. Two conveyances are offered us, this week, by homeward-bound
ships - one by Cape Good Hope - the other by Cape Horn. I could wish
I had letters to many a dear friend prepared, which I shall not have at
this time. For a long time my pen has been compelled to lie aside.
'Tis only in the leisure moments of this week that I have taken it up,
and this is the fourteenth full page to my sisters, saying nothing of
the corners, sides and backs of the two letters, filled to overflowing.
A few rough dates were sketched in the journal last week. 0, dear
girls, you should pay me in like kind, and induce those too who share
this manuscript with you - you can none of you have labors pressed
upon you more than I do. I take from the hour of sleep, so far as
health will allow, and do it most cheerfully. Tho there is not ele
gance of style nor always correctness of expression, yet I write, be
lieving it is some poor return for the kind interest your hearts have
in me. Other ships sail in the course of the month - if permitted,
shall make it my endeavor to have something for each one. Attention
to the language must put a check upon my Den. Writing has been a great
comfort in the loss of the society of dear friends. I hope never to
be obliged to relinquish it wholly. Do be at some pains to satisfy
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�those dear ones you know I once loved, and who may think themselves
neglected, that my heart has not lost the least degree of love for
them, whatever appearances may be. I grieve to think there has been
any ground for Dolly Ann's tender spirit to be wounded by the seeming
neglect of one whose ties of friendship with her are of no ordinary
kind. She was among the first to whom I wrote, and I was the less
careful to write again, without an answer ±o that, thinking she, per
haps more than some others, would share with sisters in the journal.
Oct. 9th. I cannot afford to fill my dates with public things
unless something personal is connected with it - public things I must
leave for public letters and public journals - this I do, not because
self is the most pleasant subject in the world, but if I can judge it
is what you would wish most prominent. It is on that account that I
speak of house, manner of living, school, little Sophia, William, and
the like. I want to tell you here that that dear child is separated
from me for a season. At the repeated solicitations of Tamoree and
Kaahumanu we fitted them off with them for Atooi, in their late visit
to that island. We knew not how to run the hazard of such an exposure
to evil as we considered it, or how to have him from our watch and
instruction, for an uncertain length of time; but were at length led
to consider it best to give our consent, and accordingly fitted him
off. We consider him exposed to many temptations, and tremble for
his safety. We write to him as our child, every opportunity. Mr.
Whitney, in his last letter to Mr. B. written after he had been with
the royal train at the island of Onehow, says, "I suppose you and
sis. B. will expect me to say something about your little Wm. I
have had an opportunity to watch him carefully, and am hapDy to tell
you I believe he is doing good. Like other boys, he is fond of play;
but his desire for learning is not demini shed. Few children would
bear the caresses of royalty as well as he does. If they do not elate
him, we may expect much good from him. I have had occasion to advise
him with respect to some bad associates. It was well received and
attended to." So writes Mr. Whitney. It comforted us; but still, we
are anxious. We hope to hgve him return to us, in a few weeks, what
he was before. With feelings somewhat like those in a parent's breast,
I want to show you some of his Eng. composition. It is his last letter
to me, written when there was none to guide in a syllable. One before,
to Mr. B. and myself, was written handsomely in his own tongue. The
last is not long, and I will transcribe it wholly in his own words.
"Waimea. Sep. 10, 1822
"My very dear Mrs. Bingham
I long very much to see you - I am in hopes I shall see you in
course of couple of months. I hope that you are well, and Mr. B. and
the little Sophia. I long very much to see her. I think about her
every day - how she used to play with me. I wish you kiss her for me.
You might be please to hear I have school twice in the day. I have
thirty five scholars - boys and girls, and the remainder of the time
I take to teach the king and queen - so I have no time to write my
journal. Once in a while when they are out in swimming, I have little
time to write it. I would thank you to send down some books, for there
are some scholar have none. You have mention in your letter about me
to live with Mr. Ruggles, and to sleep there - but it is inconvenient
for me to cross the river. But once in the day I can get cross when I
says my lesson regular before Mrs. R. I would thank you let me know
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�whether I sleep there or not. I am going to Onehow in the Tartar, and
my scholars are going with me - as I teach them there. Mr. Whitney is
going with us to Opehow. He say he will hear my lesson any time. I
thank you to give my love to Mr. & Mrs. Chamberlain, and to all the
family, and to all the family children. Tell them they must all be
good children. Give my love to John Nonoree & James.
King Tamoree give his love to Mr. B. and to you, and Kaahumanu
too - they say they like the palapala. Do not forget to pray for me.
I am your child
William Beals.
P.S. The king has made present to me - two pair of pantaloons. I very
sorry that I have mention to you to send my coat. I don't want you to
send my coat. I don't want you to send it down if you don't wish to."
I have given you the letter just as he penned it, without addition
or alteration, except near the close, some slight corrections in spell
ing, arising, I am persuaded, from inattention and a little haste.
He has been absent seven or eight weeks, but little S. still talks
about him, by night & by day. She really mourned for him some days, after a while fancied him in every picture she saw, and is now quite
happy in talking to Wm. giving him kaukau & c.
She contrives to make the other children wait upon her as Wm. did
and do it very readily, when any of them fall in her way. She has a
very affectionate heart. She would love her aunts & little cousins.
Oct. 10th. Mrs. Thurston is making much inquiry of those accustomed
to ship living, concerning the best manner of preserving various articles
of provision. My appetite is so different from what it was four months
since, that I do not feel the subject, at present, just as she does; but
I believe I shall avail myself of the result of her inquiries, and trans
mit a little memorandum. Sometimes, perhaps, some benevolent feelings
would be gratified, was there known some secure method of sending to us
a portion of what is enjoyed of cheese, butter, ham, or something of the
kind, when it is considered that we set down to our simple bread and tea,
from night to night, and not unfrequently find that bread, sea-bread,
which not one female relishes. I will give the list she has just put
down. Cheese, thoroughly dried, and is the best well packed down in
shavings of sweet wood, and headed up air tight. Butter, well worked,
put into a good cask, headed up air tight. It is still a better way to
put the cask into a larger one filled with brine, and headed up. Lard
can be preserved in the same way. Cider, newly worked, drawn off into
bottles, made air tight with good corks confined in with wire, then put
into a box filled with sand. Ham well dried, put into oiled or greased
bags, packed down tight in ashes, and headed up air tight. Barbary &
Cranberry Sauce, made strong, put into a stone jar and made air tight.
Apples, Russetings, Greenings & Pearmains well packed in pure sand,
perfectly dry, and headed air tight, put on board a vessel any time
between Oct. and Jan. will come good. Raisins, Figs, & C, are not
easily here obtainable, and in order to send them safely, they too must
be put up air tight. Honey in the same manner. I have given you the
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�list of what she upon inquiry found had been brought from America to
these Islands in good order. Should any of the articles be found con
venient, at any time, for any of my friends to send, without too much
trouble to themselves they would be very welcome. I know many, who,
if they could do it would feel a satisfaction in it. I might mention
Dried Fruit of almost any kind, kept as much as possible from the air
and wel1 dried. Some of our parents' excellent plums from Bennington,
such as we found on our passage out, we talk of many times. Those dear
friends, I hope, see this journal, hasty and incorrect as it is.
Let me here request you to take some pains to present our very
cordial thanks to Mrs. Dr. Porter, Nodley, for the truly acceptable
present of a most excellent cheese, received by me, some time this
past summer. It was incased in tin and came perfectly sound, except a
little of the outer part which appeared to have'been melted. If I
should not be able to acknowledge it to her, as I could with, you will
tell her that I have to thank her in behalf of the Miss. & Dep. and
Mr. Ellis. It came out at a happy time, when they were with us and
sea-bread, with now and then a little flour, was all we had upon the
tea-table, or at the lunch after the evening had been spent at the
language till ten or eleven o'clock. Rich & large as it was it did
not last long; sending a piece to Atooi too, but while it did, many a
pleasant chat we had about American missionary females, etc., etc.
Oct. 11th. I pen this date, and pause. Happy day! that joined
me to the worthiest of husbands - that opened the way, plain & wide,
into missionary work. Solemn, tender day! when blessings brightened
as they took their flight - blessings of kindred, country & friends.
But how have blessings attended me through every busy, fleeting day
of these three years! How I need a Saviour's blood applied to work
away their guilt! 0 that I may be found the devoted, humble servant,
in heart & life of this Divine Saviour whose blood alone can cleanse
from sin!
Oct. 12th. This morning, we closed our packet by the ship Hamil
ton.- Mr. B. wrote to the re. and his bro. S. - I wrote to Lord S. My
box is not yet in readiness - hope to send it the next ship. Capt.
Davis has just sent for my perusal a letter from Mrs. Ely Nortford,
dated Dec. 25. I have been very much gratified with the perusal of so
excellent a letter, and from Nortford too, though nothing was said
concerning my friends. I could wish to be remembered to that good
woman - her excellent letters have made me love her - 0 , that her
prayer might be heard for her dear brother! Capt. D. very kindly
sent me a doz. of porter this afternoon which he had purchased of one
of the new ships. Hardly anything could have been more acceptable. A
pleasant note accompanied it. We have always been friends.
Oct. 12th, 1822. Closed late this evening, our packet for the
Spermo, Capt. Bunker. I contributed to it twelve pages of journal.
Mr. B. wrote to Bro. Cushman, enclosing it in a letter from the queen
to Sister L. directed as one packet to Mr. Charles Whiting Hartford.
Twenty pages of public journal, with a joint letter, and letters to
private friends, were also sent. A joint letter was forwarded in the
morning, by Capt. Martin.
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�Oct. 17th. The Spermo has been detained since the 12th by con
trary winds - left the harbor today. This ship, deeDly laden, will
probably have a long passage; but, may she go safely, and in the best
time, with the communications which she bears, refresh the hearts, and
call forth the prayers and Draises of the loved friends at home.
Capt. Bunker of the Tarquin, and Capt. Swain of the Frances, calledthe latter presented us with a most excellent cheese, a firkin of butter,
a large box of good raisins, a box of all-spice, some spermaceti candles,
a wash-tub and two buckets. Mr. B. was invited, by CaDt. B. on board
the Tarquin - several things for the comfort of the family were given him.
Oct. 18th. Brig Cossack, Capt. Dix, sailed, bound to S. America,
by way Huahine. This I notice with more interest, because, on her re
turn which is expected in March or April next, we hope to welcome Mr.
Ellis and family; if no providence opens to bring them to us sooner. I
wrote again to Mrs. E. and sent some of my raisins to the little ones.
Mr. B. since his American packet of two joint letters, journal, & private
letters, sealed on Saturday, and Saturday night, has made ready seventeen
full pages for the S. Islands - some to the Dept. - some to the miss,
brethern. It is much comfort to me, to see him have a SDOt, at length,
for his writing-desk. A leaf, nearby, affixed to the wall, supports my
desk which is so neat and convenient. Here, side by side, the cradle
at our feet, many an hour, by candle-light, our Dens run swiftly. But
mine must run more for language and less for friends, or I shall poorly
go by the side of my husband in the great work.
Oct. 19th. Mr. Loomis leaves the family for a little season to go
to Hawaii (Owhyhee.) Some are going from, or returning to the family,
almost constantly. Several whale ships have come in this week; and from
some we have received many articles of comfort - a channel for the supply
of various wants that we did not anticipate when we left America.
Oct. 20th. Mr. B. oreached to a full house of the natives at nine
o'clock this morning, and in Eng. at 11, to a congregation of perhaos
200 of our countrymen. A very solemn and imDressive discourse it was,
to my mind, like many solemn seasons in the house of GOD in America.
0 , that some soul might have occasion to remember the day with everlast
ing joy! In the afternoon, Mr. T. preached, for the first time, in
the language of the country.
Oct. 21st. Little Sophia M. and her Mama received quite a present thirty yards of calico, which sells here readily at doll. Der yd. This
was from the Consul, Mr. Jones. A polite note accompanied it, which I
have just answered; and, as we have all things in common, cut the cloth
into six parts. Gifts from personal friends, at„home, are an exception
to this mode of division. These are to be regarded as who11y at the
disposal of the individual to whom they are sent. I wished much to cut
off the little Kentucky cousin a frock with the little Sophia. If a
bird could have taken it in his bill and drooped it maria roa (very still)
into her mama's lap I believe I should have done it.
Oct. 25th. Among many useful articles received from Capts. of
different whaleships, we have a valuable present from Capt. Bunker,
Ship Ontario - a barrel of oil - a firkin of butter, a bucket of glauber's
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�salts, a pr. of shoes, tubs and pails, - and what pleases the taste
particularly, a jar of quince preserves. He is twenty two months out;
but this quince scalded, and a little sugar added, is quite as relishable with me, as any I ever ate in America. Capt. Norris of the May
flower called upon us today with Capt. B. - presented us with two bis.
bread and 15 yd. cotton cloth.
Oct. 27th.- The house of worship more crowded than last sabbath.
Mr. B. preached at nine and eleven. The sermon in Eng. from these
words "Follow peace with all men; and holiness, without which no man
shall see the Lord." May God bless his word which he hath helped his
servant plainly and faithfully to declare.
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Oct. 29th. The ship Baloena, Capt. Gardner, arrived. Many are
daily putting in; but this, we are told, only fourteen months out, is
full, and bound directly home. Last spring he called on us with letters
from America on his way to the Japan coast. These ships, I believe, are
generally fitted for a three year's voyage.
Oct. 30th. Capt. G. called, with five other gentlemen. These
Nantucket visitors, seem quite like our neighbors. With some we have
very pleasant interviews. It was remarked today, that as many as two
hundred of the citizens of that place were now in this port. In the
morning, we had a call from Capt. Phillips of the Coquett, bound for
London, with his physician, Dr. Short, the latter has called on us
frequently. He is a young man of very interesting appearance - intelli
gent and well bred - has a wife and two little ones in Lon. where he was
well established in his profession; but took this voyage as the last
remedy to save his sinking health. We should regard it as no good omen
to see him on a second voyage. Mr. B. wrote to Dr. Burder. Two English
whale ships have been shipwrecked this season. The master of one, with
a part of the crew of both, have arrived here, one after the other.
Capt. B. called introducing two strangers this afternoon. We had little
idea of seeing company so much, from every part of the world, when we
came here. It is only at particular seasons that so many visit'us, tho
at all times of the year ships are stopping. It will be important well
to maintain this post, tho the very circumstance of such an influx from
all parts of the world, will throw impediments in the way of missionary
operations, and occasion trials.
Nov. 2nd. The schools are frequently visited by the strangers
which are about us. This morning, I had something of a little examina
tion in Eng. and Havaiine; as three Captains called who seemed more
than ordinarily intelligent and sober.
Nov. 4th. Monthly concert - We had hoped for the privilege of
perusing our expected packet from America, by this day; and of feeling
our hearts warmed by fresh intelligence of Zion's advancement. But
this is not granted us. And what would it be without the Spirit of
God? May we be most engaged to secure his holy influence.
Nov. 5th. Gathering up, from day to day, all the leisure moments,
to make out some letters, to friends, where they have long been due I shall be grieved if the ships sail and I do not succeed. Time seems,
with me, divided into little parcels.
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�Nov. 16th. Since the morning of the 6th the days and hours have
been so filled with little, busy cares; carrying interest at the pass
ing moment, but losing it again as time goes on; that I deem it prudent
to leave a blank of ten days, perhaps summing up the dates my hasty Den
had sketched, in a brief letter to be hastily and silently read; and
then laid aside like the busy cares themselves, with things passed by
and forgotten.
Nov. 18th. Have finished a long letter for my dear friend Betsey
Morse. Three others are written - one to Mrs. Putnam, Ports. - one to
Mrs. Stearns, West, (two, three, dear sisters) and another to Bennington.
These four are folded, ready for the packet making our for Capt. G.
tomorrow. I cannot do justice to my feelings in making out letters, by
the present conveyance, for many a dear friend where gratitude and
affection demand them. I believe if my sisters reckon nearly two hundred
pages of journal to be anything, and are satisfied to share jointly,
in my many letters, they will think me not in debt to them. You have
all sent me many letters, and you all have many thanks. I am not willing
to think your cares and labors greater than mine; but I am willing to
number your pages altogether, and counting with you two for one think
myself richly paid. Among seven files, which neatly fill, with choice
letters, rec'd since leaving America, one drawer in the small mahogany
table which the queen gave me, one file has written upon the strip which
enwraps it, "Letters to be answered." Here I see the name of Mrs. Bates,
Mrs. Collins, Miss C. Richards, Farm. Miss B. Chapin, Con. Miss R. Root,
Bru. Mr. C. Moseley, Whites, Mrs. Gould, South, Mrs. Porter, An. Miss
S. A. Hopkins, Boston - a few others which it wil not be necessary to
to name. If it will not give you too much trouble, regard it as a par
ticular request from me to give information to some of them, where it
can conveniently be done, that you have heart from me, and that I am
not unmindful of the kindness they have shown me. Tho I have never
received a line from my Southampton friends, except from Mrs. G., do
be particular to send to them word that you have heard from me, and
that I intend writing to someone, at least, before the ships are gone
this fall. I remember that dear place with deep interest, and am
grieved that I have no more communication with it. I wrote very early
to Mr. Gould; but the letter was among those unfortunate ones, sent
by the L."Aigle. I erote again, some months after to my good mother,
Mrs. Edwards, not long before the birth of my little Sophia M. You
will make an effort to send them word whenever, you hear from me. Their
kindness was too uniform and too sincere, to be forgotten. I promise
myself much pleasure in writing to Mrs. Bates, West. I have so many
things I want to say, in answer to her two long letters, written just
as she would haye asked and answered questions, if I had gone hcpe,
and been about the house with her, a day.
Perhaps I shall not find the moment to thank Miss Richards with my
own pen; but will some of you assure her that it was regarded as very
kind to write me as she did. I consider that a desire to add to the
comfort of one Who no more expects to enjoy the sweets of society in
her native land, dictated her pen.
I hope to answer my cousin C. Moseley's letter. My dear brother D.
has he given up Sybil? I say to my sisters, but let them not say it
again, my heart has never been cheered by one line from him. Surely
he does not blame me for following what appeared to be, to myself, and
to many a judicious, prayerful friend, the voice, the distinct voice
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�of providBnce! Sister N. Collins knows we were never in the habit of
counting letter for letter - I shall write to her as soon as I can.
Tho 47 precious letters stand on my correspondence book as received
since I bade my friends adieu, and a large packet is expected, every
day, by the Rover, I still think of one and another parental friend,
that I do not expect to write me, to whom my heart dictates a letter
which my hand would readily Den, were they not always too full.
Capt. Davis had, last night, two attacks of fits, considered
apoplectic. It has not been in my power to go and see him, today, tho
I have much desired it. Mr. B. visited him, this evening, - found
him much more comfortable. Is this the summons to him - it is an
awful voice! Oh, may it be heard with due regard!
Nov. 19th. Resumed my school, which, from the new domestic
arrangements of the family was drooped on the 7th. Have not felt vigor
of body to allow me to walk to the village to see Capt. D., or vigor of
mind, sufficient to use my pen, though Capt. G. did not sail.
Nov. 20th. Last night Capt. D. was attacked with convulsive fits is very low, today - totally blind. I have been with Mr. B. to see
him - my heart is affected. 0, that my spirit did pray! Now would
his mother, and pious sisters, cry to GOD in his behalf! May the Lord
have mercy on him!
Nov. 21st. Closed school and called again at Capt. Davis'. He
appears sinking - but thinks himslef altogether better. I hoped I should
not come away without saying something to him of his danger; but found
it even more difficult than yesterday. I was ready to inquire what
would a few feeble words avail? I have sometimes sought to drop a word
plainly & affectionately; having reason to believe he would receive it
as well from me as any one. He would never seem offended, not yet
affected, except as I connected with my remarks the tender theme of
mother & sisters, such as loved him.
Nov. 22nd. The various labors of yesterday caused me some uncom
fortable hours in the night - today, feel ill - not strength to go out
to school; or call at the village. Capt. D. is much the same; the more
inclined to drowsiness - told Mr. B. when he called on him, that he was
better, but took little more notice.
Nov. 23rd. Capt. G. is still detained, which allows us time to
prepare our box of articles of curiosity for our friends, which I have
spoken of by two vessels that sailed before. We have been gathering
them several months, but have not succeeded as well as we could wish:
they may however, have more interest attached to them, when they shall
have crossed the Pacific & Atlantic. The shells were, some of them,
gathered on the shores of Owhyhee, some on Onehow, but the greater part
at Atooi, as Mr. B. and I have ranged along the shores with the little
blessed Sophia, attended by a group of smiling, tawny children; all
delighted to assist us in collecting, what they, wondering, supposed
we considered such treasures. The little daughter has been very busy,
today, while I have been culling from the general mass, in assisting
mama to put up the "pretties", as she calls them; so if you find un
polished ones, more than it would seem worthwhile to transport over
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�two oceans, you must give her credit for some. She was as much dis
posed to put in all, as the native children were, at first, to pick
up all.
The request is often made by literary friBnds of Mr. B. for articles
of curiosity from the islands; it has never been convenient to send any
thing except the box that we have now packed, and one sent a year since
by Capt. W. Gardner. This box is made large, and directed to Hartford.
I hope it will not put Bro. W. to trouble to have me make Hartford a
deposit, in remembering my friends. My thoughts center there. To
collect these has been chiefly my concern. Mt. B. gathered a few arti
cles, particularly for Prof. Hall, which came more in his way than mine,
such as lava, stones, etc. The things which you find with a direction
to Dr. Dougal, Schenectaday, were committed to our care by Allen of
Wititee, as a present from him to that gentleman, and to Allen's sister,
living at S. Dr. D. is son of the family who possessed Allen as a slave
till the age of 24. Among the last communications received from America,
a letter from him was addressed to this black man, of whose fate he had
known nothing, for many years, till he saw the account of him from the
mission. It was truly an excellent letter. Allen was much affected by
it, and immediately requested an answer to be written, giving, in brief,
his history, since leaving that family.
He soon collected his presents, with 20 dollars in cash, for his
sister, and came early, one morning, with his two children, to spend
the day by Mr. B. whose pen he wished to be employed, while he gave a
rehearsal. The money was received by the Miss, and an order given on
the board. We thought that tho the lumber of the box would be increased
by it, it might be pleasant to you to see some of the articles, parti
cularly the parana, and the North-West gown, things, which our means
will not allow us to procure. We were obliged to put them in promis
cuously, tho I believe they are so plainly marked as to sa^e any per
plexity in disposing of them. The things within the calabash, with
the exception of the small parcel for Bennington; and some without;
the basket, fan, and one or two I do not now remember, are to be at
the disposal of my sisters. Having examined them, it would be a grati
fication to me to have them given to one and another dear friend of
mine who might call upon them, some triffle as a remembrance from me.
I might name individuals; but I should be sorry to put you to any trouble
in the matter - do it as it is pleasant and convenient. Should a good
opportunity present, and you could take, perhaps, one of the small cala
bashes sent you, last fall, and from the two boxes, select some pretty
shells, a string of beads, some eye stones, or any little article as
might suit you, and make a small parcel for my pleasant friends in
Canandaigua; assuring them at the same time, of my kind regards; and
intention of preparing a box, as articles worthy of their notice shall
come in my way. These you might direct to Mrs. Johns, if there, - if
not, my kind friend Mrs. Howell. They would go safely and pleasantly
in this way by some direct conveyance afforded by the frequent inter
course between Hart, and Con. I had information, more than a year
since, of a box of things for my comfort, preparing for me, by dear
friends in that place. I have not received it; but enjoyed the comfort
of thinking they remembered and loved me. All the things I have had
any intimation of as sent from H. h^ve come safely and directly; except
those in March 1820 by the Huron. I always regretted the loss of those
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�letters. I have supposed too the letters from my beloved Miss Osgood
which lay in one parcel, separate from other letters among things left
in a drawer at Con. were sent at that time; knowing you made up a bund!
of things I left, kindly supposing they might be of service to me. The
silk stocking, or anything else I think of among them, were trifles
compared with the letters, new and old.
I send by Capt. G. one mat - should have secured it within the box
but thot such a long voyage would expose it to injury, if not occasion
ally put in the sun. He will take care of it, and forward it from Nan.
or New Bedford, as Capt. W. G. engaged to do with one he took with a
box last fall. This will make a pretty carpet for a small bed-chamber
for one sister; while the Tahitian spread will look prettily on the
bed of another, and perhaps, gratify the feelings of a sister as she
conducts some friend of Sybil's to a night's lodgings. The calabash,
or native trunk, will be received by the fourth. Four dear Sisters, I
reckon - say, Do they all live? or have they done with such trifles
as these? When they have done with earthly things, may they find,
through rich grace in our dear Redeemer, heavenly possessions to be
theirs. My health is comfortable again. I was ill, yesterday, in con
sequence of too much fatigue. My general health has been for several
months, good - much the same as the first summer after our landing.
Nov. 24th. Capt. D. lies insensible to what passes around him nature evidently sinking. Prayers were offered, in the santuary, for
him, today.
Nov. 25th. Evening. Mr. B. has just returned from the bed of
the dying man. At the request of Mr. Dana he lead in Drayer, where
a number were assembled in solemn silence; and who along could hear the senses of the unhappy sufferer were locked ud - the springs of
life must soon stand still - I lay my head upon my pillow, my mind
oppressed with thoughts of his sad state.
Nov. 26th. Just before the day dawned, the report of cannon
waked us from sleep. My heart fluttered with the dreadful inquiry,
has Eternity opened on his view? It was so. That signal announced
his departure from earth.
Evening. The last sad rights are performed - the perishable
remains are now beneath the clods of this heathen land. When the
Archangel's trump shall sound, from this little spot, he shall rise
to judgment. There was a solemn pomp displayed this afternoon; but
my busy thoughts followed the departed spirit; and tears blinded my
eyes to the scene around me, as I sympathized with the pious, afflicted
sould that must ere long weep at the sad intelligence. They loved
their relative - he was an o nly surviving son - an only surviving
brother. May their covenant God who has graciously supported them,
once and again, in this sad hour of affliction, now sustain them.
Though I am personally unknown, yet present to them, my most affec
tionate sympathizing regards; and should it be your lot to make known
from this the mournful intelligence, you --------------Nov. 27th. Capt. G. who has been detained in harbor many days
by want of favorable wind, .this morning gives his signal for sailing.
I fold my six pages, and desiring^to ask the blessing of God upon you,
my beloved sisters, bid you adiev(.
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�Feb. 1st. 1823. At the closing of the last communications made
to my dear Sisters, which was by letter, Dec. 28, I hoped to commence
anew my journal with the new year. But the new year brought with it
new scenes.
Again favored with strength to resume it, those beloved sisters
present the first claim. A summary of the events of this eventful
month, so far as they related to myself, I have given in a letter,
dated Jan. 29 not yet forwarded. On that day, Mr. B. left me to attend
the king, during a short stay in a distant district on this island. I
have passed thru lonely nights, but have been comforted with the belief
that he was where his Divine Master pointed his path. The consideration
that duty called, prevents my bringing forward one objection to his
leaving me. Bereaved, weak & feeble, the sweet society and kind atten
tion of this dear friend would be a comfort which my mourning heart
would, at this time, peculiarly value. But I have very many comforts
in his absence. I have just dispatched the fourth letter. I have also
heard from him - verbal intelligence only - a long letter which he had
forwarded, having been carelessly lost by the bearer. It is no small
loss, and particularly as it was the first he ever had opportunity to
write me.
Feb. 2nd. A precious sabbath. More than ordinary have been the
comforts of my soul. We have been at the table Of our once crucified
Lord. 0, the condescending love of God! I felt as if I could say,
"It is good to be here." My dear husband absent, but I had sweet com
fort in believing GOD would sBnd him a portion. This is the first
Sabbath we have been separated, since, by a mysterious providence, we
were made interested in each other at Goshen.
Evening. A precious letter is just received from Mr. B. Five
full pages he tells me, forwarded yesterday, were dropped in the sea.
How would my sisters be comforted could they know what a rich blessing
GOD has given me in this much loved, justly valued friend.
Feb. 3rd. Monday. A day of the sweetest, richest, comforts. A
few of its fleeting hours have passed with my dear husband. Last night,
as the moon rose, the king set sail for Honoruru, and arrived just be
fore the dawn of day. Mr. B. accompanied him. They tarried till two-2.
p.m. and then took leave to return to Puuloa. But it was not the common
enjoyment of the society of this dear friend which marked this day with
comforts. I think my soul has felt it emphatically a day of prayer.
My thoughts have been greatly assisted by the tender, solemn frame in
which the mind of my dear husband seemed to be. Once and again I was
allowed to come with him and seek the presence of our dear Redeemer.
An hour was spent before he left us, with the family, in united prayer.
This evening, the family were permitted to meet again. How great the
blessing which God is besrowing upon a needy world in the monthly con
cert for prayer.
Tues^f^eb. 4th. Marked by the arrival of Mr. Ellis and family,
to cooperate with us in the great work of enlightening this nation. He
enters the field a- an interesting moment. Never, apparently, was there
a more open door for useful 1ness. We are led to admire the gracious,
silent hand of GOD, influencing the hearts of this people to ask, with
daily and increasing earnestness, for teachers & instruction, just at
a time when he has brought an addition into the field, and, as we hope,
is conducting a still greater addition on their way hither. It is of
the Lords mercy; and, 0, may we all, who are privileged to labor here,
realize more & more, our own weakness - humbly wait upon our Divine
Master, who is the power, ever desiring to ascribe to him all the glory.
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�I believe that never was a nation in a more truly interesting state
than this. The listening ear is given; but, 0, the understanding heart,
which shall enable them to be wise unto salvation! For this we long
and wait. It would be pleasant to pen many particulars of the landing
& reception of this dear family; but the interest & fatigue of the day
have been already sufficient for this feeble frame.
Feb. 5th. How busy and occupied are all our fleeting days! Another
kind letter from my dear friend, this evening, cheers my heart, and
makes me forget fatigue; & more especially as I have an opportunity to
answer it. One was received yesterday. It appears that he has not
heard of the arrival of Mr. E. His aid and advice seem needed at home
at this time. The weather is indeed tempestuous for this climate; so
much so, as to render it difficult to send for him. A messenger will
go in the morning.
Feb. 6th. Mr. B. has returned much to the joy of us all. The
king may be expected on Saturday. The day has been very stormy. To
me, flannel and a good fire would be comfortable. One we have - the
other we have not, except as necessity drives us to our smoky cook
house to prepare our food.
Feb. 7th. On my sickbed I trusted cares and labors, many as we
must always anticipate them to be on Missionary ground like this,
should not prevent a close & holy walk with GOD. Exalted is the
Christian's privilege. But, alas! how often am I "careful and troubled
about many things." 0, when shall holiness to the Lord be so inscribed
on all I do, that no labor nor care shall prove a weight with which my
spirit cannot rise!
Feb. 8th. The king has returned. On his first arrival at the
district which he visited, he sent back for a supply of ardent spirits.
It has been customary for him, in these excursions which he makes about
his^territories, to take a supply, and giving himself up to intoxication,
saip from place to place, continuing in this state from five to forty
days. It was apprehended, from his movements now, that this would be
the case. But the voice of remonstrance, kind & faithful admonition
so far prevailed with him as that no great excess has appeared, till
this afternoon. The day has been very uncomfortable; and being tried
with head winds, and driving rains, in sailing ud from Puuloa, without
the watchful eye of kindness over him, he has given the reins to indul
gence and is quite overcome. Mr. B. and Mr. E. have been down - seen
him safely ashore - comfortably changed and laid to sleep. Poor soul!
I think we have been led to feel some more than usually earnest desires
for him of late. Looking with an eye of sense, how sad and hopeless is
his case!
Feb. 11th. Six weeks today, since the birth of my dear little P.
How eventful have been these weeks! You will be able to judge some
thing of the degree of health and strength GOD has been pleased to
allow me again, when I tell you a little of the labor which devolved
on me, the three past days. Besides my own family, I provided for the
new family, consisting of the parents, four little children, and five
domestics, through Saturday and the Sabbath. The first a stormy day my table upstairs - my cooking under another roof, and all my help one
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�little boy; except some small assistance in attending to things at the
stove. The second day Sabbath, when I got so well through the morning
concerns, without any assistance but the little boy A, as to allow me
to attend the native service at nine, have my room filled with chiefs
& their attendants through the hour of intermission - attend the Eng.
service at eleven - wait upon additional company at night - permit my
boy to go to conference - keep on my feet till half past nine; then
have my husband return from meeting, say aroha, and leave me for the
night to watch the king. The third day, not waiting upon table, but
regulating things which the storm, beating in through the single
boarded house, quite deranged - overseeing my washing etc. - attending
to a little message on a slate from this one, a note from another;
making my way all the forenoon through the house filled with chiefs
and their people. Soon after sunrise, the king came, on his way to
Witetee. Mr. B. accompanied him, rejoicing to see his royal pupil in
his sober senses. They did not stop to breakfast; but I prepared a
pot of coffee soon and sent it after them. Through the forenoon, one
company after another called, on their way to the king, Attention to
these throngs, we always find as fatiguing as hard labor.
Feb. 12th. The king returned from W. this morning. Soon after
sunrise I welcomed Mr. B. - made r$ady our breakfast, and had just taken
a seat at table, when the king came in. He was soon waited upon into
the chamber, with the young prince, his brother, and those attending
them. I was very glad to take my cup of tea which I had just tasted,
and my plate of warm cakes, and make them go as far as I could in
waiting upon my guests.
It was breakfast time in all the rooms. The queens, who are al
ways all over the house, found a cup of coffee here, and a cake there
as it happened. The king was sober and appeared well. He seemed
gratified with his morning call. Observing my readiness to help him
and my husband to a comfortable breakfast, he made quite a speech to
one or two of the queens, desiring them to observe and imitate. Soon
after they were gone, Capt. Charlton, who commands the Active, the
vessel which brought Mr. Ellis, called with Mrs. C. The latter spent
the day with us. She is the first white female, except Mrs. E. and
a Spanish lady who was here last summer, that we have seen jince we
left America. She appears interesting. Before the lecture we had a
company of chiefs again - at the close of it, the king passed a half
hour with us, and heard some of his letters read from the Soc. Islands.
This evening, I shut my door and am still. Little S. sleeps sweetly
by me - Mr. B. has gone with Mr. E. to spend the evening, according to
engagement with Krimoku and the kii^g, as pupils, to be instructed in
Hawaii language. Thus you see something of the intercourse Divine
Providence is, at this time, allowing the Mission with the rulers of
the nation. 0, may He bless it all for the salvation of multitudes
of souls!
Feb. 13th. Another day of uncomfortable weather. We have never
known such a season since we have been at the islands. Today, every
room in the house has been wet, unless it were my chamber. The case
of Mrs. E. is somewhat trying - .iust landed, with four little ones,
and all their effects in this rude land. I trust she will be kept
from sinking, and see the clouds scatter in due time. I have crept
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�away when I could today, into a little snuq corner, and cut out three
gowns for Mrs. Chamberlain and her children. Mr. C. has engaged a
passage, and expects, with his family, to sail in the course of next
month, with Capt. Chandler in the brig Pearl. It is a great undertak
ing to commence again such a voyage, with six young children. We could
desire to have them as comfortably prepared as possible.
Feb. 14th. Waited upon Mrs. Charlton, with the mission families,
to tea, this evening, in my chamber. Things all went pleasantly. Our
tea served round, our cakes, etc. reminded us of many a little circle
we had joined in our native lands.
Feb. 15th. All busily engaged to close the labors of the week &
be in readiness for the sabbath, when little Amanda L. was seized with
a distressing fit. The scene was new & alarming to us. Greatly favored
have we all been in the health of our little ones. She is cutting her
eye-teeth, but no one thought her particularly ill - a poor distressed
little object now- two or three fits have already succeeded the first.
Last night, at this time, she was playful in this room. By what an
uncertain tenure we hold our sweetest comforts! The case of the child
awakes our fears. Qur thought is, Derhaps, for us, another of these
tender plants must be cut down. May we profit by all our Heavenly
Father's dealings. He is wise- he is good - We are ignorant & evil.
For many sabbaths past the native congregation has been very large.
Looking upon the multitude, consisting of kings, queens & almost all
the rulers of the nation, coming together at the ringing of the bell,
many of them richly dressed and imitating the manners of civilized
people, my mind has been filled with emotions not to be expressed. It
has seemed that when there was a heart to pray, the petition must be,
"Come Holy Spirit, Heavenly Love, with all thy quickening powers".
Could a picture, corresponding to that which we have witnessed today,
be given of this extended plain, with the house of GOD, and nearly one
thousand heathen flocking to it, while the ambassadors of Jesus stood
proclaiming, in the native tongue, the words of eternal life; Christians
would exult & sing, and scarcely give a listening ear to what they must
be told, that in all this, nothing appears but the valley where "were
very many bones", but "very dry"; - and the messengers of GOD, calling
on them to hear the voice of the Lord. But we rejoice greatly in the
encouragement given us to believe that ere long we shall see shaking
among them; and much more, we shall see bone coming to his bone, flesh
& skin upon them, yea, and breath to cause them to live & stand up
to the praise of the exceeding grace of GOD.
Feb. 16th. My exhausted nature droops. It seems to me as if
labor & care never pressed upon me more than since I have had strength
to leave my sick-room. I speak of hard labor perhaps more than is wise.
God graciously sustains me under it all; and when I consider that my
days are consecrated to his service, to take that kind, & that degree
of labor which his providence seems to point to me; and that, under his
gracious superintendence, it shall, in some humble way, aid this holy
cause, I can well call it pleasant. I sometimes grieve that I can no
more devote myself to the language, & the study of my Bible. But I do
not indulge myself in it. I believe GOD appoints my work; and it is
enough for me to see that I do it all with an eye to his glory. Perhaps
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�my life may be spared to labor yet more directly for the heathen. You
may wonder, sometimes, what, in this corner of the earth, I can find to
be doing, if it be not laboring for the heathen. I hope it is for them.
I have this consolation, - I am allowed to aid one whose constant em
ployment is in the way of direct efforts for their good. The four last
days, I have waited upon Mr. E--'s family - upon Capt. Charlton & his
lady, three evenings to tea - been busy in assisting Mrs. Chamberlain
in her preparation for the anticipated voyage; with other things as
they come along. All this does not enter into every four days; but
there is always something, much of the kind. Yet, in all this GOD causes
me to be more uniformly cheerful, than Derhaps you ever knew me in my
own beloved land. My health too, as a general thing, is better.
"Praise GOD from whom all blessings flow."
Feb. 17th. The king, who staid from Witetee till the sabbath was
past, for the avowed purpose of attending public worship, is quite over
come by strong drink. He attended service in the morning, together with
a crowded house of the chiefs, - immediately after was invited to a
sumptuous dinner prepared by trading gentlemen. The temptation set be
fore him was too great - he went - became inebriated; and instead of his
seat at Church, in the afternoon, lay locked up in sleeD. Awaking, just
before dark, he sent to Mr. B. to attend the conference at Krimoku's,
but not to desire to see him - in the morning, if he would come at
6 o'clock he would resume his pen & book. Mr. B. went and attended him
closely till the evening. But it was in vain. He ha% just returned
with the satisfaction only, of thinking he has cheerfully sacrificed
the personal comforts of another day in endeavor to do him good. Yes,
and I believe good is done. The minds of the chiefs and queens are
very kindly impressed with the conviction of a desire to save him from
ruin.
Feb. 18th. Mr. B. left his bed & went before sunrise to see the
king. The case seems now almost hopeless - he must take his course.
Considerable dissappointment is felt in not having him able to write,
at this time, to the Society Islands. The Active is exDected to return
there soon. Many letters have been received by the king & others, in
answer to what they wrote last summer. The young prince Kamamalu,
Kaahumanu, and Tamoree are writing. It is indeed very pleasant to see
so friendly a correspondence opening between these two interesting
groups of islands.
Feb. 19th. The king is quite unwell. There is serious consulta
tion among the chiefs today, to consider if anything can be done to
put a check to these dreadful seasons of intoxications.
Feb. 20th. He continues very ill. Mr. B. with Mr. E. and T. just
as they were returning to rest, last night, were sent for to go and see
him. They left him about midnight, in much bodily distress.
Feb. 21st. Great commotion today in consequence of the report
that a piratical brig is about the islands, and has already committed
some depradations at Mowee.
Feb. 22nd. The formidable brig appears in sight this morning.
Every eye is turned towards the sea, and every heart is big with fearful
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�anticipation. She sails with great swiftness - carries eighteen guns.
A whaleship lies in the roads. Every effort, as the pirate aDproached,
was made to enter the harbour; but the wind was not favorable, and
going as far as possible, she tacked and headed the enemy, who was then
very near; but who, after some strange manouvering of dauntless kind,
stretched her course for some distance back. For some time past, has
been passing & repassing the defenseless whaler.
6 o'clock. Night is coming on - all minds appear agitated - pre
parations are making, in the harbour for an attack, in case the brig
comes to anchor - unless she does it is thought desperate to make the
attempt with any force that can at present be mustered here. Capt.
Charlton was ready to put to sea the morning the report reached this
place. He at once saw there was no safety in going out. He brings
Mrs. C. to pass the night with us, while he returns to join those that
have been volunteered. We cannot but feel much concern for her, as
well as many others.
Feb. 23rd. The brig did not anchor - has not been in sight today was seen, just before dark, by the glass, at a great distance from shore.
Feb. 24th. Mr. Whitney has arrived from Tauai - late in the even
ing. He came up in one of the king's vessels, which, on her way, heard
of the pirate and put in at another part of the island. Bro. W. came
thence on foot.
Feb. 25th. Close again another round of waiting upon the company.
How difficult it is to have anything according to former habits of liv
ing, when yet, one has not help, no kitchen, no buttery, or indeed,
scarcely any territories at their own command. It seems, sometimes,
as if strength & SDirits would all be exhausted, which are so much
needed for the poor heathen, doing that which a few accommodations
might render trifling.
Feb. 26th. I take the first leisure to bring from the desk the
scraps of language. I have come to the conclusion to do little with a
regular school. The state of things, now, is such that, with the lang
uage, one may do good upon a much larger scale. A little school was
the beginning of public labors - now there is such access to the rulers
of the nation, and such means of multiplying schools as to make that
appear comparatively small. Eight or ten of my former scholars have
followed me about, from day to day, with their books in their hands,
since I first had strength to attend to general concerns. Convinced
that there were enough that had a claim under this roof, without them,
I have, today, brought them together in one of the small straw houses
that had become vacated, and committed them principally, to the care
of Wm. I have been to the village to visit the sick king and the chief
women. 0 , if I could but speak as I wanted to!
Feb. 27th.
I have been busy today, principally at the language.
Feb. 28th. We hear no more of the piratical brig; but feel no
little solicitude for our dear brethern & sisters whom we are daily
expecting; and also for Mr. & Mrs. Chamberlain, with their young family,
now on the eve of their departure. May the Lord be their sure defense!
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�Marxist. Last evening Bro. W. was regularly examined, and license
granted him to preach the gospel.
Mar. 2nd. Brow. W. preached to us from Eph. 3:8. Capt. Allen, now
commander of the Lydia, arrived. As in this other voyage, upon his first
landing, he called upon the Mission family. It was pleasant to see him just returned from our native land. No letters - but he tells us the
missionaries have them, and thinks they must be near to our shores, as
the vessel in which their passages were engaged, was expected to sail
from Boston two weeks after he left Nantucket.
Mar. 3rd. Monday. We met under interesting circulstances, for
the monthly concert for prayer. Mr. Ellis received among us - Mr. Cham
berlain about to leave us, and new helDers constantly expected. The
remarks made by Mr. E. tended much to encouragement. Among other things,
he particularly noticed the increased attention to the objects of the
mission, by this people, within the last five months, the period of his
absence. 0 , may our trust never be in princes, but in the Lord our GOD!
I hope we do desire to look along to our Divine Master for success. The
cause is his; and his promises, and his faithfulness afford sufficient
ground for our encouragement.
Mar. 4th. Mrs. E. is ill - has not left her bed, today. Little
Amanda L. after some days of severe illness, got around among the group
of little ones at her play again. She now appears quite well. God is
gracious to us.
Mar. 5 th. The whaleships are multiplying - two arrived this morn
ing. At the sight of a sail, the first word among the family, now, is,
missionaries paha! (perhaps).
Mar. 6th.
Mrs. Ellis is quite ill.
Mr. Whitney returns to Tauai.
Mar. 7th. Capt. Charlton sails for the Society Islands. We felt
for Mrs. C. who probably will have little quietitude of mind till they
reach some port again, though continual apprehensions from the pirate.
We think much of our dear Missionary friends. May the Lord preserve
them from dangers from every kind.
Mar. 8th. Mrs. E, we hope, may soon be well again. We had a
feeling discourse from Mr. E. this evening, from these words "The blood
of Jesus Christ his son cleanseth from all sin." Another week has passed.
Time, how it flies!
Mar. 9th. Has been an interesting and solemn sabbath. We have been
allowed to meet at the communion table again. It is probably the last
season of the kind we shall ever enjoy on earth with Mr. & Mrs. Chamberlain. I have not had that calm and joyful frame which, I think, was
granted me at the last communion. I still hope it has been, in the same
measure, profitable. Outward situation has not been favorable to the
enjoyment of steady serious thought; but I think I have felt my desires
increased to live, in every situation, nearer to GOD. It is the Chris
tian's privilege to rise above these lower scenes, however much they
may seem to perplex & distract. 0, may my heart be found with GOD; &
cheerfully sacrificed shall be that quietude and retirement I once so
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�much loved. It has been animating, today, to see such crowds of
natives, most of them well dressed, collecting for worship. At each
of the native services, it was thought there were nearly a thousand
people assembled; tho half could not be accommodated in the house.
The king is very regular in his attendance. 0, for the breath of the
Spirit to breath on these dry bones! Do pray for this - Excite all
Christians to pray for it. If GOD should leave his work here, after
all we see to encourage us, where would these poor souls be found!
Mr. B. and E. have gone to the village to attend the sabbath evening
lecture. There is also a regular lecture on Wednesday afternoon. This,
the king & chiefs, generally attend. There is indeed, much work to be
done; but 0, if GOD do not bless it all by his sDecial Grace, how
fruitless! Prayer, we are assured, is daily offered for this nation
and mission. Let the burden of it be that the Holy Spirit may descend.
How greatly favored is our own dear land! Will not the GOD of Grace
remember us too?
Mar. 10th. I love to make a date each day; but what minutes can
be gathered up now, for the pen, must be devoted to the answers of some
of the precious letters which lie in hand.
Mar. 11th. Three masters of new whaling vessels, called on us
today. I do not know what report they will all carry back. Probably
it will vary.
Mar. 12th. We find it quite pleasant to have Capt. Allen call
on us in his former friendly way. Tonight he took tea with us in com
pany with one who arrived a few days since. Another vessel has anchored,
which we are told has on board the house frame, prepared for the Sand.
Miss, at Haddom, Conn.
Mar. 13th. Capt. Allen called with Capt. Weeks, commander of the
vessel which arrived yesterday. A letter was received from Mr. Morse,
Nan. It appears that there is quite a rage against the Miss, with many
in that place. Why, we are not informed. The Lord enable us to be
faithful & humble, and the voice of opposition will not harm us. We
have hitherto had abundant evidence that is the cause of missions alone
that is opposed in the clamorous voice that§1s sometimes raised. Happy
assurance have the servants of GOD, that their master's work shall go
on, let what will oppose it.
Mar. 19th. It is desirable to close our packages tonight, as it
is expected the Brig will sail in the morning. Mercies still attend
us. May consecrated mercies be granted my beloved Sisters.
S. M.
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Bingham Family Journals
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Bingham, Sybil Moseley - Journal - 1819-1823
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